My entire life I've always felt very under average, and my first few experiences when I was 16 ended in girls laughing at me and commenting on how small it was - I've never had a complement on the size or anything other than a look of mild disappointment when they see it.
With a good EQ I'm 5.9" NBPEL, 6.25 BPEL, and 5.25 MSEG.
However, I have ED (and also delayed ejaculation) which means that I never reach that full size often during sex.
So technically, I'm average but it just looks tiny to me and I can't get over it - I think the early experiences have ruined my self image.
I have a partner who I can make orgasm/squirt relentlessly and she seems happy but instead of looking at this positive, all I can think about is how she (probably) wishes I were bigger, and 'knowing' (fair assumption) that she's had and enjoyed bigger literally destroys me inside.
I've tried PE on and off for 13 years so I don't think it's ever going to work for me.
So the only strategy left is acceptance - how can I get over myself?
With a good EQ I'm 5.9" NBPEL, 6.25 BPEL, and 5.25 MSEG.
However, I have ED (and also delayed ejaculation) which means that I never reach that full size often during sex.
So technically, I'm average but it just looks tiny to me and I can't get over it - I think the early experiences have ruined my self image.
I have a partner who I can make orgasm/squirt relentlessly and she seems happy but instead of looking at this positive, all I can think about is how she (probably) wishes I were bigger, and 'knowing' (fair assumption) that she's had and enjoyed bigger literally destroys me inside.
I've tried PE on and off for 13 years so I don't think it's ever going to work for me.
So the only strategy left is acceptance - how can I get over myself?
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