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Hello everybody,
I've only been here for about a week now and I thought it's only appropriate to share my story and introduce myself and although I will not share my name but I will share my story for a simple reason, which is so people with a similar story can relate and feel like they are not alone.
I'm 28 years and I come from a middle eastern background, currently living in Turkey, and as some know being born in countries where the Islamic religion is dominating and the public have based their traditions around it, all males get circumcised while they babies, on top of that due to the cultural and religious views you are not allowed to engage in sexual activities until marriage and although my mindset is nothing like that and I have never believed in any of this, I was forced by community to follow the rules as you will not find girls at all who are willing to have sex before marriage and so it's only natural that I spent most of the years using the hand to satisfy myself and although in the end I did start having sex with people from outside that I found in the country I was in but it took so long that my expectations were different and my experience was only within what I've experienced in my bedroom.
The reason I'm here is because due to a poorly done circumcision, I've lost a lot of sensitivity in my penis, I've never actually known until I started having sex, apparently most women don't have a tight enough vagina to make me feel much of anything unless they squeeze their pelvic floor muscles a bit and being 4.6 in girth doesn't help because even with really tight vaginas I still need an extra little squeeze, please note that I'm currently having death grip issue and I'm working on it but even before I had this bad habit, sex never felt like much and I can say it's underwhelming, also it doesn't help that I have a problem of left testicle not dropping properly because it's a bit raised forward and if I go deep enough to start feeling much of anything I'm already balls deep and that's uncomfortable for me sometimes, I'm now in a somewhat stable relationship and although we aren't living in the same country at the moment but we do meet when we can and will resolve it eventually, so where am I going with this, well I'm here in hopes that I can increase girth, length and EQ in hopes that one day sex may feel better, and although some may say I should restore foreskin so the glans are more sensitive, well my glans are sensitive enough but the shaft feels pretty much like nothing.
I'm now in the first week of JP's 90 days program and so far I have some minor issues like some discomfort in my left testicle from my hand constantly bumping into it while I'm trying to grip the base properly but I will keep trying for as long as it takes, anyway I will start a progress log soon when I can and start adding in it, thanks for listening to this silly guy complaining haha cheers!
I've only been here for about a week now and I thought it's only appropriate to share my story and introduce myself and although I will not share my name but I will share my story for a simple reason, which is so people with a similar story can relate and feel like they are not alone.
I'm 28 years and I come from a middle eastern background, currently living in Turkey, and as some know being born in countries where the Islamic religion is dominating and the public have based their traditions around it, all males get circumcised while they babies, on top of that due to the cultural and religious views you are not allowed to engage in sexual activities until marriage and although my mindset is nothing like that and I have never believed in any of this, I was forced by community to follow the rules as you will not find girls at all who are willing to have sex before marriage and so it's only natural that I spent most of the years using the hand to satisfy myself and although in the end I did start having sex with people from outside that I found in the country I was in but it took so long that my expectations were different and my experience was only within what I've experienced in my bedroom.
The reason I'm here is because due to a poorly done circumcision, I've lost a lot of sensitivity in my penis, I've never actually known until I started having sex, apparently most women don't have a tight enough vagina to make me feel much of anything unless they squeeze their pelvic floor muscles a bit and being 4.6 in girth doesn't help because even with really tight vaginas I still need an extra little squeeze, please note that I'm currently having death grip issue and I'm working on it but even before I had this bad habit, sex never felt like much and I can say it's underwhelming, also it doesn't help that I have a problem of left testicle not dropping properly because it's a bit raised forward and if I go deep enough to start feeling much of anything I'm already balls deep and that's uncomfortable for me sometimes, I'm now in a somewhat stable relationship and although we aren't living in the same country at the moment but we do meet when we can and will resolve it eventually, so where am I going with this, well I'm here in hopes that I can increase girth, length and EQ in hopes that one day sex may feel better, and although some may say I should restore foreskin so the glans are more sensitive, well my glans are sensitive enough but the shaft feels pretty much like nothing.
I'm now in the first week of JP's 90 days program and so far I have some minor issues like some discomfort in my left testicle from my hand constantly bumping into it while I'm trying to grip the base properly but I will keep trying for as long as it takes, anyway I will start a progress log soon when I can and start adding in it, thanks for listening to this silly guy complaining haha cheers!
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