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Hard flaccid issue.
HELP!!! So this happened to me 4 years ago .. was jerking off about 3 times a day fora year or so..sometimes back to back.. one damned night, i was watching porn I had 3 back to back. after I done with the last ejac. That's it!! literally Game over! The penis shrunk to the size of a bean and shrivelled up.
No sensation, numb. No amount of stimulation could make it feel live.. practically felt like I had nothing down there. I thought maybe penis got worked up so let me give a week or 2 to recover but nothing happened. In fact i realised the next day I had no sensation. I was ultra Depressed . Thoughts of sex replaced by suicidal ideas. I'd look at a girl and TRY to feel aroused, but would end up leaking watery semen. I suffered from things that I never imagined I'd be. Pure ED, hard flaccid, no libido, depression, no self esteem, stress of peak limits to the point that I used to have twitching in the Eye , I started running away when girls approached me. This happened for good 2 years. It hangs long and loose now but this is not my normal and is more than my usual normal size what I used to have 4 years back. Now talking of sex scares me. This feeling is soo devastating that I'd clench my gut to pain out of the anger and regret that what if I'd not have done that ONE fap which caused this. This condition which I am still trying to figure out . I don't know what it is. ALL erections up until that one session of self pleasure were perfect. It'd be logical for the EQ to diminish with time if I was exhausting me sexual energy but it was just that one time. Does it indicate it's a spasm? I've been following this website since then. I'm unemployed. So in my free time Which is all the time now I just google herbs tablets that can cure me. Read posts everyday here. Look up pelvic floor anatomies and Stuff. Havent had a good sleep in 4 years. Words like serotonin, dopamine, testosterone , pelvic floor, hard flaccid, endocrine system are on my mind even during sleep.,I'd easily take death if offered to me now than living in a hell.
Penis test all normal. Is this what hard flaccid is about? Or have I drained my hormonal system of all biochemical that make a man a man? Is the depression making it difficult to recover due to high cortisol? Will I ever be normal? FYI I don't have pelvic pain. The urine is definitely not as smooth as pre injury. 2 month Abstain hasn't really helped. The only change now is that I can tiny amount of blood flowing but only about 30% erection in 4 years. A month routine of RKs or meditation hasn't helped.
Sorry about the length of post. Please let me know your thoughts? Did anyone have a similar experience?
No sensation, numb. No amount of stimulation could make it feel live.. practically felt like I had nothing down there. I thought maybe penis got worked up so let me give a week or 2 to recover but nothing happened. In fact i realised the next day I had no sensation. I was ultra Depressed . Thoughts of sex replaced by suicidal ideas. I'd look at a girl and TRY to feel aroused, but would end up leaking watery semen. I suffered from things that I never imagined I'd be. Pure ED, hard flaccid, no libido, depression, no self esteem, stress of peak limits to the point that I used to have twitching in the Eye , I started running away when girls approached me. This happened for good 2 years. It hangs long and loose now but this is not my normal and is more than my usual normal size what I used to have 4 years back. Now talking of sex scares me. This feeling is soo devastating that I'd clench my gut to pain out of the anger and regret that what if I'd not have done that ONE fap which caused this. This condition which I am still trying to figure out . I don't know what it is. ALL erections up until that one session of self pleasure were perfect. It'd be logical for the EQ to diminish with time if I was exhausting me sexual energy but it was just that one time. Does it indicate it's a spasm? I've been following this website since then. I'm unemployed. So in my free time Which is all the time now I just google herbs tablets that can cure me. Read posts everyday here. Look up pelvic floor anatomies and Stuff. Havent had a good sleep in 4 years. Words like serotonin, dopamine, testosterone , pelvic floor, hard flaccid, endocrine system are on my mind even during sleep.,I'd easily take death if offered to me now than living in a hell.
Penis test all normal. Is this what hard flaccid is about? Or have I drained my hormonal system of all biochemical that make a man a man? Is the depression making it difficult to recover due to high cortisol? Will I ever be normal? FYI I don't have pelvic pain. The urine is definitely not as smooth as pre injury. 2 month Abstain hasn't really helped. The only change now is that I can tiny amount of blood flowing but only about 30% erection in 4 years. A month routine of RKs or meditation hasn't helped.
Sorry about the length of post. Please let me know your thoughts? Did anyone have a similar experience?
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