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Well where to start. I have always been super critical about my size growing up. Even when i was little my friends would compare and make fun of the kid with the smallest. I just tried to keep mine to myself so i would not have to be judged in the first place. I also watched porn from a super young age and had it engrained in my head that thats how its supposed to be. I normally don't let people/even girlfriends sometimes see my junky because of lack of confidence in it. I want to be proud and not care. I also want to have some difficulty getting it in even when it is really wet as i feel this would take skill. I feel that filling a woman to her potential is probably the best feeling for her which in.some cases i may be wrong. But ultimately i want to.please my lovers and have an irresistable affect over them. If they couldnt come before, now they can! See what i mean? I know a lot of the thinking in my head is pretty irrational, i have been complemented, especially by my ex. I made her orgasm and squirt for.the first time in her life. She loved and still loves my tool and she has been arounnd. She even said she doesnt want to have sex with someone else out of fear of dissapointment. But my new girlfriend, she has not had as much experience in this sector. She is also on depression meds that are known to cause anorgasmia type symptoms. Either way, she bumped the dose down and now she can have mini orgasms from just grinding with clothes on but there is no luck during the actual thing. I can jack hammer for an hour or more and nothing gives she says it rightat the tip of her tongue but she cant complete. I am convinced that if i was the right size i would have just made it happen regardless.. this is where my problem is. Everything in my mind comes down to my size. I am about 7.5" by 5.5" but i really want to increase. That is why i am here. I have tried jelqing and pumping but i need a solid program. It is late and i rambled but i feel i definitely explained my problem. Thank whoever took the time to read this novel 
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Member of the Month March 2014
to the gym! 
Start with the JP90, the best beginner routine here. It's a sticky in the beginners forum.
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