At it again..

[keepwinning Member Find all posts View Profile Close keepwinning]

Hello Everyone,
I have been lurking around here for the past few weeks and decided to go ahead and start posting. Seems like a good forum with good people.

I first found out about PE about 10 years ago. At that time I was in high school and seeing a girl who I fell in love with. She told me she was a virgin. We were both 16 so I believed her. I hadn't had sex with anyone at that point either, so she was my first. Before we did it she told me she would give her ex bf BJs and that his dick was "huge". We ended up having sex and everything was okay for awhile. One night we got into a fight and I don't remember what started it, but it basically resorted to name calling and she said "well you've got a small penis". It really hurt me to say the least. I think she even told her ex because I remember getting an AIM message from him trying to talk shit about how I had a small dick.

Although we continued to go out for another year, those words really rattled my confidence. Right after it happened I started scouring the web for anything I could find on penis enlargement. I came across a site (don't remember which, it was so long ago) and learned about kegeling, jelqing and hanging. I started a routine and kept up for a month or so, then quit. I'm really kinda kicking myself for not sticking with it...but whatever, now I'm back looking to get bigger again.

Anyway, my life is kind of a mess right now. I haven't really had any relationships since her, which is really kind of sad considering its been 10 years. I find it difficult to get close to people now ( especially women) and don't think I could ever really trust another person again. I have this constant fear/anxiety of not being good enough. My sex life is nonexistent. I live at home with my mother. And although I'm fairly well-educated and have a college degree, I gave up looking for work awhile ago because no one seems to want to give me a chance. I don't really have any friends and spend most of my time alone. I've applied to a couple of training programs for hospital work, but haven't been accepted. I've got other issues going on too, and it's really starting to get me down. I feel broken at age 28.

So I've started up a routine again and been at it for about a month. I'm doing JPs newbie routine, except I haven't incorporated the V jelqs yet. Just manual stretching and wet jelqs. As of right now I'm about BPEL 7 x EG 5. I'd like to gain at least an inch of length about a half an inch or so of girth. Hopefully I have what it takes to stay committed this time.

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She did what?! She said that, and her ex.. and he?? Daaaayam!

You need to start forgetting all that crap. So first off:

Welcome to PEGym,

I think you've got a good starting size, I started smaller (as well as quite a few others), and am almost at your size and I'm feeling pretty good about everything. This place will help you. Your goals of 0.5" in length and girth are totally achievable, and by all accounts is not asking for too much at all.

Start in the following thread where you'll find links to some of the best info and beginner routines:
https://www.pegym.com/forums/beginne...cess-here.html

Good luck with your goals.

[hadoken2 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close hadoken2]

Your size is my short term goal, bro! Your penis is not small!
I'm 26 and I also have "my head is in the gutters". Change your perspective on life and stick with it.

[2nd2most Member Find all posts View Profile Close 2nd2most]

First off, it is time to forget all that crap from 10 years ago. Life is too short to dwell on crap like that. Second, you are starting off were many would like to be.

Welcome to the gym. Set some goals and stick too them and it will do wonders for your outlook on life and on yourself. Be confident and move forward.

If you haven't already, check out JP90, it is a fantastic beginning and even long term routine.

[BigO AdministratorPEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close BigO]

Welcome to the gym. I agree with the posts above, let it go and gain the knowledge you seek right here at the gym. You can make it healthy and bigger. Most women do not care that much, at least not nearly as much as we men think. Good luck and have fun.

[TheSperminator Member of the Month Oct 12 Find all posts View Profile Close TheSperminator]

What the hell dude? 7x5 is far from small. Seriously, forget that bitch and move on.

Go to the gym and start working out like a beast.
Keep on searching for a job so you get some money.
PE PE PE if you're not happy about your current size (seriously 7x5 small, that's some straight up bullshit, every girl would like this size)
Go out and just start talking to people

Doing this will dramatically increase your life. Don't lose hope!

[NCGUY1972 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close NCGUY1972]

Dude that thing is big by any standards and your size should be the last thing to worry about. Concentrate on making yourself feel better whatever it takes. Life can bring you down if you let it.

[thenewdude Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close thenewdude]

Don't get down on yourself. Yeah, there are longer and thicker penises out there but you above the norm as well in length. He probably had more girth and maybe a little more length.
Do I think it right on what she said? No, that was uncalled for not considering the repercussions. That's just like a man saying, I like going down on you, but screwing my ex because she was more tighter than you. (Don't say that of course).

Regardless if you re-establish yourself into doing PE or not, you a man and it's not all about the size but how you use it.
On that note, welcome back and get to work.

[Novajelqer Banned Find all posts View Profile Close Novajelqer]

Welcome to the Gym. Change for the better by forgetting all the bad from the past. Eat better, read good things, get rest, stick with Pe, exercise, go new places and like mentioned before talk to people, get out and explore. You are too young to worry about a selfish girl from ten years ago. Ladies your age are more mature and more fun, so go out and meet them. Stay on your Pe journey and life's journey will change as well. Good luck, have fun and keep us posted.

[keepwinning Member Find all posts View Profile Close keepwinning]

Thanks for the responses everybody. I know I've got a lot of work ahead of me, but I am going to stay committed this time. I REALLY, REALLY want this. I am going to start a progress log and hopefully one year from now I will be an inch longer and hopefully a half inch thicker. As for the other BS going on in life, I am just going to continue trying to better myself and ride this out. Things have to turn around at some point. I'm staying hopeful.