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Hi guys, I am just new here and constantly been anxious since I got this problem. If you have this also, hope you could share me your experience and how you went through it. Anxiety is a big factor that is why I am asking of your recovery story to help me ease my emotional tension.
One day I got interested in PE and tried it out. I never has sex before and I am still a virgin man.
Night 1. I tried pulling my my penis upward with some strokes. Rested for two nights after.
Night 2. I jelq upward for 30 mins. 3 times.. Rested for two nights.
Night 3. I used a towel and pushed my penis downward so hard and I kegel my pelvic hard at the same time on full erect.
NOW IS THE REAL PROBLEM
My penis slowly shrinks and totally turtled. I was so worried my penis might go inside my body.. but just turtled thankfully. I was sleepless for two nights since this happened.
When I lie down and sleep for a few minutes, my penis goes back to normal and gets erected. When I get up from bed and do personal work, my penis turtles back.
1. I don't feel any pain on my penis. Temperature is normal. Never gets cold.
2. I don't feel any pain on my pelvis.
3. I feel fine but a bit too anxious.
4. I can contract and reverse my pelvis without any pain and problem.
5. Penis slightly extends when I Pee and poop. Both are absolutely normal. Penis goes back to turtle mode after those.
Again. This problem happened 2 nights since I post this and hope you could help me out what really is causing this problem. Is it just over-stretching my penis? Is there something wrong in my pelvic floor? And if you had the same encounter, please share your recovery story.
Daily Evaluation
3rd Day - The night before, I spontaneously get sexy fantasies while in bed and I achieve soft erection and sometimes full that does not last long. I keep monitoring it using my flash light. Looks pinkish, warm. Good sign of blood flow (I suppose). Could hardly sleep due to anxiety.
The morning, my penis extends a bit from turtle state. Anxiety subsides. Penis looks less turtle when I'm not anxious at all. I have read from someone that erection does not actually contributes to the recovery and even delays it, so whenever I get erection, I tried to avoid consciously contracting it. Tonight, I read more to obtain information. I got information about Superficial Dorsal Vein Thrombosis, Dorsal Vein Injury, and Leakage. Whenever I found the symptoms similar to what I feel, anxiety hits in and penis turtles again. So far, my turtling is brought by anxiety. I need to relax my mind more.
4th Day - Still could hardly sleep the night before. Never have sexy fantasies. Penis sometimes partially erects. The morning penis looks full flaccid. 10 mins of standing, penis turtles back but slightly extends. Feeling was fine. Penis remains less turtle until 5 pm in the afternoon. Again, anxiety hinders recovery. I bought Barley food supplement to aid healing. I plan to get more food supplement tomorrow.
5th Day - Conditions apparently improving. The night before I kept my penis erect to encourage blood flow and warmth. I am careful not to squeeze it. The morning, the turtling became less as well as my anxiety. I keep up with my common day routine as I sit on my chair and put my feed on other chair. I keep drinking more water and pee often. What I notice is that, there was this so called "Turtle Attack" that the turtling seems to occur periodically. On the first day, turtles all day, second, relaxes few hours then turtles throughout after. Third day, turtle slightly relax few hour after waking up. Fourth day, turtling relaxes until 3pm, Today, turtle relaxes until it hit me again at 6pm.
6th Day - Scenario was similar to last few days. This time, I woke up realized I ejaculated while asleep and never even felt it. Penis was semi-erect and hot most of the day but encountered another turtle attack that lasted few hours this afternoon.
7th Day - The night before I was too horny and somewhat could not resist so I decided to masturbate through foreskin simulate. The ejaculation was explosive due to former days of inactivity.. Rarely turtles now.
8th Day - Everything is looking great! I achieve 100% erection and I felt my penis feels a bit longer than before. But the jelq injury is still obvious. I still feels like I need to give my body more time to heal itself.
9th Day - All is well. Still experience anxiety attacks from time to time. I notice I have thrombosis on my upper right side of the penis. I already had this on the same location before so I would let time to heal itself. Everytime I get erect and touch my penis, I feel it is slightly bulge. Also the glans look slightly larger than before. But I am not tempted. Painless but I think of it as a painless inflammation. According to what I previously read, I need 8 weeks to recover.
