It's the fourth of the month but this is the first chance I get to write this.

Porn
I quit 4 months and 16 days ago. Last month I was happy with my progress but that enthusiasm waned in the past month. I just wasn't seeing the amount of progress that I'd like in my recovery. I thought a lot about it and it was a tough decision, but I decided to quit masturbation. Probably for the next three months. This is my 9th day of no masturbation.

When I first quit porn, masturbation was hard. It was almost impossible to make myself orgasms the first few times, but I learned quickly. I had fun exploring my body and enjoyed masturbating as an adult for the first time without porn. It was fun for a short while, but then it became habit again. Routine. Just like porn was. I was tired of it and decided to take a break. At the same time I did some research and decided to quit all together. I guess I ended up quitting masturbation just like I quit porn. I just got bored of it and said why not. Haha

PE supplies
I bought a Bathmate. I was contacted by Nye2007nye2007 who sold me his used bathmate for $65. Not sure if I'm going to be able to use it, but I got a good deal and I'm glad I bought it. Thanks again man!

Injury
My injury hasn't improved. It's time to go to the doctor. I'm almost thinking I have a hernia but it doesn't hurt when I run/walk. It hurts if I laugh or bare down hard. I don't know what to do. I guess I'll just go talk to them.

I miss PE. I miss doing my routine I really want to get back to it.