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Hi everyone new guy here, so I've been reading through this forum the past few days and have found it to be very helpful and supportive, it's gotten me on my way to starting my PE journey so thank you for such a great site, I just wish I would of found this forum and the motivation to begin years ago. I Learnt about PE being possible the first time from the show Manswers talking about an extender working the best and how pills are basically useless on their own, since then I've always wanted to start but just haven't had the motivation to make the time for myself. The motivation came to me just recently when I ran into an old friend of mine and caught up with him, seeing how great his life was compared to mine made me realize how quickly life goes by and that I've been slacking tremendously. Anyway I thought I'd introduce myself and tell you a little about my situation as to why I'm here and the story of when I found out my penis is small or at least smaller than most prefer.
Alright so all my life up to that encounter I thought I had an ok sized penis which I gathered from this time me and two friends in grade 8 compared our boners, I know you're probably thinking how weird, It's one of the many things I regret in life but it did leave me feeling a little more confident as I had the biggest one or at least it seemed like it, we didn't measure or anything so it could have to do with me being the only circumcised one, I remember one friend saying woah man look at how big it is.
Anyway a few months later me and a different friend were smoking pot with two girls in one of their back yard's and after that we went through her bedroom window to hangout in her room and watch some T.V, here was where I received my first hand job which was rather shitty, it began with me and this girl sitting beside each other under some blankets where she then put her hand on my penis over my jeans secretly where I then unzipped and unbuttoned them, it was like she didn't know what to do with it because there's no skin to move around being circumcised. So I put my hand over hers and showed her how to jack it the best one can without lube, then I began to masturbate her secretly as well, later in life I realized I had no idea what I was doing and it probably felt shitty for her, she was completely dry the whole time. Anyway that awkwardness went on for a few minutes and then the four of us decided to go smoke some more pot, so I quickly got my pants done up and went out her window with the rest, smoked some pot, made some small talk and preceded home with my friend excited about what had just happened which I then began to brag about to my friend.
So on to the part about me finding out I was small, about a week later was the girls birthday party where many of the people she invited, guys mostly, showed up at her door before we got there and her parents wouldn't let so many people over so the whole group went down the street to hang out at a park near by for a bit this is when me and a friend showed up and when I made the assumption that she had told people about what happened between us because some random guy I didn't know said to me "are you (my name here)?" and I replied "yeah, why?" then he said "oh no reason", so after that it was pretty clear she told them about it.
Ok so you may think I've been being paranoid because it's actually only been one person who's made fun of me on occasion throughout the years after that for having a small penis and it's been in a playful kind of way if you can get that. Anyway I've had it in my head that he heard it from that girl and her being pretty popular I realized everyone else must know as well. So since then I've avoided dating and sexual encounters because my penis hasn't grown since which is somewhere between 5.5 - 6.0" NBPEL and I'm just guessing 4.25 - 4.5 MEG, I've yet to measure either for quite awhile.
So that's why I'm here, to change the penis size I've had for many years and regain the confidence to get laid, I'd be happy with a 7x5 size hopefully by a year from now at the latest. Oh and I'm 18 turning 19 in a few months if you're wondering, and I'll be beginning the JP90 starting Monday with a 5 on 2 off routine so I get weekends as rest days.
Alright so all my life up to that encounter I thought I had an ok sized penis which I gathered from this time me and two friends in grade 8 compared our boners, I know you're probably thinking how weird, It's one of the many things I regret in life but it did leave me feeling a little more confident as I had the biggest one or at least it seemed like it, we didn't measure or anything so it could have to do with me being the only circumcised one, I remember one friend saying woah man look at how big it is.
Anyway a few months later me and a different friend were smoking pot with two girls in one of their back yard's and after that we went through her bedroom window to hangout in her room and watch some T.V, here was where I received my first hand job which was rather shitty, it began with me and this girl sitting beside each other under some blankets where she then put her hand on my penis over my jeans secretly where I then unzipped and unbuttoned them, it was like she didn't know what to do with it because there's no skin to move around being circumcised. So I put my hand over hers and showed her how to jack it the best one can without lube, then I began to masturbate her secretly as well, later in life I realized I had no idea what I was doing and it probably felt shitty for her, she was completely dry the whole time. Anyway that awkwardness went on for a few minutes and then the four of us decided to go smoke some more pot, so I quickly got my pants done up and went out her window with the rest, smoked some pot, made some small talk and preceded home with my friend excited about what had just happened which I then began to brag about to my friend.
So on to the part about me finding out I was small, about a week later was the girls birthday party where many of the people she invited, guys mostly, showed up at her door before we got there and her parents wouldn't let so many people over so the whole group went down the street to hang out at a park near by for a bit this is when me and a friend showed up and when I made the assumption that she had told people about what happened between us because some random guy I didn't know said to me "are you (my name here)?" and I replied "yeah, why?" then he said "oh no reason", so after that it was pretty clear she told them about it.
Ok so you may think I've been being paranoid because it's actually only been one person who's made fun of me on occasion throughout the years after that for having a small penis and it's been in a playful kind of way if you can get that. Anyway I've had it in my head that he heard it from that girl and her being pretty popular I realized everyone else must know as well. So since then I've avoided dating and sexual encounters because my penis hasn't grown since which is somewhere between 5.5 - 6.0" NBPEL and I'm just guessing 4.25 - 4.5 MEG, I've yet to measure either for quite awhile.
So that's why I'm here, to change the penis size I've had for many years and regain the confidence to get laid, I'd be happy with a 7x5 size hopefully by a year from now at the latest. Oh and I'm 18 turning 19 in a few months if you're wondering, and I'll be beginning the JP90 starting Monday with a 5 on 2 off routine so I get weekends as rest days.
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