10th Day - I hope I am not encountering another symptom but I felt a cool feeling from my penis down to my pelvic center that extends to my feet. I realize this 2 nights ago after I shaved my pubic hair. I am not sure if that causes this problem or just by a cold weather because I've not been wearing brief for days. Penis remains normal, every looks and remains the same these past few days.
11th Day - Things are looking fine. Penis is not turtled the whole day. Some veins are apparent. Some sort of a thrombosis so this will take months to disappear. I had this before and I was not worried... Now that I have this again, I have to be more gentle.
2 Week Mark - I intentionally skip the past few days to log on for my condition 2 weeks after injury. Anxiety and turtling still playing around on me. Anxiety is my big problem for now. I never masturbated for more than a week and I just had an explosive wet dream last night. My BC muscle is tingling and I am still convinced I haven't fully recovered yet... I will see what will happen on the next few weeks.
3rd Week - Hard flaccid no longer a discomfort. Spontaneous erection gets up to 50%. I think I don't have hard flaccid but penis keeps turtling when I touched it. I discover a purple dark blood vessel on the right side but many says this is normal. Corpus Spongosum feels discomform when I touch it while turtling. I am seeing post inflammatory hyperpigmentation on my glans. What I really notice is that my glans gain a bit and my girth gains abit. Looks bigger than before. For me, I think this is still an inflammation... but again, I don't feel any pain. I am looking at 6th week as this is the common average recovery period to most similar cases I've researched so far.
4th Week - Early days of the week hard flaccid persist but is no longer uncomfortable. When I pee or poo, the penis relaxes a bit longer than before. I get weak nigh and morning erections with wrinkly glans. What's noticeable is my glans is bit cold when touched that I hope is part of the recovery and no further injury to develop. Mid week evaluation. The mild pelvic spasms gradually reduced or is very rare now. I can sit comfortable on a solid chair and the bump feeling between my testicles and anus feels gone. Penis is still flaccid, turtling when I stand up, low libido, low sex drive... but one night I got 90% night wood and I can feel my kegel muscles again.
5th Week - Entering 5th week. I was able to achieve 100% natural erections at night while asleep. No pain, no change in curve. Whats more noticeable is that my shaft look much better than before (but I am not assuming yet). I had fluid discharged for 3 consecutive nights. This happens only when I get erections. The last time I experience this discharge is that it was much more than before. This is not a wet dream because there was no semen. Just a clear fluid which I will have to find out. According to some sources, this is the effect of nofap (no PMO) for many days which I hope is the case. My last wet dream with the real semen was 4 weeks ago (1 week after injury). I just receive a Healing Prayer this week. Just had a wet dream after 4 weeks. It was about 3/4 tablespoon because I was naturally ejected without erotic dreams and about 80% erection... But I am still happy because the ejaculation was pleasant (not painful) with sperm present. Still have rare random cramps and the occasional stinging pain I felt on my left shaft that happens only when turtling flaccid is just a thromboses blood vessel and not a major CC injury I hope. On the left and side of the bucks fascia right under the glans, I notice a darkening skin that slightly tingly when touched. I don't feel any tear so I assume I just strained the sides of my bucks fascia because of overstretching. Post-inflammatory hyper-pigmentation is still present. Ending week 5, I notice that the dull ache I felt during flaccid now becomes an ache when I am gaining an erection I felt last night. I really hope this is not a peyronies symptoms... We'll I'm about to find it out next week.
6th Week - This is the supposed week I should have recovered from hard flaccid... Well. Still unfortunate. Turtling is still present. First night of the week, I got a strong erection with a tingly felling at the center. I checked my penis and I found a dent on the left side. The specific spot where it aches. What I don't understand is this ache was felt 3 weeks after the injury. I must have pinched it on that week. Not sure. Well, anxiety disappears and I'll have to brace myself for anything worse... peyronies... So for no curvature. I still don't force erection. Never masturbated for 5 weeks. Aches only when turtling... Specific areas now darkening and a bit late... really weird... or just a bad luck. Glans have improved. Pelvic floor very rarely spasms now. Still hurts on the area between my testicles and my legs. Mid week, at bed I am getting uncontrollable natural erections that lasted for minutes until I look at it or when I move posture that erection instantly dies in just few seconds. I am actually reaching 100% erection while lying and I am trying to stop it because of the dent that is on the middle left of the shaft. I decided to check it out. What I noticed is, the early bruises from injury located at the upper part of my shaft just bellow the glans were now fading. Unfortunately, there are small red dents and scars appeared on my shaft. I am not sure if these are part of the recovery process or something else.
