Canabis Oil Saved me

[I-Lurk Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close I-Lurk]

Hi,

I have read many threads on "Anxiety & Depression" section and I was able to relate to so many of them, I had a nervous breakdown that happened mid-2014 - early 2017. I had anxiety + depression + OCD + hypochondria + social anxiety.

I was able to convenience myself that I had Lung Cancer, Diabetes, HIV, hepC, MS, Alzheimer's, Melanoma, Testicular Cancer.
I could not start a conversation and continue trying to fix this.
I could not look people in the eye.
I lost all my gains from my PE work.
I developed Premature Ejaculation.
I had 2 episodes where I considered suicide.
I would have anxiety attacks without anything triggering it.
I was not good enough at anything even while my coworkers were telling me I was good at my job.
I did not listen to doctors who told me to go see a therapist because my mind knew more than doctors.

I finally started seeing a therapist in 2016 because I felt that I had nothing to lose anymore. I used Xanax, Rhodiola Rosea, Paxil while seeing my therapist and the medication just felt like alcohol trying to numb the pain away. I started looking at CBD oil late 2016 and decided to try it. I got my Medical Marijuana Card in Massachusetts and started using CBD oil + CBD-THC 1:1 oil mid-January 2017 and I feel like I have gotten out of the matrix.

Since I started using CBD oil here are things that have changed.
I don't worry about everything
My heart is not racing for everything.
I am able to look at people in the eye.
I can talk comfortablly in front of people in meetings.
I can say stuff without worrying about what people will think about me.
I don't get mad at things that used to get me upset
I feel like I have control over my life.
I don't worry about the future

Please go see a therapist, if you are struggling with anxiety or any mental issue. Change your therapist, if you feel it is not working out. Use medication that your therapist perscribes to you. Use natural medicine including Cannabis if you don't like chemical based medication.

[greg123 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close greg123]

Weed is good if you use it right. Iam happy for you man.

[Thumper39 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Thumper39]

Canabis can really help some people out. It really can. I had a buddy that had a TBI from when our truck got hit. Even after surgery and therapy and medications he had issues. His vision was slowly going away and he had constant migraines. CBC oil was illegal at the time where he moved to when he got out. So he simply smoked it. And got better. He is back to working now and living a productive life.

Me? I have no conditions that would be better if I were to use it. And I don't like the high. So I don't. But even if it had no medical benefits I think it should be legal. Hell all of it should be legal because the government has no more right to tell you what you can and cannot put into your body than they have telling you which consenting adult you can take to your bed.

[okayok Banned Find all posts View Profile Close okayok]

The first time i smoked weed i hated it so much and had an anxiety attack. I kept screaming to be brought back to normal. I almost killed my gf. Never again.

[TomFoolery Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close TomFoolery]

Happy you found what works for you. My wife goes through much of what you were going through so what you wrote really hit home. I'm really glad you seeked help from a therapist. If my wife hadn't, I don't think we'd still be married.

Interesting about the Cannibus oil helping your condition. I'll read into that and maybe try it out when it becomes legal up here.

Thanks!

[Ethan-T Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Ethan-T]

Glad it worked for you - makes a change to hear something really positive.

- You didn't mention erectile dysfunction, did the oil help with that also?

[TANGO 5/10 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close TANGO 5/10]

The first time i smoked weed i hated it so much and had an anxiety attack. I kept screaming to be brought back to normal. I almost killed my gf. Never again.

Toked on to much THC content & your body reacts negative to that. To much THC cause hallucinating & heart palpitations along with paranoia.

[TANGO 5/10 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close TANGO 5/10]

I've been researching this CBD OIL phenomenon , Cannibus strains Oil & CBD OIL ( cannibinol )are completely different.

One has a higher THC - CBD Consistency

& Vice Versa. I've been reading up on this new trend to see what all the Hype behind CBD OIL is.

Apparently CBD OIL is legal throughout all 50 states if the vendor is selling their products with a level of .03 % THC content per net-weight or below.

After looking into it , it's legitimate. Any reputable vendor can ship their CBD oil to your front door as long as the THC Consistency is under the FDA approved %. I think .03 % is the cutoff or it becomes illegal.

Interesting stuff on CBD OIL & the health benefits surrounding it.
Although one must tread lightly because to much of a good thing can make your PISS HOT for a drug test if you abused this stuff.

All the companies have their disclaimer that overdose on CBD oil can cause a fail on a drug test but properly using the product keeps your urine under the illegal cutoff for THC.

