It's the first!

I'm not sure I wanna write this. I've been ok. I feel like the place I've made any progress in the last month was my girlfriend. I need a higher purpose something bigger than myself. I really want to start working again but I'm worried about what direction to take. Somethings gotta give.

One day I'll have my day.

Me and my girlfriend are the best we've ever been which is normal. I just never thought our relationship could come so far. I'm really grateful for her.

Now that I've had more sexual experience I think that my length is really good. I'd like to have more girth still. Although I don't think I need quite as much as I'd previously thought. I'm curious if I could do a girth routine without hurting myself. I think I'm going to look into it.

I'm not sure how I'm going to do it but I'm working on making my girlfriend cum from sex.

I'm going to buy her a few sex toys for Christmas. We'll see if that helps her at all. Either way it'll be a bunch of fun.

My main goal in life is to give my life real solid direction. In the next month I'd like to have some more definition. I wanna work on my finances, on my body, on pe, on my relationship and everything else. I just wanna work!