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Hi there everyone,
I'm quite shocked to find myself joining up and posting and all, but I just became more and more fascinated the more I read and somehow the forum has convinced me to fully participate. Also, I was surprised that the general maturity level in the discussions is much higher than I would have thought possible. I've been with a handful of wonderful women and always had great sex, with the possible exception of the time I was smoking a pack a day. I have a pretty average size penis which has done very well for itself, and my lovers have always treated it with respect and kindness, and seemed to truly love it and have no problems at all with it. One ex had an ex who was much bigger, but I don't think it mattered- women have never really indicated anything that would make me feel insecure about my body. Nonetheless, many (unfortunate!) years of watching pornography has left me with envy, self-doubt, and a fascination with size.
So far I'm a week into JP's 90 day beginner routine, which feels pretty good. I'm not real rough on myself and try to gauge just the right amount of tension and pressure, but I do extra reps and give it a little more time than prescribed. Things feel alive and healthy, and it's like I have a deeper relationship with this intimate part of me. A little liberating somehow to feel warm and flexible and healthy down there without masturbation or sex or anything...
My one question- how about substituting a heating pad for the warm wash cloth which goes cold quickly and makes a mess? Wrapping myself up in electricity does sound a little suspicious but thought I'd ask the experts if they found the idea weird...
Not sure how to post my stats in the signature...
NBPEL- 5.75 (at my fullest)
EG- 5 (at my fullest)
Thanks everyone for sharing all this wisdom! This is crazy to me!
I'm quite shocked to find myself joining up and posting and all, but I just became more and more fascinated the more I read and somehow the forum has convinced me to fully participate. Also, I was surprised that the general maturity level in the discussions is much higher than I would have thought possible. I've been with a handful of wonderful women and always had great sex, with the possible exception of the time I was smoking a pack a day. I have a pretty average size penis which has done very well for itself, and my lovers have always treated it with respect and kindness, and seemed to truly love it and have no problems at all with it. One ex had an ex who was much bigger, but I don't think it mattered- women have never really indicated anything that would make me feel insecure about my body. Nonetheless, many (unfortunate!) years of watching pornography has left me with envy, self-doubt, and a fascination with size.
So far I'm a week into JP's 90 day beginner routine, which feels pretty good. I'm not real rough on myself and try to gauge just the right amount of tension and pressure, but I do extra reps and give it a little more time than prescribed. Things feel alive and healthy, and it's like I have a deeper relationship with this intimate part of me. A little liberating somehow to feel warm and flexible and healthy down there without masturbation or sex or anything...
My one question- how about substituting a heating pad for the warm wash cloth which goes cold quickly and makes a mess? Wrapping myself up in electricity does sound a little suspicious but thought I'd ask the experts if they found the idea weird...
Not sure how to post my stats in the signature...
NBPEL- 5.75 (at my fullest)
EG- 5 (at my fullest)
Thanks everyone for sharing all this wisdom! This is crazy to me!
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