I think my dick is done

[myneckandmyback Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close myneckandmyback]

A year ago had a vac extender injury, loss sensitivity and had a bruised penis head and all of the usual pe injury stuff. Instead of letting it heal I continued to jack off as I have a bad habit borderline addiction tbh. Then either a month later or towards March/spring i hurt my dick more when jacking off, felt something by the base kinda give way then my dick went limp.

There was no noise to my recollection or pain (maybe my loss of sensitivity had to do with that) or blood when I peed or in my semen. So I didn’t worry or also was too scared to go check on it due to my parents. Idk if it’ was a fracture but my window is gone since it’s been months. My dick would get limp by the injury point when trynna get hard (only when fully hard did it not do that) and there was a red squishy bruise on my shaft underside.

And like before I did not let my penis rest. Then two days ago I think I really put the nail in the coffin was coming off a jacking off binge and decided to go again only this time I noticed my dick was too exhausted but I forced lt and realized my entire dick
Was becoming more numb and limp and only the top part area had any feeling. I nutted and afterwards it felt like a liquid was gathering to my penis head. That night I woke up
With slight pain in my right testicle I dismissed it and went back to sleep, then next day the pain was still lingering l and the right testicle felt tight and weird. Thinking it was testicular torosion I went to the ER where after my pee and blood cake back normal and kidney stones were ruled out I was told it was probably Epididymitis. I got medicine for pain, antibiotics and anti inflammatory. I did not mention my penis injuries. Now my dick feels dead the top part feels hard (I had some hard flaccid previously but this felt different and after a week or two it went away) and I can’t even get hard or make it jump like before it’s getting a weak response (even with the other two injuries I could mage to do these things after a day or two not jacking off, though weak still possible), it looks to have gotten darker as the red bruise it barley visible now . I know I should have had this checked out long ago but was to naive and scared I’m going to a urologist tomorrow morning.

[shlong_master123 Member Find all posts View Profile Close shlong_master123]

probably nerve damage or pelvic floor issue (or both). also if you tell your urologist what you told us they will most likely send you off for an ultrasound where they give you an injection to force an erection and they will use the ultrasound to check for injuries. im sorry this happened to you. i hope things work out. hopefully you'll learn from this and eliminate your masturbation addiction.

[myneckandmyback Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close myneckandmyback]

So after my op I went to take a hot shower to relax my dick and whatnot. I bought man1 man oil back in late August and been using it since but that masterbation ocd probably set things back, though I was noticing some better sensitivity when I stopped wanking it. Anyway I put that on after the shower and took my medicine for my testicle injury. Yesterday my dick seemed to be back where it was before this last injury, the red bruise on my undershaft is visible again and the swelling/super hard flaccid is reduced. I applied the oil again after another shower and took my meds again with a drink of tongat ali, Black maca and other penis supplements like magnesium citrate, copper, zinc , sunflower lecithin,l-arginine and l-citrulline (also bought these in august) and think I just need to rest m stop beating it; I still have a urologist visit coming up. Oh and yesterday I watched porn and was able to get a decent erecttion, noticed a vein by the base which was a bit bigger than any vascular veins I might see and my right side of my dick seems a tad not as full as my left and by the base and the big vein it seems thicker than the left side area. Idk if this has been there pre all injuries so idk

[CUSP82 Administrator Admin of the Month Dec 2014PEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close CUSP82]

Go to the doctor and stop jerking off or it will fall off on it's own! I don't think you need me to tell you that but I did anyway.

[richardsett Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close richardsett]

I'm 60 years old and i've had ED and numb dick issues for over 10 years. i lost the squeeze, pressure and grind sensation after too-tight cock rings. viagra worked for a few years then stopped working as did challis and lavetra. then i discovered trimix and i became an avid user. i love it! and highly recommend it. makes my dick rock hard like when i was a teenager. after several years on it, it still works like the first time. sometimes the shot hurts a little, and sometime i don't even feel it due to my numbness and tiny needles. i still have the lost squeeze sensation but do have the friction sensation so i can have sex and ejaculate. its not a cure for sensation loss but i can still have fun. your urologist will need to give a prescription and you will have to find a pharmacy that does "compounding"....for other ideas google DMSO for penis nerve damage. some guys are having success with it. also, look into the new "P shot" treatment on Youtube.

[newbeginning Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close newbeginning]

A year ago had a vac extender injury, loss sensitivity and had a bruised penis head and all of the usual pe injury stuff. Instead of letting it heal I continued to jack off as I have a bad habit borderline addiction tbh. Then either a month later or towards March/spring i hurt my dick more when jacking off, felt something by the base kinda give way then my dick went limp.

There was no noise to my recollection or pain (maybe my loss of sensitivity had to do with that) or blood when I peed or in my semen. So I didn’t worry or also was too scared to go check on it due to my parents. Idk if it’ was a fracture but my window is gone since it’s been months. My dick would get limp by the injury point when trynna get hard (only when fully hard did it not do that) and there was a red squishy bruise on my shaft underside.

