Hello again. Today I am just going totalk a little about my desire to watch less porn and improve mymasturbation experiences.
As you may know, I have set a goal ofwatching porn once per week or less. I have read a number of timeson this site about people wanting to quit watching porn altogether. There are 291 people on this site that are members of the AP90 group,all trying to quit watching porn for 90 days. I have tremendousrespect for those guys. That is quite a challenge. But I won't betaking part in that. Why?
I'll be completely honest, I lovewatching porn. I think it's great. However, I would like to watchit with more moderation. I have read a number of threads here aboutthe negative effects of watching porn, and the positive effects whenyou stop watching it. I have never really experienced any negativeside effects that people talk about. But I would like to experiencethe positive effects more than I do now. I think I should findsimilar results if I were to only watch it once per week.
As of right now, I would say I watchporn about 3 times per week. It has been my most common thing to dowhile masturbating. I want that to change. I want to have bettermasturbation experiences, and I think watching less porn will do thetrick.
I would like to tell everyone about mymost recent masturbation experience. It took place last Saturday the10th (right after I first discovered this site). Oftershowering that night, I did a little manscaping to keep everythingneat and clean down there, and I got fairly horny doing so. Nothingout of the ordinary. But instead of getting on the computer andwatching porn, I just got naked, laid down in bed, and startedmasturbating. I really took my time, which I usually don't do. Iused slow strokes to make myself last longer, and I lasted between10-15 minutes. When I came, it was the best orgasm I have had in along time. Probably one of the best ever to be honest. Iimmediately realized it was because I had no visual stimulus todistract me (like porn). I had all my attention on myself, focusedon what was turning me on.
When I masturbate, I almost always doso watching porn or looking at photos of beautiful women. (I have afolder on my computer with about 200 photos of models, actresses,etc. that I find attractive. Not exactly the same as porn, butsimilar.) Almost everything is the same every time I jerk off. Igrab the lotion and a towel, park myself right in front of thecomputer, and lube up my right hand and get busy. The only thingthat ever really changes is if I am sitting, kneeling, or standing. This is how I masturbate probably 90-95% of the time. Very rarely doI change things up. But I really want to change things up now.
I have some up with a few guidelines asto how I will attempt to improve my masturbation experiences:
Masturbate to porn only once per week. If I don’t have the urge to watch it, I wont at all.
Masturbate 3 times per week. - I wantto have a more scheduled routine.
Do not masturbate on rest days. (Aspart of my PE schedule)
Do more edging. - I have done edging inthe past, but I want to really focus on it now.
Try to make masturbation sessions last15+ minutes. - No more “quickies”.
Hopefully if I follow through on thesethings, I will have much better masturbation experiences.