On the same week, I went to the doctor and surprisingly, the doctor understood my situation, he was attentive and listened to me. He explained to me the nature of penis muscle and assured me full recovery. What's even more surprising is instead of prescribing me cialis or viagra for errection, he prescribed me Polynerve for the nerve repair, Vitamin E for the cell repair, and Celcoxx for the inflammation. I am very surprised and regretted that I should have swallowed my embarrassment and went to this doctor much earlier.
7th Week - This is the whole week I took the doctor's prescription. The first day of was fine.... but on the second day, I could hardly prevent my erection. My libido seems to have fully returned. My mind is playing tricks on me, flashing sensual thoughts that produce erections as if my own body wants me to get an erection. This just happened about 2 hours and I constantly keep calming my body because I know mishandling erections at this stage is still dangerous because of the present dull inflammation. This can potentially distort my penis. Mid week now gaining night wood and morning wood. Standing erection remains uneasy. Penis now looks limp and spongy. Ending week 7th, hard flaccid is still present, only felt less than 5 twitching on pelvic muscle. The groin still in pain if I don't sit properly. Penis flaccid state is now expanding out... natural standing erection still does not reach 50% but can reach 90-100% with visual stimulation. Oh, no wet dreams this week.
8th Week - Update. I am praising my doctor. Last time I was so desperate to get an erection. This time, erection is my problem. My left CC is still not fully recovered. I am not sure if I still have that hard flaccid but my flaccid state remains about 20 - 30 % erect... so I am still not well yet... Why erection is now a problem... It is because my underwear restricts my penis and if I get an erection, if I am not careful, my underwear will constrict my penis that would cause further irritation on my left CC and would develop pain and discomfort once again. I am happy for the improvement so far. I should deal my erection well to avoid further damage.
9th Week - Welcoming 9th week with hope. Went back to Divine Mercy Retreat for 2 days, sacrificed myself to receive God and His Healing grace once again. I am Trusting Jesus Christ to heal me completely very soon so that I may become useful again. Praise Jesus!! More than 10 years ago, I joined on the same retreat. After that, I had a bump on my lips because of constant biting on the same location... It grew and grew and I was worried it may turn into a cancerous cyst. 3 Months later I receive healing prayer and to my surprise, not only the bump on my lips disappeared but my other skin condition as well! I once again trust God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit to heal me once again... I admit I am guilty of what I did to myself, so I repent and came back to the Lord.
The next day, I was able to went back to my doctor. Some symptoms still remains like limp penis, localized dull pain on the left side, twitching pelvic muscle if I don't sit properly. He refereed me to the urologist. I told him partial of my story because he interrupted me and told me I might have a fracture. I showed him my penis, he ask if I get erection then I said yes. He examine, didn't found any problem. He checked my prostrate by inserting his finger in my anus. I didn't have pain but the tingling sensation... so he said my prostrate was fine! I suspect there is something to do with my perineum and/or pelvic floor. So for now, continue praying, taking food supplements for faster recovery. TRUST JESUS.
Furthermore on week 9. Actually ending of week 9, I discovered something that some of my symptoms seems connected to NoFAP Flatline. Here is why. 1 week after my injury, I decided to go NoFAP aim for 3 months goal (90 days). If talking about NoFAP, its my 56 day streak! wow! congratulations to me. lol!
