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So I'll cut to the chase of why I'm here. I'm a 21 year old Black Male, 6'2, good looking, Senior at University with a good GPA and a bright future ahead of me. I've never felt unconfident attracting women, but I have never felt comfortable trying to start a sexual relationship until recently. So sometime earlier this year, I finally had the balls to get down to business and try to bone some chick.
Was I in for a surprise when I found out that there was something horribly wrong with my Penis. Okay, sure, I knew something was wrong before, but I honestly didn't think I had erectile dysfunction. I could barely get it up, and when I could, it wouldn't hang around for every long. This girl had the hots for me and didn't care that my penis was completely wack, and wanted to keep hanging out/sexy type timing anyway. After the 3rd time she assumed that I just wasn't attracted to her, and that's why my dick wouldn't get up, but I knew this wasn't the case. Anyhoo, she said I should get it looked at. Telling my parents would have been awkward, so naturally, I turned to my good old buddy the internet, and I found out where I probably slipped up.
So, as a young child, I had trouble peeing, and had to have surgery on my penis to enlarge my urethra. I was very tightly circumcised, though I don't know if this is related to my condition. The slit on the top of my penis has a little star shape at the bottom when they likely opened it up. This surgery however, did something to me. It made lying face down feel really good for some reason. I later found this out to be prone masturbation, though I've been doing it long before I knew what masturbation was/starting ejaculating etc etc. When I finally started masturbating, I always did it facedown, and ejactulated very quickly. It was much later (maybe age 16-17) that I found out most people don't do it this way, and eventually learned to masturbate with my hand, and lotion. But because of my bad habits, my penis muscles were very weak, and my penis never learned how to stand up on its own.
So anyway, I discovered PEGYM, and a lot of the exercises here seemed pretty crazy. I wanted something that would simply cure my ED. I started kegeling and starting seeing results. But after trying to bang a girl yesterday and realizing things were going vertical I realized I still have a long way to go, hence, me making an account, and deciding to follow the church of le PE on its own terms.
My penis is 6.2ish inches long (it was actually a bit longer (6.5) before I started kegeling, not that I'm complaining, I just want the damn thing to work). Girth is 4.5 (which I learned to be frightening thin after coming here, though I attribute my thin girth to my terrible masturbatory habits). The thing that bothers me most is that I'm sure that my penis would naturally be a lot bigger if I hadn't fucked up so bad as a child. My base girth is really small 4.0in, but the right side has scar/stretch marks, and curves inward, as if it didn't have an opportunity to grow properly (I'll post a picture of it if you guys want). I believe the small base size is the main barrier to strong erections. Whenever I get hard it feels like the base simply can't hold up all that extra penis (especially since it's long and skinny proportionally).
My goal is main to increase the girth of my penis, mainly the base, so that it's able to support itself. More length probably wouldn't help and I'm fine at 6.2 or whatever as long as the overall condition improves. I want to make sure I don't hurt myself because when I was younger I tried some penis lengthening stuff and it didn't work out (I likely have some sort of ligament damage, as I have abdominal pain sometimes when I get erect etc).
TL;DR
If you don't feel like reading all that.
Confident with women, but erectile dysfunction has ruined the fun
Prone Masturbation since young age
Weak penis muscles
Small Erect Base Girth 4.0in
Max Erect Girth 4.5
Erect Length 6.2
Kegeling has helped me but I'm looking mainly to increase base girth and strength.
Don't care about making my penis longer until it gets stronger
Nice to meet everyone and hope PEGym can help me out!
So I'll cut to the chase of why I'm here. I'm a 21 year old Black Male, 6'2, good looking, Senior at University with a good GPA and a bright future ahead of me. I've never felt unconfident attracting women, but I have never felt comfortable trying to start a sexual relationship until recently. So sometime earlier this year, I finally had the balls to get down to business and try to bone some chick.
Was I in for a surprise when I found out that there was something horribly wrong with my Penis. Okay, sure, I knew something was wrong before, but I honestly didn't think I had erectile dysfunction. I could barely get it up, and when I could, it wouldn't hang around for every long. This girl had the hots for me and didn't care that my penis was completely wack, and wanted to keep hanging out/sexy type timing anyway. After the 3rd time she assumed that I just wasn't attracted to her, and that's why my dick wouldn't get up, but I knew this wasn't the case. Anyhoo, she said I should get it looked at. Telling my parents would have been awkward, so naturally, I turned to my good old buddy the internet, and I found out where I probably slipped up.
So, as a young child, I had trouble peeing, and had to have surgery on my penis to enlarge my urethra. I was very tightly circumcised, though I don't know if this is related to my condition. The slit on the top of my penis has a little star shape at the bottom when they likely opened it up. This surgery however, did something to me. It made lying face down feel really good for some reason. I later found this out to be prone masturbation, though I've been doing it long before I knew what masturbation was/starting ejaculating etc etc. When I finally started masturbating, I always did it facedown, and ejactulated very quickly. It was much later (maybe age 16-17) that I found out most people don't do it this way, and eventually learned to masturbate with my hand, and lotion. But because of my bad habits, my penis muscles were very weak, and my penis never learned how to stand up on its own.
So anyway, I discovered PEGYM, and a lot of the exercises here seemed pretty crazy. I wanted something that would simply cure my ED. I started kegeling and starting seeing results. But after trying to bang a girl yesterday and realizing things were going vertical I realized I still have a long way to go, hence, me making an account, and deciding to follow the church of le PE on its own terms.
My penis is 6.2ish inches long (it was actually a bit longer (6.5) before I started kegeling, not that I'm complaining, I just want the damn thing to work). Girth is 4.5 (which I learned to be frightening thin after coming here, though I attribute my thin girth to my terrible masturbatory habits). The thing that bothers me most is that I'm sure that my penis would naturally be a lot bigger if I hadn't fucked up so bad as a child. My base girth is really small 4.0in, but the right side has scar/stretch marks, and curves inward, as if it didn't have an opportunity to grow properly (I'll post a picture of it if you guys want). I believe the small base size is the main barrier to strong erections. Whenever I get hard it feels like the base simply can't hold up all that extra penis (especially since it's long and skinny proportionally).
My goal is main to increase the girth of my penis, mainly the base, so that it's able to support itself. More length probably wouldn't help and I'm fine at 6.2 or whatever as long as the overall condition improves. I want to make sure I don't hurt myself because when I was younger I tried some penis lengthening stuff and it didn't work out (I likely have some sort of ligament damage, as I have abdominal pain sometimes when I get erect etc).
TL;DR
If you don't feel like reading all that.
Confident with women, but erectile dysfunction has ruined the fun
Prone Masturbation since young age
Weak penis muscles
Small Erect Base Girth 4.0in
Max Erect Girth 4.5
Erect Length 6.2
Kegeling has helped me but I'm looking mainly to increase base girth and strength.
Don't care about making my penis longer until it gets stronger
Nice to meet everyone and hope PEGym can help me out!
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