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    Hey everyone. I have been lurking here for a while, sort of gathering information as I went along and I figured I would just join the community. I'm here enough anyways.
    To the point. I'm 20, 21 in June. I'm here to mainly increase my girth more than anything. I measure up to exactly 5 inches erect, sometimes 3 inches flaccid when I'm in a warm shower. I'm almost 2 inches across and I believe last I measured 5 inches in girth. I would like to gain some length as well. I'm also looking for erection strength and quality.
    Ive never really told anyone this, but, I have what is called a hypospadius. It occurred when I was being made in the womb and a part of my glans and shaft were stuck to the inside of the womb. Long story short, they did some surgery and fixed the problem. However, 20 years down the line they called me in for a check up for some odd reason. Another long story short, I ended up having reconstructive surgery to fix it up. During that healing process, something the doc referred to as a "fistula" appeared and ended up tearing open (sounds brutal, but I didn't feel a thing) and left a close to 4mm hole in my penis, on the underside. I dealt with a hole in my dick until I could go back in for more surgery to fix it. I would have to cover the hole with my fingertip when I peed, if I didn't, I'm sure you can imagine what happens.
    Imagine someone with a hole in their neck and they drink something.
    Anyways, that was fixed and sealed up nicely. I'm still in the healing process, but I'm also able to masturbate.
    I forgot to mention, during my healing times before this last surgery, I wasn't able to masturbate. I went from masturbating almost daily (is that bad I masturbate(d) that much?) to not being able to for 7-8 months.
    Anyways, getting to an even more important question. Recently, I've been noticing more and more a fowl stench coming from my precum. My semen itself doesn't smell at all, well, bad that is. However, my precum stinks! Like, STINKS! I don't know what is causing it. I read on the Internet (I know I know) that it could be something with my prostate? But this early in my life? I'm confused.
    Also, I seem to have trouble with having a strong erection when laying on my bed. For example, if my girlfriend wants to ride me, it's hard for myself to keep it engorged and rock hard like I normally can when I'm on my knees, doing her from behind.

    I know this has been insanely long, but, hopefully someone takes the time to read it and help me out. I feel helpless.

    Thanks all.
    BPEL: 5.0 , 5.2 , 5.4 , 5.6 , 5.8 , 6.0 , 6.2 ,
    EG:4.75 , 5.0 , 5.2 , 5.4 , 5.6

  • #2
    Welcome to the gym. Wow it seems like you have had a lot going on. With all that has happened down there when was the last time you had the area examined by a doctor?
    The world's still a toy if you just stay a boy!

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    • #3
      Cusp, I go in every 3-6 months or so to get it checked out, make sure everything is healing properly. As you can imagine, this whole situation has taken a toll on me mentally more than anything. Before my most recent surgery, I was casted into a state of such severe depression from just this situation alone that I wanted to kill myself on the daily. I honestly thought my dick wasn't going to make it, or they'd have to trim it down an inch or so. I'm already, at least I think, in the smaller category and that makes me bummed out enough as it is.
      I decided last night that I'm no longer going to watch porn. I've almost never not watched porn when masturbating. I masturbate literally almost ever day. Is this bad? Regardless, for the sake of me worryin about my dick and its health as well, I think I'm going to stop masturbating for a while.
      Unfortunately, I have no substitute because as of right now, I'm the only one I trust to handle my dick (its VERY sensitive from the surgery in some areas). Meaning, I can't have sex either. Not until its completely healed.
      The worst part? The doc who reconstructed it the first surgery around (not the one when I was just born) apparently didn't do a good job according to my outstanding doc who fixed the whole. Meaning, I may have to get MORE reconstructive surgery right under my glans.

      As you can see, this is a very delicate and rough situation for me. Let alone, for anyone to go through. I wouldn't wish what I've gone through upon my worst enemies. The pain you have to endure for months at a time is so copious and so consistent, you literally just want to die.
      BPEL: 5.0 , 5.2 , 5.4 , 5.6 , 5.8 , 6.0 , 6.2 ,
      EG:4.75 , 5.0 , 5.2 , 5.4 , 5.6

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      • #4
        Hopefully I can get some answers though. I feel as if I'm hopeless and helpless and stuck with what I have, forever.
        BPEL: 5.0 , 5.2 , 5.4 , 5.6 , 5.8 , 6.0 , 6.2 ,
        EG:4.75 , 5.0 , 5.2 , 5.4 , 5.6

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        • #5
          Welcome to the Gym Thirdeye.
          Believe me you won't be "stuck" with what you have. If you feel your unit is strong enough to take it, you may want to start with one of the very basic routines. You will find them and alot of other information here.https://www.pegym.com/forums/beginne...cess-here.html
          Just be very careful since you are dealing with other factors. If you feel any sharp pains, STOP immediately. It is normal to get a dull ache sometimes but a sharp pain is not good. You may want to bring this up to your doctor and see how he feels about it. He will know more about how this will affect the areas you have had surgery on. If he says OK, then I would go for it. Just don't rush it. Follow the routine as outlined and see what happens.
          Giving up the porn is always a good thing. As far as masturbation goes, that seems to be a matter of opinion.
          Good luck and keep us posted.
          L4M
          Bondage.
          Some people call it domestic violence.
          We call it foreplay.
          Got cuffs? GAME ON!

          My routine and gains.

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          • #6
            Would you say that you are all healed? A fistula is a draining infection and a bad smell/ taste can result from infection?
            The world's still a toy if you just stay a boy!

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            • #7
              Welcome to the Gym. Hang in there, its going to get better. If you must masturbate do it two or three times a week. I would recommend urinating after you ejaculate too. Ask the doc about the foul smell he may know why. Maybe very light wet jelqing until you fully heal. Improving diet too, healthy food helps heal faster(fruits and veggies). Good luck we are all wishing you the best.

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              • #8
                Welcome to the Gym ThirdEye. You will love it here this is a great community. Wow, you do have a lot going on but looks like things are improving. Make sure to mention the smell to your specialist (I would call and get his opinion ASAP), it can be your diet but with your medical history don't risk it. As for the prostate they do the check with a blood sample now, so if you want to make sure and rule it out, just have it done. Is what I do with regards to mammograms, since I have a family history of Breast Cancer, I rather be safe than sorry. Good luck in this new journey!
                ​Mrs. L4M
                BDSM Safe, Sane & Consensual
                Hubby's Routine

                BPEL 6.5 +1.5 ~>8.0 02/2013
                MEG. 4.7 +1.3 ~>6.0 03/2013

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                • #9
                  I really appreciate everyone's uplifting responses. I have been so depressed and down about all of this since it started, its nice to know things aren't "stuck" the way they are.
                  As far as consulting my doctor about the precum odor, he's off all week until this coming Monday. Until then, I can't speak to him. More so of the reason I signed up, so I could ask you all in search of an answer to it.
                  As far as the healing goes, the skin is still a little hard and condensed, meaning its still healing. It's getting there though. I said maybe I should give up masturbating for now only because maybe it'll help my penis heal faster by not having me masturbate.
                  Also, I think I will mention the whole prostate issue. Although I'm only 20, i wouldnt risk it.
                  If anyone else has more insight on any of this, feel free to respond.
                  Thanks again everyone!
                  BPEL: 5.0 , 5.2 , 5.4 , 5.6 , 5.8 , 6.0 , 6.2 ,
                  EG:4.75 , 5.0 , 5.2 , 5.4 , 5.6

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