Bellow I list NoFAP Flatline symptoms that exactly matches my symptoms:
- desire for sex (loss of libido)
- penis looks shriveled and feels dead when flaccid
- no morning wood (I am getting this now most of the time)
- severe depression phases (this happened about 2 or 3 weeks after injury)
- almost all other symptoms of a depression (except suicidal thoughts)
- severe anxiety (this happened about 2 or 3 weeks after injury)
- brain fog (this happened about 2 or 3 weeks after injury)
- panic I'll never get back my libido and that I'll never get an errection again
- no appetite, I lost a few pounds during the flatline
- no motivation for anything
- no concentration
- it felt like my IQ was under 80 points
- discomfort on my prostrate
- urine dripping
Only symptoms remain that is not NoFAP Flatline related is my dull pain at the center of my left cc and some slight pelvic discomfort. Pelvic spasm seems gone this week.
10th Week - I can still feel the pain at the center of my left CC. no apparent bruising and I can feel it is inside my CC. Pelvic floor Still hasn't recovered yet. Penis turtling when standing, looks limp and shriveled when relaxed. Still have night wood and morning wood. No natural erections still. I still feel uncomfortable. the infamous HARD FLACCID is obvious to me now. Hard, rubbery, full... and my glans felt numb when erect. Looks like I still have a long punishing journey ahead.
I remind myself, it is already 10th week of my injury and some of the injury symptoms are still present... This is also the 9th week of my NoFAP mode so I am looking on both sides as I think I am getting both injury symptoms and nofap flatlines.... How do I feel now? Life really feels hard... Jesus Christ is the only One who I can trust right now.
11th Week - still on plateau. Experiencing some symptoms and pelvic floor still hast recovered yet... Good news for me is I got a wet dream this midweek. I checked my organ and could hardly tell if there was a semen or not because most of the fluid was absorbed by my underwear... but the classic semen smell and fluid texture is there. This time, it is not a precum but an actual cum.
12th Week - Pain on my left shaft reduced. It's on and off actually. Pelvic floor are still not fine. I receive another healing prayer this week. Praise Jesus Christ!
13th Week - Few symptoms still remain. Praying more. Keeping my mind and spirit relaxed. Listening to Gospel preaching and Christian videos on youtube. Getting more healing prayers. If I recover, I will not mess up my body again and will be more responsible this time. No more porn, no more masturbation, no more sexual fantasies. NoFAP all the way!!
14th Week and counting - I think my condition plateaued. Also noticed some improvements. I am also confused if I kind of mixed up the symptoms to NoFAP's flatline symptoms because everything seems to mixed up. I will report when I experience major changes.
One day I got interested in PE and tried it out. I never has sex before and I am still a virgin man.
Night 1. I tried pulling my my penis upward with some strokes. Rested for two nights after.
Night 2. I jelq upward for 30 mins. 3 times.. Rested for two nights.
Night 3. I used a towel and pushed my penis downward so hard and I kegel my pelvic hard at the same time on full erect.
NOW IS THE REAL PROBLEM
My penis slowly shrinks and totally turtled. I was so worried my penis might go inside my body.. but just turtled thankfully. I was sleepless for two nights since this happened.
When I lie down and sleep for a few minutes, my penis goes back to normal and gets erected. When I get up from bed and do personal work, my penis turtles back.
1. I don't feel any pain on my penis. Temperature is normal. Never gets cold.
2. I don't feel any pain on my pelvis.
3. I feel fine but a bit too anxious.
4. I can contract and reverse my pelvis without any pain and problem.
5. Penis slightly extends when I Pee and poop. Both are absolutely normal. Penis goes back to turtle mode after those.
Again. This problem happened 2 nights since I post this and hope you could help me out what really is causing this problem. Is it just over-stretching my penis? Is there something wrong in my pelvic floor? And if you had the same encounter, please share your recovery story.
Daily Evaluation
3rd Day - The night before, I spontaneously get sexy fantasies while in bed and I achieve soft erection and sometimes full that does not last long. I keep monitoring it using my flash light. Looks pinkish, warm. Good sign of blood flow (I suppose). Could hardly sleep due to anxiety.
The morning, my penis extends a bit from turtle state. Anxiety subsides. Penis looks less turtle when I'm not anxious at all. I have read from someone that erection does not actually contributes to the recovery and even delays it, so whenever I get erection, I tried to avoid consciously contracting it. Tonight, I read more to obtain information. I got information about Superficial Dorsal Vein Thrombosis, Dorsal Vein Injury, and Leakage. Whenever I found the symptoms similar to what I feel, anxiety hits in and penis turtles again. So far, my turtling is brought by anxiety. I need to relax my mind more.
