26 years old, almost micropenis and I just realized it now

[verticdal Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close verticdal]

hey guys I'm new here.
I have a small penis and I've just found out about it.
I've always thought I have an average one and never really felt insecure about my dick, never was proud of it either though. I was just fine.

then a a month ago I started talking to this girl, we've been exchanging some pics and last night I wanted to surprise her with a dick pic and kinda return the favor for the pics she's been sending me but no matter how I took the pic it looked unimpressive. then all the sad stuff started to hit me from there.
I decided to actually measure it, and saw the real bad news. I had measured it before when I was a teen and I don't know if I remember wrong or what, but I always thought I have a 5.5" one, now bone pressed its an inch shorter than I thought.
I started looking online about penis enlargement methods for the first time in my life and saw a lot of disappointment. that there's no reliable surgery to fix this, that PE exercises haven't been proven to have an effect, etc.

if you google penis enlargement/ small penis its the most depressing results. anywhere you look they're trying to do damage control by saying stuff like "there's no reliable way to enlarge your penis but you probably don't have a small one, average penis size is 5.5 so you're probably fine and only think that there's something wrong when actually there isn't." ok? but what if I actually do have a small one?
then there's stuff like "you can make girls cum by licking them, you don't need a penis" or "there's sph, maybe you'll start to like it". I don't wanna do any of that, I want to fuck a girl and make her scream. I have dominant kinks but not the actual package to do most of the things I wanna do.

so I started seriously thinking about suicide for the first time in my life, life isn't all about sex and girls, but what's the point of trying to get successful in life if you don't have a penis to enjoy it? why would I go into the effort of surviving while dealing with not having a penis when I can just end it and be done with it? these thoughts were coming and going, it was like one of those nightmares that you keep wishing to wake up from and see your penis intact and normal sized. but it wasn't a nightmare.
then I found this place.

I have an appointment with an urologist in a week, I wanted to first talk to a doctor then start doing these exercises, but at this point, I don't think I can wait a week feeling like shit. I can't even talk to the girl anymore, she's a submissive one while I like to be more dominant, everything we've been talking about is about how I'm gonna "destroy" her and be "rough" with her. I don't have the confidence to even talk about those stuff anymore, so I've been trying to avoid her.
I'm in a rush, everything else in my life is on hold until I either find a solution for this or don't. I at least need to gain an inch in both length and girth and gain it fast, then I can feel relieved and take my time to gain the rest if it works.

does anyone have any recommendations for me? I want results as fast as possible without destroying whatever this thing is between my legs.
also I assume each person's gains is based on their starting dick size right? like if you have a 2" long penis you can't just double it and grow it to 4" right?
also I'm a heavy smoker. has anyone had any experience with this while smoking? would it prevent me from gaining?

[BigO AdministratorPEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close BigO]

Suicide is not the answer to anything.

PE works, give it a try. 90 days can't hurt, we are here to help, welcome to the gym.

Smoking can have an impact on your erectiin quality, do your bet to quit.

[VirgilD5to6 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close VirgilD5to6]

Micro penis is less than 2". What is your size?
Depends on the guy, but since you are young you can get +2 inches, maybe even 3. It will take you between 3 months and 3 years. Maybe even more.
Read the stickies and success stories.

You want to make a woman scream by fucking her? I feel you. I also have kinks and am dom in the bedroom. However, been struggling with premature ejaculation. I took some sex courses and learned a lot. Just with my fingers and tongue I make every girl scream loud af. Just the other night, with simple fingering technique, I made her cum 3 times in less than 2 minutes DESPITE her telling me she could only orgasm with her being on top.
So, stop beating yourself up. Porn has taught us that the dick is most important, that women want dicks and that's all. Sex is about penetration. Get it out your mind. It is total bs. Women are not like men, they are emotionally responsive and connected. If you connect with the woman emotionally, she will not care about your dick, if it is big or small, or micro - IF you have the desired skills to get her off and put her in paradise.

The only reason we all here want bigger dicks, and to last long, is our ego and of course our confidence. It is for most guys personal preference.
Good luck on your journey.

I recommend , as everyone else, to start with JP90 routine. And spend time reading the stickies.

[verticdal Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close verticdal]

Micro penis is less than 2". What is your size?
Depends on the guy, but since you are young you can get +2 inches, maybe even 3. It will take you between 3 months and 3 years. Maybe even more.
Read the stickies and success stories.

You want to make a woman scream by fucking her? I feel you. I also have kinks and am dom in the bedroom. However, been struggling with premature ejaculation. I took some sex courses and learned a lot. Just with my fingers and tongue I make every girl scream loud af. Just the other night, with simple fingering technique, I made her cum 3 times in less than 2 minutes DESPITE her telling me she could only orgasm with her being on top.
So, stop beating yourself up. Porn has taught us that the dick is most important, that women want dicks and that's all. Sex is about penetration. Get it out your mind. It is total bs. Women are not like men, they are emotionally responsive and connected. If you connect with the woman emotionally, she will not care about your dick, if it is big or small, or micro - IF you have the desired skills to get her off and put her in paradise.

The only reason we all here want bigger dicks, and to last long, is our ego and of course our confidence. It is for most guys personal preference.
Good luck on your journey.

I recommend , as everyone else, to start with JP90 routine. And spend time reading the stickies.

I think you're thinking about checking if younger boys have a micro penis, it should be more like 3.7" and under to be considered as one.
mine is around 4.5" both SPL and BPEL. less than an inch shorter and I would've had a micro penis. it doesn't matter much though.

wow 3 times in less than 2 minutes is impressive man haha

yes, its mostly personal preference, I'm not thinking about what women think/want. what I'm more concerned about is how I would not enjoy having sex without decent penetration, I don't want to have her suck me off while shes holding it with an ok hand and then I make her cum with my hands/mouth. no matter how much confidence I start the sex with, I'm not gonna feel like a man after its finished.

thanks guys for the support, help and time.

[CUSP82 Administrator Admin of the Month Dec 2014PEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close CUSP82]

You need a brain adjustment. Life, and women, is not all about you.

[Big Al AdministratorPEGym EditorMale Enhancement Coach Rep.PEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close Big Al]

Welcome to the forum!

Before you take up any training, it's vital for you to be in the right mind state first! Please Read First (please read both posts)

[verticdal Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close verticdal]

just an update..

I was trying out a manual pump for the first time and couldn't figure out how to put it in there without an erection. so I opened up some porn and put some coconut oil on it and just doing that made my dick look familiar again. I've been masturbating dry by just pulling the skin from the base to the glans for years, so an oily massage made it really excited.
turns out I was so depressed that I wasn't getting a full erection and was measuring an almost full boner. should've known better because my dick has an exaggerated upwards curve when its fully erect and this whole time it didn't while I was measuring it and getting sad.

so it really was a nightmare and its over now. measured it again and it was easily 5" without bone pressing. didn't even need to bone press to feel happy again.
I'm still gonna continue PE with the jp90 routine even though Im a lot happier with my size now.
glad all of this happened, I was neglecting my manhood for so long and it feels like this whole thing put me on the right path. gonna try and quit smoking too to improve my EQ. also need to cancel two out of three urologist appointments, went a bit crazy with that.

Thanks again guys for the help

[Big Al AdministratorPEGym EditorMale Enhancement Coach Rep.PEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close Big Al]

It's great to read you're doing better!