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Awoken
So I recently turned 30 and I've always been self conscious about my dick. When I was a boy in grade school I would wait until the bathroom was completely empty before I took a piss because I'm nothing special flaccid and once I got made fun of when some of the other kids saw it.
I didn't lose my virginity until I was 16. I could have lost it earlier but I was terrified of showing my dick to a girl, thinking she would make fun of me and go tell everybody. The first time a girl felt my dick she said it felt heavy but I didn't know what she meant. I heard the exact same thing a few more times from other girls but I just brushed it off.
When I watched porn I never understood what the big deal was about most of the guys and why everybody was making them out to be these huge monsters. Girls always complimented my size and I got a lot of "Cock Shock" reactions but I never took them seriously. It's really hard for me to trust women because very few of them are trustworthy these days (They don't make em like our grannies anymore) so I brushed it off like whatever. The same goes for them saying I'm the biggest and best they ever had and a lot of those statements came from women with a lot of experience but I still felt like I was being lied to and I felt like they said that to everybody.
I measured myself years ago and it read 8.5 inches but I didn't feel big enough. You might ask why not? I didn't feel big enough because even though I fucked them silly and made them cum over and over they would still go have sex with somebody else no matter how good I fucked them, made them laugh, or how good I treated them. I wanted to be bigger so I took pills and tried pumps but nothing worked. I spent a few thousand dollars on penis enlargement hoping that I could get big enough to make a girl mine and mine only and never think about being with another guy. No success there either but the weird thing is they always tried to come back and be with me after they finished experimenting.
I know what you might be thinking and no I'm not fat or ugly by any means. I'm 5'10, 170 pounds, and I have great hygiene. This happened to me and a lot of other really good hardworking men I know and I realized you can never truly satisfy today's woman even if you're dick is 12 inches long and made of diamond, most will still want to try another one eventually.
Today I measured again and realized my dick is 9.25 inches long and 5.75 inches around. I did some research beforehand and discovered I was measuring wrong before and a lot of things make sense now. Now I understand why me and Lexington Steele look basically the same and why Mandingo doesn't look that much bigger than me. I feel somewhat awoken but sad at the same. Not for myself but for a lot of you.
It's not pity. Pity would be an insult. Look at what you've built. A great community of people trying to help each other in this cold world we live in that's getting colder every day. I'm sad because of what this world has done to you. I've run into some real bitches in my life who tried to break me down and make me feel self conscious and in a lot of ways they succeeded only because I didn't know what I had.
I know how it feels to not feel man enough, I know how it feels to feel second place to another, and I know this might not mean much coming from me but listen brothers, no matter how big you get there will always be women who will try to break you down. It's just in their nature but if you can make her cum until she's literally tapping out a piece of her will always be yours even if she's with somebody else. Trust me. Realize what you have and know what you're capable of.
There's a site I found a while ago called < removed by Admin >. I'm sure it'll help and might change your life if you don't know about it already. This might be my one and only post. Just wanted to share my story with you. Take care brothers and good luck to you all.
I didn't lose my virginity until I was 16. I could have lost it earlier but I was terrified of showing my dick to a girl, thinking she would make fun of me and go tell everybody. The first time a girl felt my dick she said it felt heavy but I didn't know what she meant. I heard the exact same thing a few more times from other girls but I just brushed it off.
When I watched porn I never understood what the big deal was about most of the guys and why everybody was making them out to be these huge monsters. Girls always complimented my size and I got a lot of "Cock Shock" reactions but I never took them seriously. It's really hard for me to trust women because very few of them are trustworthy these days (They don't make em like our grannies anymore) so I brushed it off like whatever. The same goes for them saying I'm the biggest and best they ever had and a lot of those statements came from women with a lot of experience but I still felt like I was being lied to and I felt like they said that to everybody.
I measured myself years ago and it read 8.5 inches but I didn't feel big enough. You might ask why not? I didn't feel big enough because even though I fucked them silly and made them cum over and over they would still go have sex with somebody else no matter how good I fucked them, made them laugh, or how good I treated them. I wanted to be bigger so I took pills and tried pumps but nothing worked. I spent a few thousand dollars on penis enlargement hoping that I could get big enough to make a girl mine and mine only and never think about being with another guy. No success there either but the weird thing is they always tried to come back and be with me after they finished experimenting.
I know what you might be thinking and no I'm not fat or ugly by any means. I'm 5'10, 170 pounds, and I have great hygiene. This happened to me and a lot of other really good hardworking men I know and I realized you can never truly satisfy today's woman even if you're dick is 12 inches long and made of diamond, most will still want to try another one eventually.
Today I measured again and realized my dick is 9.25 inches long and 5.75 inches around. I did some research beforehand and discovered I was measuring wrong before and a lot of things make sense now. Now I understand why me and Lexington Steele look basically the same and why Mandingo doesn't look that much bigger than me. I feel somewhat awoken but sad at the same. Not for myself but for a lot of you.
It's not pity. Pity would be an insult. Look at what you've built. A great community of people trying to help each other in this cold world we live in that's getting colder every day. I'm sad because of what this world has done to you. I've run into some real bitches in my life who tried to break me down and make me feel self conscious and in a lot of ways they succeeded only because I didn't know what I had.
I know how it feels to not feel man enough, I know how it feels to feel second place to another, and I know this might not mean much coming from me but listen brothers, no matter how big you get there will always be women who will try to break you down. It's just in their nature but if you can make her cum until she's literally tapping out a piece of her will always be yours even if she's with somebody else. Trust me. Realize what you have and know what you're capable of.
There's a site I found a while ago called < removed by Admin >. I'm sure it'll help and might change your life if you don't know about it already. This might be my one and only post. Just wanted to share my story with you. Take care brothers and good luck to you all.
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