4th Day - Still could hardly sleep the night before. Never have sexy fantasies. Penis sometimes partially erects. The morning penis looks full flaccid. 10 mins of standing, penis turtles back but slightly extends. Feeling was fine. Penis remains less turtle until 5 pm in the afternoon. Again, anxiety hinders recovery. I bought Barley food supplement to aid healing. I plan to get more food supplement tomorrow.
5th Day - Conditions apparently improving. The night before I kept my penis erect to encourage blood flow and warmth. I am careful not to squeeze it. The morning, the turtling became less as well as my anxiety. I keep up with my common day routine as I sit on my chair and put my feed on other chair. I keep drinking more water and pee often. What I notice is that, there was this so called "Turtle Attack" that the turtling seems to occur periodically. On the first day, turtles all day, second, relaxes few hours then turtles throughout after. Third day, turtle slightly relax few hour after waking up. Fourth day, turtling relaxes until 3pm, Today, turtle relaxes until it hit me again at 6pm.
6th Day - Scenario was similar to last few days. This time, I woke up realized I ejaculated while asleep and never even felt it. Penis was semi-erect and hot most of the day but encountered another turtle attack that lasted few hours this afternoon.
7th Day - The night before I was too horny and somewhat could not resist so I decided to masturbate through foreskin simulate. The ejaculation was explosive due to former days of inactivity.. Rarely turtles now.
8th Day - Everything is looking great! I achieve 100% erection and I felt my penis feels a bit longer than before. But the jelq injury is still obvious. I still feels like I need to give my body more time to heal itself.
9th Day - All is well. Still experience anxiety attacks from time to time. I notice I have thrombosis on my upper right side of the penis. I already had this on the same location before so I would let time to heal itself. Everytime I get erect and touch my penis, I feel it is slightly bulge. Also the glans look slightly larger than before. But I am not tempted. Painless but I think of it as a painless inflammation. According to what I previously read, I need 8 weeks to recover.
10th Day - I hope I am not encountering another symptom but I felt a cool feeling from my penis down to my pelvic center that extends to my feet. I realize this 2 nights ago after I shaved my pubic hair. I am not sure if that causes this problem or just by a cold weather because I've not been wearing brief for days. Penis remains normal, every looks and remains the same these past few days.
11th Day - Things are looking fine. Penis is not turtled the whole day. Some veins are apparent. Some sort of a thrombosis so this will take months to disappear. I had this before and I was not worried... Now that I have this again, I have to be more gentle.
2 Week Mark - I intentionally skip the past few days to log on for my condition 2 weeks after injury. Anxiety and turtling still playing around on me. Anxiety is my big problem for now. I never masturbated for more than a week and I just had an explosive wet dream last night. My BC muscle is tingling and I am still convinced I haven't fully recovered yet... I will see what will happen on the next few weeks.
3rd Week - Hard flaccid no longer a discomfort. Spontaneous erection gets up to 50%. I think I don't have hard flaccid but penis keeps turtling when I touched it. I discover a purple dark blood vessel on the right side but many says this is normal. Corpus Spongosum feels discomform when I touch it while turtling. I am seeing post inflammatory hyperpigmentation on my glans. What I really notice is that my glans gain a bit and my girth gains abit. Looks bigger than before. For me, I think this is still an inflammation... but again, I don't feel any pain. I am looking at 6th week as this is the common average recovery period to most similar cases I've researched so far.
4th Week - Early days of the week hard flaccid persist but is no longer uncomfortable. When I pee or poo, the penis relaxes a bit longer than before. I get weak nigh and morning erections with wrinkly glans. What's noticeable is my glans is bit cold when touched that I hope is part of the recovery and no further injury to develop. Mid week evaluation. The mild pelvic spasms gradually reduced or is very rare now. I can sit comfortable on a solid chair and the bump feeling between my testicles and anus feels gone. Penis is still flaccid, turtling when I stand up, low libido, low sex drive... but one night I got 90% night wood and I can feel my kegel muscles again.