Interesting stuff to say the least , especially when local laws & federal clash. A commercial driver I know of was put out of service by DOT for possession of CBD OIL but not arrested. He didn't test positive on a drug test because the THC content in his urine was to low.

[CUSP82 Administrator Admin of the Month Dec 2014PEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close CUSP82]

I use rum!

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

Look closer at the laws. The law usually states any product made with marijuana or it's derivative is illegal. Whether they will enforce it is questionable. Personally I'm for complete legalization. But people are playing with fire if they aren't careful. Especially with Sessions owning so much stock in prisons.

[I-Lurk Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close I-Lurk]

Hi everybody,
Sorry for not posting replies to this thread. My life has been ridiculously crazy with work and other social stuff. I just want to give an overall reply to the comments.

I use CBD oil which is non-psychoactive and there is no way anybody can get high from it. If I use THC my anxiety goes off the charts and that is why I only use very little THC with a lot of CBD to get some creative juices going. THC by itself is not a good solution to most mental issues especially if anxiety is the issue. Using CBD is like taking a deep breath when everything is going crazy and you are able to look at things with a much calmer state of mind.

The biggest issue relating to down there after my mental breakdown was PE "Premature Ejaculation" which I still not found a solid fix for it. I have tried everything exercises and sprays or creams, but nothing makes a dent. I must confess that I had PE before mental breakdown, but it was not this bad. My penis head including and the frenulum extremely sensitive. The only thing so far that helps if I can time it right is the "Bathmate Control Delay Cream". The issue with the cream is it the amount to apply. If I apple little it really makes no difference, but if I apply more accidentally the spots I applied turn red in 3-4 hours.

CBD and jelqing combined definitely delivering much stronger erections. The jelqing always allowed me to have a morning wood like a 16 year old, but I think being calm from CBD allows more blood flow to my penis. Girls laugh at me when they pull on my erect penis and it slingshots and hits my stomach.

I would suggest everybody should try CBD to everybody that wishes they can just calm down enough to take control. If you are already in control of your mind don't waste your money because you are already in a position that most anxious people would kill for.

[BU_Terrier7x6 Member Find all posts View Profile Close BU_Terrier7x6]

Medical patient here and CBD has helped me taper from poison anxiolytics. I've tried both hemp and cannabis CBD, but cannabis CBD is more effective for me. I microdose twice daily at most. As I taper my conventional medicine to nearly nothing, I experience waves of withdrawal anxiety but anxiety was the reason my doctor prescribed clonazepam.

My goal is to use as little medicine as possible. I know I can influence the performance of my mind and body by improving nutrition, staying active, and replacing anxiety-inducing thought processes with calming ones. When I started feeling the first sign of anxiousness, I would stop what I was doing and be mindful of the anxiety while remaining still. I tell myself the feeling is only temporary and that something other than anxiety is waiting for me after I get through that episode. I couldn't slow down my breathing at first, I couldn't meditate, and I couldn't stop my racing thoughts; however, I gained control after consistent practice. Now when I feel a wave of anxiety coming, my mind and body naturally slow down enough so that the anxiety is not overwhelming but slightly annoying.

I continue working on gaining control over the unwanted effects of an anxious mind. CBD has helped me through withdrawal and anxiety, which, in turn, has improved sexual function.

[aceshigh1 Member Find all posts View Profile Close aceshigh1]

i use a dry herb vape. I am detoxing at the moment as i do a month a year off when i can and i always feel better in bed if i vape before. Relaxes everything and calms the nerves! Not needed anymore but in my early twenties it was a life saver and feel it got me out of a bad place and now stronger than ever

[TANGO 5/10 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close TANGO 5/10]

Introduced my Wife to CBD & she absolutely loves it. We all have our own struggles & she was on Zoloft & switched to Lexapro.

I was a little hesitant to talk to her about CBD because truth be told , full spectrum CBD is medical marijuana even if they do say Hemp Oil. That miniscule amount of THC can still show in a urinalysis test. Luckily her job isn't the same as mine.

She does absolutely better with full spectrum CBD supplementation than when she was on Lexapro.

[TANGO 5/10 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close TANGO 5/10]

If anyone was wondering about CBD

HEMP CBD & CANNABIS CBD are completely different.

Some do well with HEMP & some do not having to try Cannabis CBD.

MY Wife will testify to as one being on SSRI meds , that CBD is most definitely legitimate and a better option than to prescription medication. Just sorry she didn't know about it sooner & took a jab at me for holding out 😂🤣😂🤣😂