I hate my life

[Needledick Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Needledick]

So, I've been in jail for 9 months and couldn't help but realize after having to shower with a bunch of dudes every day, that I don't quite measure up. At all. so like I said, I went to jail and I just got out, but before that , the girl that claimed she loved (though didn't do shit for me the entire time I was in there) decided to break up with me 2 weeks before I got out.

She's the one that in an argument one night, called me "bald needle dick" and when she said it, I knee she meant it. Because a couple of my other ltrs had brought it up as well. Then I go to jail and realize wow I really do have a fucking needle dick.

See I got diagnosed with acute myeloid leukemia when I was 13, just as I was really starting puberty and now I realize the chemo stunted my growth. It stopped my test production and probably fucked with my thyroid and everything else.

So now here I am at 33 and I have the girth of a 13 year old! So not only am I single, but I can't even think about being with another woman because those words still echo in my head.

I'm like 3"fl and 3.3fg
6el and 4" eg

Pretty fucking sad. I'm the guy that can't even wear a normal condom because they are lose in the girth area. I also know that this chick that I am unfortunately still in love with was
Fucking anyone with a few bucks to give her and she told me about how some of these guys had gotten off on just the fact that their dicks were hurting her. So clearly she has been getting far more than I ever have her, but that's not difficult.
I'm so depressed. Theres more insanity to this story but I just don't even feel like going into it.

[GeeMox Retired Moderator Member of the Month April 2015PEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close GeeMox]

Sorry to hear your frustration Needledick. You are in a good place to enhance your manhood with a simple exercises but effective. There's a lot of information available here regard on your concern so take your time to read as much as you can, gain knowledge and everything will be ok.

Glad you decided to join us here, have a safe PE journey!

[Needledick Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Needledick]

Well I figure I've gotta do something. This shit is just laughable. I want to be remembered, but not for that.
Also .i feel that the average size is far bigger than is represented as we know it. I mean I'm not judging, how could I with 4"eg?

Thanks for the welcome.

[Pegasus AdministratorPE Gym EditorPEGym Hero ☺ Admin of the Month Mar 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Pegasus]

Well there is some vary in the average girth stats, but they all say 4 point something from memory. So unless you think every study ever done, is way off, you are looking to gain point something to get to average . Once you get there I bet your length is well over average .

[Needledick Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Needledick]

Originally Posted by*girthless*View Post
My erect girth is right at 4 inches.

According to a survey of 5000 men conducted by the-penis.com in 2003, only 4.7 per cent of men have a circumference of 4 inches or less--or about 1 in 20 men. More than 85 % had a circumference of at least 4 ½ inches, and about 75 % were close to 5 inches or more. So 4 inches around would seem about right for the classification of “pencil dick.”

[Needledick Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Needledick]

That's the most depressing thing I have ever read. all of those poor women that had to endure that. Well at least the odds of getting a lemon like me are pretty low. My life is just worthless haha.

[Needledick Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Needledick]

Okay it's like 4.2 or 3. But close enough. Damn. I need like at least another 1.5-2 inches of girth before I can even talk to a woman ever again. That's real. So I'll be, shit, 36 years old. What's the fucking point?

[Pegasus AdministratorPE Gym EditorPEGym Hero ☺ Admin of the Month Mar 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Pegasus]

Okay it's like 4.2 or 3. But close enough. Damn. I need like at least another 1.5-2 inches of girth before I can even talk to a woman ever again. That's real. So I'll be, shit, 36 years old. What's the fucking point?

Oh boy there are the head issues in spades .

[Pegasus AdministratorPE Gym EditorPEGym Hero ☺ Admin of the Month Mar 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Pegasus]

Originally Posted by*girthless*View Post
My erect girth is right at 4 inches.

According to a survey of 5000 men conducted by the-penis.com in 2003, only 4.7 per cent of men have a circumference of 4 inches or less--or about 1 in 20 men. More than 85 % had a circumference of at least 4 ½ inches, and about 75 % were close to 5 inches or more. So 4 inches around would seem about right for the classification of “pencil dick.”

Net survey is worthless btw.

[Brand Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Brand]

Well, with time and consistency you can go above average, but if you are literally SOO depressed about it- you can always try ChemPE. I would NOT try it!!! I think it is not good doing it, but it is your own choice. I am only giving you this, because I saw you were really depressed about it.

[Aussie sausage Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Aussie sausage]

Hey Needledick, Mate at the end of the day the only way you are going to get results is positive thinking and putting in consistent hard work you get out of PE what you put into it.If you get your Head into the right space and put the effort in I have no doubt that you will reach your goals.You are only 33 years young I didn't start PE until I was 42.

[Needledick Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Needledick]

I can only hope that I can at least get an inch of girth in a fairly short amount of time. And maybe some of my confidence. Which I've always struggled with even though I've had a pile of women that always came back for more.

Clearly I have depression issues which have been exacerbated by the chick leaving me because when I went to jail I lost everything I owned. I mean everything. My home went into foreclosure and people stole evening worth anything and trashed the rest. So I don't have the security to offer her now.
I've got no home(I'm at a motel) no job, no girl and on top of it all, a small dick. And I've been awake 4 days because I can't sleep. Or eat, or drink haha wtf.

[Redtony Member Find all posts View Profile Close Redtony]

I can only hope that I can at least get an inch of girth in a fairly short amount of time. And maybe some of my confidence. Which I've always struggled with even though I've had a pile of women that always came back for more.

Clearly I have depression issues which have been exacerbated by the chick leaving me because when I went to jail I lost everything I owned. I mean everything. My home went into foreclosure and people stole evening worth anything and trashed the rest. So I don't have the security to offer her now.
I've got no home(I'm at a motel) no job, no girl and on top of it all, a small dick. And I've been awake 4 days because I can't sleep. Or eat, or drink haha wtf.

Dude, move out of the area completely , get away from it all if you can and have a fresh start if you can. But its possible to gain half an inch of girth in first month, good luck, oh yea 33 years old is young lots of time for growth!!

[Face Palm Member Find all posts View Profile Close Face Palm]

Sorry to hear about that needledick, your girth is average or slightly below average, but your length is above average. What you need to do know is relax a bit as getting a stressed isn't going help anything. You should start JP90 routine and go from there, hopefully you will good gains from that, once your penis is conditioned you can move in to advanced excersises. But don't expect huge gains in a short time period, PE is a long term thing, you will injure your penis if you rush it too much.

[Needledick Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Needledick]

Thanks everybody. Everything is just a little overwhelming at the moment. You spend nine months building up in your head how great out is gonna be to get out and be free again and honestly it sucks.

I've got to literally start over and I hung out with what I guess is my ex a couple times this week and that is just confusing as hell right now. It's taking it's toll on me for sure. And I'm dangerously thin from jail,.i need to gain some weight back and put some mass back on. I'm 5'11" and weigh about 135 right now... It's crazy.