5th Week - Entering 5th week. I was able to achieve 100% natural erections at night while asleep. No pain, no change in curve. Whats more noticeable is that my shaft look much better than before (but I am not assuming yet). I had fluid discharged for 3 consecutive nights. This happens only when I get erections. The last time I experience this discharge is that it was much more than before. This is not a wet dream because there was no semen. Just a clear fluid which I will have to find out. According to some sources, this is the effect of nofap (no PMO) for many days which I hope is the case. My last wet dream with the real semen was 4 weeks ago (1 week after injury). I just receive a Healing Prayer this week. Just had a wet dream after 4 weeks. It was about 3/4 tablespoon because I was naturally ejected without erotic dreams and about 80% erection... But I am still happy because the ejaculation was pleasant (not painful) with sperm present. Still have rare random cramps and the occasional stinging pain I felt on my left shaft that happens only when turtling flaccid is just a thromboses blood vessel and not a major CC injury I hope. On the left and side of the bucks fascia right under the glans, I notice a darkening skin that slightly tingly when touched. I don't feel any tear so I assume I just strained the sides of my bucks fascia because of overstretching. Post-inflammatory hyper-pigmentation is still present. Ending week 5, I notice that the dull ache I felt during flaccid now becomes an ache when I am gaining an erection I felt last night. I really hope this is not a peyronies symptoms... We'll I'm about to find it out next week.
6th Week - This is the supposed week I should have recovered from hard flaccid... Well. Still unfortunate. Turtling is still present. First night of the week, I got a strong erection with a tingly felling at the center. I checked my penis and I found a dent on the left side. The specific spot where it aches. What I don't understand is this ache was felt 3 weeks after the injury. I must have pinched it on that week. Not sure. Well, anxiety disappears and I'll have to brace myself for anything worse... peyronies... So for no curvature. I still don't force erection. Never masturbated for 5 weeks. Aches only when turtling... Specific areas now darkening and a bit late... really weird... or just a bad luck. Glans have improved. Pelvic floor very rarely spasms now. Still hurts on the area between my testicles and my legs. Mid week, at bed I am getting uncontrollable natural erections that lasted for minutes until I look at it or when I move posture that erection instantly dies in just few seconds. I am actually reaching 100% erection while lying and I am trying to stop it because of the dent that is on the middle left of the shaft. I decided to check it out. What I noticed is, the early bruises from injury located at the upper part of my shaft just bellow the glans were now fading. Unfortunately, there are small red dents and scars appeared on my shaft. I am not sure if these are part of the recovery process or something else.
On the same week, I went to the doctor and surprisingly, the doctor understood my situation, he was attentive and listened to me. He explained to me the nature of penis muscle and assured me full recovery. What's even more surprising is instead of prescribing me cialis or viagra for errection, he prescribed me Polynerve for the nerve repair, Vitamin E for the cell repair, and Celcoxx for the inflammation. I am very surprised and regretted that I should have swallowed my embarrassment and went to this doctor much earlier.
7th Week - This is the whole week I took the doctor's prescription. The first day of was fine.... but on the second day, I could hardly prevent my erection. My libido seems to have fully returned. My mind is playing tricks on me, flashing sensual thoughts that produce erections as if my own body wants me to get an erection. This just happened about 2 hours and I constantly keep calming my body because I know mishandling erections at this stage is still dangerous because of the present dull inflammation. This can potentially distort my penis. Mid week now gaining night wood and morning wood. Standing erection remains uneasy. Penis now looks limp and spongy. Ending week 7th, hard flaccid is still present, only felt less than 5 twitching on pelvic muscle. The groin still in pain if I don't sit properly. Penis flaccid state is now expanding out... natural standing erection still does not reach 50% but can reach 90-100% with visual stimulation. Oh, no wet dreams this week.
8th Week - Update. I am praising my doctor. Last time I was so desperate to get an erection. This time, erection is my problem. My left CC is still not fully recovered. I am not sure if I still have that hard flaccid but my flaccid state remains about 20 - 30 % erect... so I am still not well yet... Why erection is now a problem... It is because my underwear restricts my penis and if I get an erection, if I am not careful, my underwear will constrict my penis that would cause further irritation on my left CC and would develop pain and discomfort once again. I am happy for the improvement so far. I should deal my erection well to avoid further damage.
