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So here's my story. I've posted here before. I'm 29, and am lucky enough to be blessed with an enormous cock 9x6.5. I love it, girls love it, it's great. I am not here to brag about it, as I have some issues.
When I was a young man I discovered masturbation and was basically beating off 2x a day from middle school well through college until I got steady steady girlfriend sex and didn't have time to masturbate. Then I was having sex many times a day with my GF. I remember when I was like 19 and I would hug my girlfriend I'd feel my dick twitch is the best word for it, like a pump, pumping it to get hard. It was embarrassing, but I miss it, as it no longer does this. My erections were hard and stood on their own without physical stimulation.
I did watch tons of porn for a few years, but I have quit masturbating to porn for a few months now, and have been doing nofap for a few weeks. I no longer get mental erections, porn induced erections, nor do my erections stand on their own. I need constant physical stimulation. It's almost as though my entire nervous system is desensitized. I almost always will not get an erection from fooling around with a girl, she has to be great with her hand or give me head to get me there, and if we stop for more than 15 seconds I will sometimes lose it.
I am thinking this may be quite mental, as it didn't really start to be an issue until my ex-gf a few years ago being insanely demanding and guilting me about sex, but even before that I think I noticed my performance 'issues.' I also have seemed to have lost some sensitivity, but that seems to come and go. Sometimes i'll be fucking a girl and feel amazing and almost cum, and then sometimes I could fuck forever and have to really focus to cum and sometimes my dick will go semi-limp/low EQ.
I did take Accutane, have we determined any link there?
Anyway. What I want is my EQ back, my sensitivity back and my ability to get mental/hands free erections back. I don't know what this could be, but it's annoying me and I'm debating going to see a urologist. Is a check up like I'd need costly? Any suggestions to determine if I have any damage or a venous leak?
I should also add I'm pretty stressed and anxious lately. I get that sorta pain feeling in my heart/stomach a lot due to my job, so that could possibly be affecting me.
I should probably add that my libido is off the charts. More so than when I was a teenager. I wanna have sex constantly with every girl. Odd.
When I was a young man I discovered masturbation and was basically beating off 2x a day from middle school well through college until I got steady steady girlfriend sex and didn't have time to masturbate. Then I was having sex many times a day with my GF. I remember when I was like 19 and I would hug my girlfriend I'd feel my dick twitch is the best word for it, like a pump, pumping it to get hard. It was embarrassing, but I miss it, as it no longer does this. My erections were hard and stood on their own without physical stimulation.
I did watch tons of porn for a few years, but I have quit masturbating to porn for a few months now, and have been doing nofap for a few weeks. I no longer get mental erections, porn induced erections, nor do my erections stand on their own. I need constant physical stimulation. It's almost as though my entire nervous system is desensitized. I almost always will not get an erection from fooling around with a girl, she has to be great with her hand or give me head to get me there, and if we stop for more than 15 seconds I will sometimes lose it.
I am thinking this may be quite mental, as it didn't really start to be an issue until my ex-gf a few years ago being insanely demanding and guilting me about sex, but even before that I think I noticed my performance 'issues.' I also have seemed to have lost some sensitivity, but that seems to come and go. Sometimes i'll be fucking a girl and feel amazing and almost cum, and then sometimes I could fuck forever and have to really focus to cum and sometimes my dick will go semi-limp/low EQ.
I did take Accutane, have we determined any link there?
Anyway. What I want is my EQ back, my sensitivity back and my ability to get mental/hands free erections back. I don't know what this could be, but it's annoying me and I'm debating going to see a urologist. Is a check up like I'd need costly? Any suggestions to determine if I have any damage or a venous leak?
I should also add I'm pretty stressed and anxious lately. I get that sorta pain feeling in my heart/stomach a lot due to my job, so that could possibly be affecting me.
I should probably add that my libido is off the charts. More so than when I was a teenager. I wanna have sex constantly with every girl. Odd.
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