I'm only 25 and my penis is completely different from what it was 1 year ago. It's all lifeless and shriveled up. The normal state of my penis now is what a penis looks like after a cold shower. It takes a lot for my dick to respond to stimulation and and only gets to 60-70% hardness which quickly deflates after 10 seconds. My balls have shrunken to about 50% of their normal size. I have almost no libido. My doctor did a hormone test and said there is nothing wrong with me but referred me to a urologist. The urologist also did his own tests and also said my hormones are within range. After doing research on my own, I found that my "normal" hormones are within range of 70 year old men. I have half the testosterone of guys my own age. My urologist refuses to acknowledge my research. When I asked him why the hell is this happening to me, he just shrugged his shoulders and said, "Things happen". He's just satisfied that I can pee and that I should be happy I get any erection whatsoever! He just compares me to the 70 year old bastards he normally treats. And the thing is, I can tell he's a youngish mid-30's doctor who seems healthy and virile and hitting on all cylinders. He's respectful but at the same time he just talks to me with this amused curiosity like he's entertained by my problems. He suggested hormone replacement therapy for the REST OF MY LIFE. I refuse to just accept my condition as it is and commit to lifelong treatment. EF THAT GUY. AND EF HIS DIAGNOSIS. I WILL FIGURE THIS OUT.
I am trying a PMO reboot. I am about 4 weeks in. I am trying to not think about my equipment and focus on life in general but I'm just hitting a low point right now.
OH AND MY HEALTH INSURANCE DOES NOT REPLACE HORMONE THERAPY. I know I don't want to give in and do hormone replacement but at the same time this is disappointing. Like these issues are not considered important to people. It's not just sex but quality of life and emotional well-being that are being hugely affected here.
I am trying a PMO reboot. I am about 4 weeks in. I am trying to not think about my equipment and focus on life in general but I'm just hitting a low point right now.
OH AND MY HEALTH INSURANCE DOES NOT REPLACE HORMONE THERAPY. I know I don't want to give in and do hormone replacement but at the same time this is disappointing. Like these issues are not considered important to people. It's not just sex but quality of life and emotional well-being that are being hugely affected here.

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