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I feel absolutely helpless and while strolling the web I came across here. I’m 29m 5’10’’ 210lbs. I’m suffering from some pretty bad penile atrophy and not sure what to do or where to go.
Here’s my story. About two years ago I went to the urologist because I was having weak urine stream/not full erections. They prescribed flomax and was on my way this seems to be getting better quickly after two weeks my urine stream was fine and my flaccid was hanging normal I thought things were going great. Suddenly I started feeling like I had a golf ball feeling in my perineum. Later that week I tried masturbating and it felt as if I had pulled a muscle in the perineum . It was extremely sore and hurt to touch the entire area. Almost immediately I physically felt my pelvic floor muscles crap up, picture you balling up a fist and it staying contracted. It has been like that ever since. If I do a reverse kegel I can physically feel it move 3-4inchea (or so it feels like) internally and as soon as I let go it clenches back up.
My penis before was 5.9 BPEL and 5.45girth mid shaft. Around 3.4 flaccid or so. Didn’t rally measure flaccid length.
Currently I’m sitting at 3.9BPEL and 5.0 girth and this is with taking cialis and extreme physical stimulation/porn.
During all this it was hell, it hurt extremely bad to pee it was like a knife was in my urethra, ejaculation hurt, (boners themselves hurt, the pelvic floor was painful, ejaculation was a nightmare) and slowly I watched my penis just die a slow death. There’s time where I can barely see my dick. It was bigger when I was a child or so I feel like. I’ve gone to a separate urologist and they thought it was IC but I knew they were wrong so I went to an infectious disease doc to see what they said. They found candida in my urine and prescribed 8 week long fluconazole. This took care of the pain on the entire spectrum from peeing to ejaculation. My urine stream is still trash and I can’t get a boner at all.
I’ve tried physiotherapy with minimal results. The only thing that has really helped in the short term were Botox injections into the elevator ani (sp?). That retuned so penis size almost immediately but it didn’t last longer than 2 weeks. I’ve also noticed ant masturbation causes extremely turtling. I should also mention in between all this my T levels dropped below 250 and I have now started T replacement therapy. Also started taking cialis 5mg daily.
Is there any hope for me? I really just want my old penis back so I can go back to regular scheduled programming. I feel like I am no longer the same person. I have no idea what to do with myself anymore.
I feel absolutely helpless and while strolling the web I came across here. I’m 29m 5’10’’ 210lbs. I’m suffering from some pretty bad penile atrophy and not sure what to do or where to go.
Here’s my story. About two years ago I went to the urologist because I was having weak urine stream/not full erections. They prescribed flomax and was on my way this seems to be getting better quickly after two weeks my urine stream was fine and my flaccid was hanging normal I thought things were going great. Suddenly I started feeling like I had a golf ball feeling in my perineum. Later that week I tried masturbating and it felt as if I had pulled a muscle in the perineum . It was extremely sore and hurt to touch the entire area. Almost immediately I physically felt my pelvic floor muscles crap up, picture you balling up a fist and it staying contracted. It has been like that ever since. If I do a reverse kegel I can physically feel it move 3-4inchea (or so it feels like) internally and as soon as I let go it clenches back up.
My penis before was 5.9 BPEL and 5.45girth mid shaft. Around 3.4 flaccid or so. Didn’t rally measure flaccid length.
Currently I’m sitting at 3.9BPEL and 5.0 girth and this is with taking cialis and extreme physical stimulation/porn.
During all this it was hell, it hurt extremely bad to pee it was like a knife was in my urethra, ejaculation hurt, (boners themselves hurt, the pelvic floor was painful, ejaculation was a nightmare) and slowly I watched my penis just die a slow death. There’s time where I can barely see my dick. It was bigger when I was a child or so I feel like. I’ve gone to a separate urologist and they thought it was IC but I knew they were wrong so I went to an infectious disease doc to see what they said. They found candida in my urine and prescribed 8 week long fluconazole. This took care of the pain on the entire spectrum from peeing to ejaculation. My urine stream is still trash and I can’t get a boner at all.
I’ve tried physiotherapy with minimal results. The only thing that has really helped in the short term were Botox injections into the elevator ani (sp?). That retuned so penis size almost immediately but it didn’t last longer than 2 weeks. I’ve also noticed ant masturbation causes extremely turtling. I should also mention in between all this my T levels dropped below 250 and I have now started T replacement therapy. Also started taking cialis 5mg daily.
Is there any hope for me? I really just want my old penis back so I can go back to regular scheduled programming. I feel like I am no longer the same person. I have no idea what to do with myself anymore.
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