Whats the point?

[Sparky19 Member Find all posts View Profile Close Sparky19]

I'll keep this really short like my fucking dick. I have a small penis, I'm 24 years old, and I feel like any women I get into a committed relationship with will just cheat on me because I wont be able to satisfy them. This makes me feel bitter towards anyone who has an average sized dick which isnt right and its in fact sad. I dont consider myself a beta male, I have my life pretty well in tact and all, lots of friends, genuinely a decent human being. Its just knowing at the end of the day I feel like Ill never truly have someone by my side thats really there for ME, cause I feel inadequate as a sexual human being due solely cause of my penis. Regardless, if I can make her cum with my fingers, tongue, etc. I just feel inadequate as a man.

Body Stats

5'8
165 lbs

erection length: 4.5 inches
erection girth: 4.0 inches

I feel like my girth is literally micro girth, but I cant find any sort of information revolved around micro girth, I know the average is around 4.7 inches, which just goes to show how fucking tiny my thickness is.
Regular condoms dont work for me, I had to always use iron pussy grip condoms.

Every single day I take the metro I find a reason to not jump in front of it.


Im in a 2 year relationship with an amazing woman, and im very grateful for her and everything. The sad thing is im losing feelings for her, but I feel stuck in the relationship because if I leave, I feel like ill be alone for the rest of my life due to my dick size.

I feel really guilty for technically staying, but I do in fact care for her and treat her like a queen regardless, and I want the best for her and all that. Its just im a little confused, fuck I need therapy lmao

What would you do if you were in my shoes?

Sorry my thoughts were really scattered with this post, but to be fair its the first time ive been drunk all year and had some courage to talk about my personal issues with a bunch of alphas in the PEgym

cheers gentlemen, stay safe out there
S

[TeoDeles Senior Member Member of the Month July 2018 Find all posts View Profile Close TeoDeles]

Feeling trapped in a relationship because you have a small dick is a sick mindset and will make you sick overal.
Use your disadvantage as a motivation to start PE and create a bigger dick.

[Sparky19 Member Find all posts View Profile Close Sparky19]

i've tried PE and i haven't had much luck... I'm not sure what exactly im doing wrong, my main interest is building girth though..
yes it is sickening and I can't live like this anymore, I feel like just ending it

[TeoDeles Senior Member Member of the Month July 2018 Find all posts View Profile Close TeoDeles]

Explain exactly what kind of PE you have done.
Type of PE and Intensity/Volume/Frequency

[VirgilD5to6 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close VirgilD5to6]

You need therapy. And don't be a douche, let the girl go. Don't waste her time!

[Jaw Breaker Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Jaw Breaker]

You need to seek mental counseling. PE isn't a magic wand that's going to get you out of this mindset. This goes much deeper than you may realize.

[TeoDeles Senior Member Member of the Month July 2018 Find all posts View Profile Close TeoDeles]

I completely agree with the 2 members above.
The only thing we can do here is helping you gain.

[Johnny D ModeratorPEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close Johnny D]

The size of your dick is about the least important thing to a woman who wants to be in a relationship with you. Your belief in yourself, however, is one of the most important.

[Pegasus AdministratorPE Gym EditorPEGym Hero ☺ Admin of the Month Mar 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Pegasus]

Anxiety is a bitch .
Funny how it finds some point of focus . So whatever you feel is a weak point your own inner anxiety will work with .

[Dangler Senior Administrator☼ Wizard ☼ White Tiger Award 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Dangler]

Yes, seek and start getting some therapy/help. There have many before you having similar feelings, outlook, self imposed roadblocks in life. Your partner can have a completely different thinking about you and your size, and you might be the only one putting yourself at a disadvantage.

[Sparky19 Member Find all posts View Profile Close Sparky19]

Explain exactly what kind of PE you have done.
Type of PE and Intensity/Volume/Frequency

I've tried daily kegals

20 a day every morning for 3-4 weeks

I've tried jelqing

warmup 5minutes with a warm cloth
O.K grip 5 second reps for about 15minutes on repeat
warm down 5 minutes
did this for about a month and a half consistently, saw no results and gave up

i tried the bath made water pump, the hydromax or some shit, its a blue bottle

this didn't do anything for me, if anything it actually just hurt, my dick would shrink after I would use it if anything...

[Sparky19 Member Find all posts View Profile Close Sparky19]

You need therapy. And don't be a douche, let the girl go. Don't waste her time!

its complicated man, I genuinely love her, she's the best person in my life, I'm just in a state of confusion in the sense that if i didn't have a small dick, would I have still been with her today type of thing... I'm really interested in building a life with her and everything, and if I could make my dick bigger in the process and have better sex with her I'm all for it, she's just the girl i've lost my virginity to cause I've always been scared in the past of showing girls my dick. I've literally made out with like 50 girls but I've only shown my dick to 2 of them entirely (the first girl was just a blowjob)

hope that clarifies a little bit

[Sparky19 Member Find all posts View Profile Close Sparky19]

You need to seek mental counseling. PE isn't a magic wand that's going to get you out of this mindset. This goes much deeper than you may realize.

I've been trying to get mental counseling, they shrug me off as if i'm a homeless person asking for change in the metro

little disclaimer, that's actually why I always give change to them

i've tried countless times to get therapy, but if you're not saying "i wanna kill myself" they won't help you imminently, and im not too comfortable with telling a person i just met on the phone that im having these thoughts...

[Sparky19 Member Find all posts View Profile Close Sparky19]

I completely agree with the 2 members above.
The only thing we can do here is helping you gain.

please help me out, what have you done thats worked?

I would love to at least get my dick to

erection girth: 4 inches
erection length: 4.5 inches

[Sparky19 Member Find all posts View Profile Close Sparky19]

The size of your dick is about the least important thing to a woman who wants to be in a relationship with you. Your belief in yourself, however, is one of the most important.

you are COMPLETELY right, and the sad thing is my girlfriend has assured me that my dick is completely fine and she loves it, i opened up to her twice about this issue over the course of our 2 years together, and she was really considerate and stuff

i explained to her though that nothing she would say would change how I FEEL about my dick, its like a self identity and self worth issue, and its been killing me since a teen