And like before I did not let my penis rest. Then two days ago I think I really put the nail in the coffin was coming off a jacking off binge and decided to go again only this time I noticed my dick was too exhausted but I forced lt and realized my entire dick
Was becoming more numb and limp and only the top part area had any feeling. I nutted and afterwards it felt like a liquid was gathering to my penis head. That night I woke up
With slight pain in my right testicle I dismissed it and went back to sleep, then next day the pain was still lingering l and the right testicle felt tight and weird. Thinking it was testicular torosion I went to the ER where after my pee and blood cake back normal and kidney stones were ruled out I was told it was probably Epididymitis. I got medicine for pain, antibiotics and anti inflammatory. I did not mention my penis injuries. Now my dick feels dead the top part feels hard (I had some hard flaccid previously but this felt different and after a week or two it went away) and I can’t even get hard or make it jump like before it’s getting a weak response (even with the other two injuries I could mage to do these things after a day or two not jacking off, though weak still possible), it looks to have gotten darker as the red bruise it barley visible now . I know I should have had this checked out long ago but was to naive and scared I’m going to a urologist tomorrow morning.

Let me be very blunt here, do you want to kill your penis? You're literally strangling the thing to death. It comes back to life and then you're strangling it again. You might want to see therapy on masturbation addiction as well as seeing a urologist. I'm sure your penis might be ok for the moment, but if you carry on you're going to mess it up. How old are you as you mentioned living with your parents?

[Pegasus AdministratorPE Gym EditorPEGym Hero ☺ Admin of the Month Mar 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Pegasus]

Op are you deathgriping.?

[Pegasus AdministratorPE Gym EditorPEGym Hero ☺ Admin of the Month Mar 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Pegasus]

It is difficult to fap too much in the absence of porn . Quit porn use a lighter grip

[boomer12 Member Find all posts View Profile Close boomer12]

I'm 60 years old and i've had ED and numb dick issues for over 10 years. i lost the squeeze, pressure and grind sensation after too-tight cock rings. viagra worked for a few years then stopped working as did challis and lavetra. then i discovered trimix and i became an avid user. i love it! and highly recommend it. makes my dick rock hard like when i was a teenager. after several years on it, it still works like the first time. sometimes the shot hurts a little, and sometime i don't even feel it due to my numbness and tiny needles. i still have the lost squeeze sensation but do have the friction sensation so i can have sex and ejaculate. its not a cure for sensation loss but i can still have fun. your urologist will need to give a prescription and you will have to find a pharmacy that does "compounding"....for other ideas google DMSO for penis nerve damage. some guys are having success with it. also, look into the new "P shot" treatment on Youtube.

How can a cock ring cause you nerve damage ...did it bleed ?! ... did it happend instantly ? ... ive used cock ring for 2 minuts 6 month ago and now i have urination and defaction problems ... also my penis hang alil bit to the right .... i dont have ED .. do you think i have nerve damage ?

[Pegasus AdministratorPE Gym EditorPEGym Hero ☺ Admin of the Month Mar 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Pegasus]

How can a cock ring cause you nerve damage ...did it bleed ?! ... did it happend instantly ? ... ive used cock ring for 2 minuts 6 month ago and now i have urination and defaction problems ... also my penis hang alil bit to the right .... i dont have ED .. do you think i have nerve damage ?

Ok you need a pelvic floor physio. You need to deal with the anxiety if you want an ongoing cure .

[Pegasus AdministratorPE Gym EditorPEGym Hero ☺ Admin of the Month Mar 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Pegasus]

Oh and don't threadjack.

[Beefster Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Beefster]

Sounds like jacking off caused the injury. You should stop jacking off. Stop watching porn.

Also, I would advice you not to PE or do anything like that since youre still so young. You never mentioned your age, but the lack of common sense, the porn/jack off addiction and the thought of telling your parents, all combined make me think you are still very young. PE combined with your little OCD problem + the anxiety, will make your penis problem become 10x worse.

I advice you to go workout, get a job, a hobby, sign up for a sport, start a garden, get a girlfriend...anything that will get you tired and not thinking of porn masturbation marathons.

[boomer12 Member Find all posts View Profile Close boomer12]

And why did you think you have nerve damage ? .... cant they repair this ?

[Mr Aesthetics Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Mr Aesthetics]

I have the same problem bro. I will try resting a lot, showers and reverse kegels.

[richardsett Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close richardsett]

How can a cock ring cause you nerve damage ...did it bleed ?! ... did it happend instantly ? ... ive used cock ring for 2 minuts 6 month ago and now i have urination and defaction problems ... also my penis hang alil bit to the right .... i dont have ED .. do you think i have nerve damage ?

It was a rubber cock ring that i had pulled tight enough to go around my shaft base and then my balls too. I had it on quite a while. No it did not bleed and no i don't think you have nerve damage.