So its been a while since I stopped porn altogether. I'm thinking of sex a lot however I'm finding it difficult to get aroused. I wouldn't mind an edge session; my dick isn't rising to the challenge though. Did my PE for the day, quite enjoyed jelqing.

I think I'm having withdrawals because of the porn and so my libido and such are affected. Oh well no edge session for me tonight I guess. I was watching Embarasing Bodies on TV a while before. And some lady was showing the results of her stomach surgery. The doctor pulled down the top of her panties - didn't see anything - they were just discussing how neat the incision was, how it was below the bikini line and how the scar would fade if the sunbathed. I started to feel a stirring in my trousers. Hmmm. Wasn't sexual at all - I watch stuff like that, I find the human body is fascinating, not so much for oh tits pussy cock rah rah etc.

I dunno. Maybe its cos I have a thing for knickers? I really couldn't tell you why I guess I like the mystery of what lies beneath.

A girl I was with used to lift her skirt in the car on a few occasions sometimes and that excited me, my pants were stirring. One time, we started talking dirty which got her really wet and she slowly took them off..... And then she began to finger herself. I was hard and wanting to pull over. She said no and reached for her damp panties as I began to brake.... sigh what a tease. Kept on driving. Soon it was 2 fingers. She reclined the passenger seat all the wy back and tilted it down a little. Unbuttoned her tiny blue denim skirt and slid it down her smooth legs, where it joined her damp black and pink tight lacy thong in a pile on the floor of my ride.....

There she was in the passenger seat, hair flowing in the wind from the open sunroof, wearing sun glasses, pink bra beneath a yellow halter top which came to just above her navel and not a stitch on down below!

She spread her legs spread apart on the floor, exposing her beautiful clean shaven tight throbbing moist pussy! She had four fingers in. Moaning louder and it became 5 and then her . Good god, that was a turn on! She knew I was stealing glances as I drove which was a turn on for her. Climax! She shuddered in pleasure and licked her fist. It made me hard! She unzipped me. Reached into my pants. I shifted my smooth satin boxers below my rock hard cock..... she began to stroke..... slowly and gently as she rubbed her self and matched the speed as she massaged herself....

I can remember driving and wanting to enter her so bad...... Call me a perv if you like but damn - can't tell me a chick lifting up her mini skirt and revealing a nice tight thong doesn't get you thinking. I always loved it when she did that. It wasn't always thongs. Cotton hipsters in various colors and designs, even granny style panties, I just loved how she would wink and randomly flash me sometimes with knickers sometimes without. Or sit on the couch in a short skirt, legs apart, same deal and playfully hit me when she saw me glancing. This happened a few times not like every day. Damn hard not to! Damn I want another sensual chick like that.

I have just turned 29. I have been with 12 women, 11 of them sexually. 1 I was engaged to and was with for over 2 years. I've been with another for just under a year, had a few 2-8 month relationships and a few one night stands. I have had some great sex and I have also been not able to perform at all be it whiskey or anxiety or whatever. I spent a good 5 years single and last year I had 2 girlfriends in one year - at different times. I am a gentleman and I don't cheat.

I haven't done bad I reckon for a 6 foot skinny white guy with an average sized dick and I used to have anxiety issues and porn induced ED. I have had awesome fantastic marathon sex and I've also not been able to get it up at all.


I was going to bitch in this blog about not being able to edge. Well, I think I'm gonna edge and if you want to because of this story go right ahead!