It's the first of the month and I'm back!

Alot has changed in a month.

My injury is still there. I'm not sure what to think about it. I haven't gone to the doctor although I still think I need to.

I'm still sad I don't get to do my routine and I miss it. Although I really can't say I've been doing much of anything to heal my injury.

I haven't watched porn in 5 1/2 months. I feel great!

I felt the progress/results were waning from just removing porn. It didn't come close to solving the problem, so I decided to stop masturbating for 90 days. I recently started having regular sex so I decided that sex and orgasm from sex was okay *I'd like to add that orgasm from sex has been only helpful in my "reboot". I had a chaser effect when I finished myself off with my hand. Sex is fine though.* This strategy has worked extremely well. I finally feel like I might be close to healed. I feel like my natural sex drive is returning. It's awesome!

Today is the third of the month and I haven't masturbated in 39 days.

I need to schedule a doctors appointment. I think I'm going to try and go next week. Wish me luck!