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(this story start from last year, after what happen in the title) I noticed as girl I was talking to for sometime randomly ask for a video of me cumming that(we didn't fuck yet but we was flirting around), I had to rush to beat my meat before it got limp and started getting smaller. At 1st I thought maybe because It been a good min since I had sex that I just got to beat it more often or something stupid. So I just kept acting like I forgot and never did the vid and now that I think about it. My sex drive was pretty low back then.
I had a desk job so I was constantly sitting which also mad the back pain go away but notice from time to time my dick would get small small like if it trying to go back iny body or something. My dumb ass thought maybe since I wasn't hard it just small but it felt uncomfortable, so I from time to time stretched it out so It would lay limp as I'm used to it doing. Still go back to small like that.
I been doing farmer works at random at one point to stop the pain in the back when I walk and what not, since he hurt like a bitch! I know I should've got it checked out when it 1st happen but I thought with time it would heal on its own( I got the injury doing a landscaping job, lifting and pouring 50 lb bags of gravel on to the front yard and I felt a pop in my lower back right hand side. Which took me out the rest of the job, forced me to sit the whole time.)
Forward to the beginning of this year, I couldn't take the pain anymore and went to a chiropractor in the family and got my back adjusted and started doing a lot of kettlebell, weight lifting and band training the rest of the week after each adjustment (they were weekly). I notice my dick start at least staying limp but it took a lot of kegal pc floor squeezing and watching of porn to actually get it to a full on boner. I would have to do the kegal exercise as I was porn to get my dick full up and Rock hard for 20-50 secs. This took sometimes 45 mins to 2 hours to get there!
Along with the adjustments, I been learning muscle massage, muscle scraping and acupressure to heal any messed up nerves around my lower back and hips and legs from the time I babies this Injury and barely did anything. So after 7 adjustments later, I'm walking a lot more. Still pain but no where as bad before, my dick will get half a boner from time to time if I see anything I'm attractive to but won't go full on hard. However, if I beat my meat I can get it to about 75% maybe 80% if I for the right video to watch. But a small amount of cum come out and once I nut, the dick just can stay hard for a bit of time.
Now let say maybe 2 months ago from now I was messing with some girl and she feeling me enough to fuck after a couple of weeks. Watch 3/4 of the movie to get time for my tool to get ready, hoping maybe it a do or die thing! Like make it the pussy right there, it not going to have no choice but to get hard! Did some foreplay with her to give it more time since I kinda felt like it was at 40%, ate her out a bit and it went up lowly to like 55%. Had her give me head and it got up to like 67%. But the weird part was it felt like my nut was going up and down the base of my dick like she had to suck my dick for an hour with me holding her her at certain times to get me to nut. Then after it happen my dick just instantly went limp, she thought she was horrible at oral sex(she was ok, not great but ok!) And thought it was her fault, This, That and the Third smh. Long story short, I couldn't get it up to fuck. And that fucked me up mentally even more!
So I did some research and learn about ball icing and how testosterone come from the balls and what not. Switch up my workouts into 3 day 6 hour blitz which I started last week. Friday core, bicep and tricep. Saturday chest and back. Sunday legs and back. During these 6 hour blitz, I have to work out every half hour on the hour. So the 2nd half hour of every hour I put two frozen bottles of water underneath a 6 folded paper towels and I under my balls as I wait for my next set.
So now my dick feel like it try to stay hard but still limp during the days after my last blitz. However, sometimes at random I can make it jump so I think I see Improvement but I just don't know if it ever going to go back to normal and it really scaring the shit out of me every day.
Please Great senseis guide me out of this! Sorry for this being long but I just didn't want to leave out any details of the struggles for the pass year and 3/4 lol
I had a desk job so I was constantly sitting which also mad the back pain go away but notice from time to time my dick would get small small like if it trying to go back iny body or something. My dumb ass thought maybe since I wasn't hard it just small but it felt uncomfortable, so I from time to time stretched it out so It would lay limp as I'm used to it doing. Still go back to small like that.
I been doing farmer works at random at one point to stop the pain in the back when I walk and what not, since he hurt like a bitch! I know I should've got it checked out when it 1st happen but I thought with time it would heal on its own( I got the injury doing a landscaping job, lifting and pouring 50 lb bags of gravel on to the front yard and I felt a pop in my lower back right hand side. Which took me out the rest of the job, forced me to sit the whole time.)
Forward to the beginning of this year, I couldn't take the pain anymore and went to a chiropractor in the family and got my back adjusted and started doing a lot of kettlebell, weight lifting and band training the rest of the week after each adjustment (they were weekly). I notice my dick start at least staying limp but it took a lot of kegal pc floor squeezing and watching of porn to actually get it to a full on boner. I would have to do the kegal exercise as I was porn to get my dick full up and Rock hard for 20-50 secs. This took sometimes 45 mins to 2 hours to get there!
Along with the adjustments, I been learning muscle massage, muscle scraping and acupressure to heal any messed up nerves around my lower back and hips and legs from the time I babies this Injury and barely did anything. So after 7 adjustments later, I'm walking a lot more. Still pain but no where as bad before, my dick will get half a boner from time to time if I see anything I'm attractive to but won't go full on hard. However, if I beat my meat I can get it to about 75% maybe 80% if I for the right video to watch. But a small amount of cum come out and once I nut, the dick just can stay hard for a bit of time.
Now let say maybe 2 months ago from now I was messing with some girl and she feeling me enough to fuck after a couple of weeks. Watch 3/4 of the movie to get time for my tool to get ready, hoping maybe it a do or die thing! Like make it the pussy right there, it not going to have no choice but to get hard! Did some foreplay with her to give it more time since I kinda felt like it was at 40%, ate her out a bit and it went up lowly to like 55%. Had her give me head and it got up to like 67%. But the weird part was it felt like my nut was going up and down the base of my dick like she had to suck my dick for an hour with me holding her her at certain times to get me to nut. Then after it happen my dick just instantly went limp, she thought she was horrible at oral sex(she was ok, not great but ok!) And thought it was her fault, This, That and the Third smh. Long story short, I couldn't get it up to fuck. And that fucked me up mentally even more!
So I did some research and learn about ball icing and how testosterone come from the balls and what not. Switch up my workouts into 3 day 6 hour blitz which I started last week. Friday core, bicep and tricep. Saturday chest and back. Sunday legs and back. During these 6 hour blitz, I have to work out every half hour on the hour. So the 2nd half hour of every hour I put two frozen bottles of water underneath a 6 folded paper towels and I under my balls as I wait for my next set.
So now my dick feel like it try to stay hard but still limp during the days after my last blitz. However, sometimes at random I can make it jump so I think I see Improvement but I just don't know if it ever going to go back to normal and it really scaring the shit out of me every day.
Please Great senseis guide me out of this! Sorry for this being long but I just didn't want to leave out any details of the struggles for the pass year and 3/4 lol
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