9th Week - Welcoming 9th week with hope. Went back to Divine Mercy Retreat for 2 days, sacrificed myself to receive God and His Healing grace once again. I am Trusting Jesus Christ to heal me completely very soon so that I may become useful again. Praise Jesus!! More than 10 years ago, I joined on the same retreat. After that, I had a bump on my lips because of constant biting on the same location... It grew and grew and I was worried it may turn into a cancerous cyst. 3 Months later I receive healing prayer and to my surprise, not only the bump on my lips disappeared but my other skin condition as well! I once again trust God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit to heal me once again... I admit I am guilty of what I did to myself, so I repent and came back to the Lord.
The next day, I was able to went back to my doctor. Some symptoms still remains like limp penis, localized dull pain on the left side, twitching pelvic muscle if I don't sit properly. He refereed me to the urologist. I told him partial of my story because he interrupted me and told me I might have a fracture. I showed him my penis, he ask if I get erection then I said yes. He examine, didn't found any problem. He checked my prostrate by inserting his finger in my anus. I didn't have pain but the tingling sensation... so he said my prostrate was fine! I suspect there is something to do with my perineum and/or pelvic floor. So for now, continue praying, taking food supplements for faster recovery. TRUST JESUS.
Furthermore on week 9. Actually ending of week 9, I discovered something that some of my symptoms seems connected to NoFAP Flatline. Here is why. 1 week after my injury, I decided to go NoFAP aim for 3 months goal (90 days). If talking about NoFAP, its my 56 day streak! wow! congratulations to me. lol!
Bellow I list NoFAP Flatline symptoms that exactly matches my symptoms:
- desire for sex (loss of libido)
- penis looks shriveled and feels dead when flaccid
- no morning wood (I am getting this now most of the time)
- severe depression phases (this happened about 2 or 3 weeks after injury)
- almost all other symptoms of a depression (except suicidal thoughts)
- severe anxiety (this happened about 2 or 3 weeks after injury)
- brain fog (this happened about 2 or 3 weeks after injury)
- panic I'll never get back my libido and that I'll never get an errection again
- no appetite, I lost a few pounds during the flatline
- no motivation for anything
- no concentration
- it felt like my IQ was under 80 points
- discomfort on my prostrate
- urine dripping
Only symptoms remain that is not NoFAP Flatline related is my dull pain at the center of my left cc and some slight pelvic discomfort. Pelvic spasm seems gone this week.
10th Week - I can still feel the pain at the center of my left CC. no apparent bruising and I can feel it is inside my CC. Pelvic floor Still hasn't recovered yet. Penis turtling when standing, looks limp and shriveled when relaxed. Still have night wood and morning wood. No natural erections still. I still feel uncomfortable. the infamous HARD FLACCID is obvious to me now. Hard, rubbery, full... and my glans felt numb when erect. Looks like I still have a long punishing journey ahead.
I remind myself, it is already 10th week of my injury and some of the injury symptoms are still present... This is also the 9th week of my NoFAP mode so I am looking on both sides as I think I am getting both injury symptoms and nofap flatlines.... How do I feel now? Life really feels hard... Jesus Christ is the only One who I can trust right now.
11th Week - still on plateau. Experiencing some symptoms and pelvic floor still hast recovered yet... Good news for me is I got a wet dream this midweek. I checked my organ and could hardly tell if there was a semen or not because most of the fluid was absorbed by my underwear... but the classic semen smell and fluid texture is there. This time, it is not a precum but an actual cum.
12th Week - Pain on my left shaft reduced. It's on and off actually. Pelvic floor are still not fine. I receive another healing prayer this week. Praise Jesus Christ!
13th Week - Few symptoms still remain. Praying more. Keeping my mind and spirit relaxed. Listening to Gospel preaching and Christian videos on youtube. Getting more healing prayers. If I recover, I will not mess up my body again and will be more responsible this time. No more porn, no more masturbation, no more sexual fantasies. NoFAP all the way!!
14th Week and counting - I think my condition plateaued. Also noticed some improvements. I am also confused if I kind of mixed up the symptoms to NoFAP's flatline symptoms because everything seems to mixed up. I will report when I experience major changes.
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