This is the thing... I'v been with 2 other girls in middle school and had sex with both. The good thing about that is that they both was virgins and i was there first so things was good that way. but then i was introduced to porn and I felt as though i wanted a bigger penis so i can please my next girl im with, but i put in my head that they were grown dudes and i would b that size when i get older. im older now and no noticeable difference to me :'(. it seem like i grown in all places but not in penis size though (im 5'11 and weight 205). but at these time i was living in a more inner city enviroment and my mom decided to move to a better location. so now im dating this girl (white) and i been with her since the beginning of the school year and i previously told pple who "follow" me that i was supposed to had sex with her b4, i backed out and now she let it painfully known to me that she wanted me to have sex with her. well recently i had her over since 11:30 am till 7pm and it was a nightmare... she was all over me but i was jus to afraid of her reaction to my size (she had 3 partners b4 btw) and it was obvious she was trying everything she could to make it happen but i kept blaming my parents will stop us cause 1) i do have a loud bed2)they are in the room directly next to usso thats wat i kept using... however at one point i said f it cause if i dont do it now and get more feelings for her and i cant please her when we finally do it then that would b worst so i was as ready as i can... so i took off her shirt and mines... then... knock knock, my lil bro was about to come in ... so that killed the mode and we kinda cooled off but it kept starting but up tho but we ended up doing nothing... i dont mean to jus blobber on about this but i jus want yall to get a picture of my situation and if its either in my head or do i really need some P.E to please her...