Hey guys, this is my first post here and unfortunately it's about a possible injury from squeezing too hard when masturbating, similar to jelqing. At that point I had no idea jelqing existed and that it should not be done on an erect penis. I'm 22 y/o and am active and in good shape. I do cardio 1-2 a week and weights 3x week.
As for my history, I realized I had PIED earlier this year in January when I couldn't get it up with a girl (first attempt too). From then on, I abstained as much as possible (sex, masturbation, etc) and didn't watch porn at all. I made really good progress by the time summer arrived and hooked up with some girls. Achieved really nice erections and orgasmed from multiple oral and hj. Still avoided sex though. By mid November, I was getting nice erections on my own, whether it be from imagination or touching.
Then one day while I was masturbating, I put a lot of pressure while stroking my erect penis. Basically starting from the base of my penis. I probably only stroked it like 10-15 times and for under a minute and then resumed my normal masturbation. I did this again the next day, again around 10-15 times. Only later did I discover jelqing and realized what I did was very similar to it .
Anyway my penis felt fine. Didn't hear any pop or feel any pain after those sessions, and even after 3 days I could get nice erections from just imagination. Then I realized my glans felt smaller than usual when flaccid (around a week after my jelq sessions). Didn't think too much of it as I was still getting okay nocturnal erections. But then throughout that week my penis didn't improve and my erection was getting harder to achieve and were weaker. My nocturnal erection also disappeard for most of this week except for one of the night when I had a 75% erection that persisted for 40 minutes.
By the end of that week on a Friday, I masturbated with my erection only at like 75% and also had 2 flaccid wet dreams that weekend for some reason. A couple days later on a Sunday I watched porn to test my penis and I had a very solid erection 90-100% with only a little touching on my part. The next day I tested again and I got a nice erection again but didn't last as long. Anyway I thought my penis was fine, and I decided to rest my penis and not test it any further for the rest of that week.
Now, fast forward another week to today and my penis condition has gotten quite worse. In general my flaccid state seems thicker but definitely not as long. Here are my symptoms:
Hard Flaccid: Not sure when I noticed this. Definitely didn't have this before all this. This comes and goes throughout the day. Usually appears when I stand up or walk. Also sometimes when I sit as well.
Very difficult to achieve erections and no nocturnal erections: I can't even get semi hard by touching my dick now. A few days ago, I would be able to achieve at least semi but it would then go limp again. My nighttime wood would happen pretty reliably before all this. But I haven't had a good one in almost 2 weeks (which is the one that remained for 40 minutes that I mentioned earlier).
Small, soft, and cold glans: My glans are definitely feeling softer now than it did before all of this. I also noticed that if I move around a lot or doing something active, my glans shrink to an abnormally small size and become quite cold. Once I sit down, the glans become fuller and warmer but this takes time. Also I notice my penis is cold when I wake up in the morning, which I feel my be related to the lack of morning woods.
Numbness: Now this is a tricky one. Definitely when I'm in a hard flaccid state I feel more numbness (like 20% more) in the middle of my shaft. But when it's looser I don't feel as numb. The top of my shaft is also number than the rest of my shaft. Also it tends to be number in the morning as well.
Good news is that I don't feel any pain. I'm going to go see a doctor this week and hopefully get a referral to a urologist. I guess what I'm worried most about is if I did any permanent damage to my penis... Do you guys have any input on this? Any tips for recovery? Sorry for the long post.
As for my history, I realized I had PIED earlier this year in January when I couldn't get it up with a girl (first attempt too). From then on, I abstained as much as possible (sex, masturbation, etc) and didn't watch porn at all. I made really good progress by the time summer arrived and hooked up with some girls. Achieved really nice erections and orgasmed from multiple oral and hj. Still avoided sex though. By mid November, I was getting nice erections on my own, whether it be from imagination or touching.
Then one day while I was masturbating, I put a lot of pressure while stroking my erect penis. Basically starting from the base of my penis. I probably only stroked it like 10-15 times and for under a minute and then resumed my normal masturbation. I did this again the next day, again around 10-15 times. Only later did I discover jelqing and realized what I did was very similar to it .
Anyway my penis felt fine. Didn't hear any pop or feel any pain after those sessions, and even after 3 days I could get nice erections from just imagination. Then I realized my glans felt smaller than usual when flaccid (around a week after my jelq sessions). Didn't think too much of it as I was still getting okay nocturnal erections. But then throughout that week my penis didn't improve and my erection was getting harder to achieve and were weaker. My nocturnal erection also disappeard for most of this week except for one of the night when I had a 75% erection that persisted for 40 minutes.
By the end of that week on a Friday, I masturbated with my erection only at like 75% and also had 2 flaccid wet dreams that weekend for some reason. A couple days later on a Sunday I watched porn to test my penis and I had a very solid erection 90-100% with only a little touching on my part. The next day I tested again and I got a nice erection again but didn't last as long. Anyway I thought my penis was fine, and I decided to rest my penis and not test it any further for the rest of that week.
Now, fast forward another week to today and my penis condition has gotten quite worse. In general my flaccid state seems thicker but definitely not as long. Here are my symptoms:
Hard Flaccid: Not sure when I noticed this. Definitely didn't have this before all this. This comes and goes throughout the day. Usually appears when I stand up or walk. Also sometimes when I sit as well.
Very difficult to achieve erections and no nocturnal erections: I can't even get semi hard by touching my dick now. A few days ago, I would be able to achieve at least semi but it would then go limp again. My nighttime wood would happen pretty reliably before all this. But I haven't had a good one in almost 2 weeks (which is the one that remained for 40 minutes that I mentioned earlier).
Small, soft, and cold glans: My glans are definitely feeling softer now than it did before all of this. I also noticed that if I move around a lot or doing something active, my glans shrink to an abnormally small size and become quite cold. Once I sit down, the glans become fuller and warmer but this takes time. Also I notice my penis is cold when I wake up in the morning, which I feel my be related to the lack of morning woods.
Numbness: Now this is a tricky one. Definitely when I'm in a hard flaccid state I feel more numbness (like 20% more) in the middle of my shaft. But when it's looser I don't feel as numb. The top of my shaft is also number than the rest of my shaft. Also it tends to be number in the morning as well.
Good news is that I don't feel any pain. I'm going to go see a doctor this week and hopefully get a referral to a urologist. I guess what I'm worried most about is if I did any permanent damage to my penis... Do you guys have any input on this? Any tips for recovery? Sorry for the long post.
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