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After spending most of my life very insecure and researching the many bogus methods of penis enlargement, I nearly threw in the white towel.
So as was the case with everyone else, I was extremely relieved to find this site about 4 months ago and understand that PE works. I started the 90 day beginner routine in November and stopped after 2 weeks. Reason being I lost motivation for 2 reasons: I did not see gains right away and I've become comfortable in my relationship of 4 years.
Recently we broke up and my world quickly changed. My insecurity came back harder than ever before and I hit an all-time low.. especially after hearing that my ex found someone new right away. At the time of the break up, she explained that she eventually lost her drive to be intimate. Through 4 years of what I thought to be a healthy relationship, to hear that at the end just told me one thing: My penis was too small for her.
Now, I may or may not be wrong about that, but after looking it up, I realized that I am indeed below average.
I've always been a relationship kind of guy. I've been in 2 major ones and have never been a "one night stand" kinda guy.. although at times I wanted to be that guy, I was never confident enough to share my body with someone I did not completely trust.
These past weeks I realized that what made me so clingy to long term relationships (even when I wasn't completely happy) and so afraid to "sleep around" was my size.
Thus, I've decided to recommit myself to PE. Not only am I focused on reaching a specific goal, more importantly I want to gain the overall confidence to do whatever I want - whether it's relationships, work or interacting with people on a daily basis.
I know it'll be a lot of hard work and patience, but it helps a great deal knowing there are others like myself out there and that there is a huge community of support in here.
So as was the case with everyone else, I was extremely relieved to find this site about 4 months ago and understand that PE works. I started the 90 day beginner routine in November and stopped after 2 weeks. Reason being I lost motivation for 2 reasons: I did not see gains right away and I've become comfortable in my relationship of 4 years.
Recently we broke up and my world quickly changed. My insecurity came back harder than ever before and I hit an all-time low.. especially after hearing that my ex found someone new right away. At the time of the break up, she explained that she eventually lost her drive to be intimate. Through 4 years of what I thought to be a healthy relationship, to hear that at the end just told me one thing: My penis was too small for her.
Now, I may or may not be wrong about that, but after looking it up, I realized that I am indeed below average.
I've always been a relationship kind of guy. I've been in 2 major ones and have never been a "one night stand" kinda guy.. although at times I wanted to be that guy, I was never confident enough to share my body with someone I did not completely trust.
These past weeks I realized that what made me so clingy to long term relationships (even when I wasn't completely happy) and so afraid to "sleep around" was my size.
Thus, I've decided to recommit myself to PE. Not only am I focused on reaching a specific goal, more importantly I want to gain the overall confidence to do whatever I want - whether it's relationships, work or interacting with people on a daily basis.
I know it'll be a lot of hard work and patience, but it helps a great deal knowing there are others like myself out there and that there is a huge community of support in here.
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