It seems like every blog post I write "Strange month" at the top.

Well not today!!!

This past month was... good. Just really good. Everything's calmed down. No drama, just work.

I went back looking through all my PE records (since I started, I check marked everyday I exercised) and I noticed a pattern. The first month I kept a somewhat strict routine never taking more than 2 days off. After that first month I didn't see the need for a routine so I stopped. The second and third months went well... but then I hit a plateau. The "plateau" was really just a bunch of mental problems that had piled up, completely stopping my results. I was lying to myself, trying to fix a problems that I had never come across in my life before that I didn't completely want to solve. It was a complete mind fuck. It would have made a perfect time to quit, but I didn't. I stuck with it, overcame it and moved on.

I can officially say that I'm OVER IT.

One of the many problems was I had to work though was doing PE "enough" and jelqing "enough". Enough to make good gains.

Looking at my PE records again I saw the pattern that I had seen before. Except this time, I did something about it. On the third week of October, I started a routine again. The routine is a solid 5 weekdays on 2 days off. Allowing for extra off/on days if needed. I also started jelqing more and quit avoiding it, so I'm adding more move volume to my routine. Attached to this journal is a picture of my jelqing scheduled just because I am super proud of my new routine.

To supplement my new routine I purchased an ADS (the one on EBay by ESL40) it arrived on the 19th of this month and I've been using it ever since. On its own, I'm sure its pretty useless, but when used to supplement a routine, I defiantly think it helps - at least a little. Helping heal the penis in an elongated state sounds pretty good to me. Now that I have one device I see how helpful they could be. I'm also interested in extending and hanging.

I have a strained ligament that still hasn't healed and I haven't allowed it to. This is probably pretty stupid because I'm only giving it two options. Option 1 Adapt, or option 2, Break (which require surgery to fix). One day, I'll look back on this journal and think what a terrible decision this is. Taking a month or two off would be much better than having surgery.

So that's about it! Still have problems to solve, obstacles to overcome and things to learn but I feel like we are done with the bulk of the "bullshit". I finally feel like I can kick back and just do my damn routine.
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