23.5 yrs old white needs help

[lockedstars Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close lockedstars]

Hello.

I have been with a woman 18yrs old i didn't last much. My quickest intercourse was this. Then i slept with some milfs. I had a low libido and not fully erect penis due to my psychological problems, so sometimes i didn't feel my penis in them especially wearing a condom. And asked one she said it's not small but it's not huge...

My penis is 14cm but if my drive is normal then it goes up to 16cm from beginning to end. I'm circumcised.

To my eyes... It looks small. I'm 178cm and 54kg very thin.

I was always thin.. But I decided to hit the gym and eat a lot. So I will get some healthy kilos.

I always wondered is my penis is small because I missed some nutritions during puberty?

Whatever...

My grith is very very small.


During low drive it is 11.1cm and i didn't try it on high libido time (my penis noticeably changes. Sometimes my drive is so low that it doesn't get erected.. And PMO has got a lot to do with it. Plus im on antidepressants now but my libido is better. I just binge masturbated last 2 weeks.....

So I read you fellow friends had some progress. The Google says without surgery (injection) grith doesn't change. Then i think why would whole forums would lie?

So I want to give a go. I'm doing my best (for the first time) to combat depression. Before than it didn't effect my libido much but now it is gotten worse..


So I usually slept with milfs who had dozens of men in their life some were moms etc. And I was kind a having low libido and some porn induced EDs. I was under the influence of alcohol for my first time having sex. I couldn't get hard. It was embarrassing...

It happened last month with my so. But she knew my libido was very low at the time.

Then it changed and i had np problems.


So I feel lost and inferior about every single thing. Including the penis of course...

My 16cm penis isn't long but I'm okay with it since i remember hitting the wall and giving other side pain (to a whacky milf). My problem is about grith.

I'm thin. And we broke up(not related to this but now I question everything) My so is at the same age with me. She didn't have the half of partners i had but she had at least 10-20 time more sex with one partner (which bothers me they even did anal which I never did) it is best to not dig their past... I'm so jealous of it. It's so hard to be a man... Whatever

And IM FRICKING SURE MY PENIS WAS NOTICEABLY SMALLER THAN HER EX.

And while I was in some whacky milfs i didn't feel a thing... I mean walls of vagina...
Because huge men made theirs stretched...

So I fcked bunch of plastic bags... However I must say, the last milf I was with, we had out 5th intercourse. And I remember i was not lasting for hours as i used to be but much quicker and had more pressure and pleasure. Maybe my libido increased so did my penis had more blood flow to get bigger..

I don't know..

It is disgusting.. You are to marry a woman and when they see your penis they automatically compare it to their ex's penises. Disgusting.

So I can't find a virgin at this age... So no tight vaginas.

How can i safely increase my grith few cm?

I had to be inferior... Goddammit. Why do I exist? To suffer, eat, sleep, laugh cry and die? Thank you... :facepalm

[Ultimate Burrito Moderator Member of the Month Oct 2017PEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close Ultimate Burrito]

Hey bro. So sorry to hear about your story. Be of good cheer though because it doesn't have to have a sad ending. It is very possible to increase girth. Let my success be a beacon of hope. Check the link in my signature and follow the progression. Get conditioned through the JP90 and then try the girth buster routine. Patience an dedication is needed but if you stick with it, you will be rewarded. Start a progress log so that we can cheer you on and help along the way. We are a community, we are here to you. Welcome to the GYM!

[KMWylie Senior MemberPEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close KMWylie]

First, welcome to PEGym. I'm glad you're here. There definitely are girth exercises you can do. Check out this post here -- The 3 Best Penis Exercises for Girth

Also, penis pumps, like the Bathmate, are great for girth, as the vacuum expands the penis girthwise.

Now, you mention you're working on your depression. It sounds like you have associated anxiety as well. I hope you're seeing a mental health professional about this. These definitely negatively affect your libido, erection quality, and because your penis size changes with your erection quality, it also affects your penis size.

So, please either work with a professional, or continue to work with a professional, to develop coping mechanisms for your depression.

As far as women comparing their new spouse's penis to other lovers... I will only speak for myself. That has never been my experience. I've never compared MrKimberly's penis size to any past lover.

And, for adult women -- I'm talking about ones that aren't still immature and superficial -- who've had multiple partners, we quickly learn one thing... (and long-time PEGym members have heard this a thousand times)...

--- A larger penis size does NOT make you a great lover. --

Trust me when I say, if you work on your erection quality and stamina and technique, and really rock your partner's world, it won't matter if she's had guys with a larger penis.

[Big Al AdministratorPEGym EditorMale Enhancement Coach Rep.PEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close Big Al]

Welcome to the forum!

You've received some excellent advice above! To add, do your best to approach your training from a positive place. If you perform under a cloud of resentment and self-loathing you're not going to get nearly as much as you can out of it, and you may even create a negative conditioning effect!

[bigdickricker Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close bigdickricker]

"And while I was in some whacky milfs i didn't feel a thing... I mean walls of vagina...
Because huge men made theirs stretched... "

Girls don't get stretched. They can have the biggest penises in the world inside of them 1 minute before you - they're still not stretched.
If you feel little it's because your penis is not hard enough.

I've fucked girls with dildos that are 18.5 cm in girth (that's almost like a can of coke) and right after I put my penis inside of them
I feel alot and they feel alot. So yeah, girls does not get stretched.

And bigger is not always better, my penis is about 18-19 cm long and 12.5 cm girth, and alot of girls told me "Your penis is the best I ever felt" without me even talking about it. Some of them slept with > 30 men, yet mine who's average thickness felt like the best one.

I can understand how you feel though - when I was around 20 years old I was also unsure about my size, worrying about that they've had "bigger" guys before me.
Now I'm older, wiser and I understand sex is about so much more than size. It's about passion, personal chemistry, how you move, what you do during sex, how sexually compatible you are (That you like same kind of sex).

Being a good kisser, touching them "right" and all that shit makes a bigger difference than having a big penis.