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Need Help On Where To Start + Self Esteem Issues
Sorry in advance for the length of this post, but I'd really appreciate the help.
Hey guys, I've studied PE for a long time but never actually got around to doing it because I was hopeful that I would grow naturally. I'm now almost 19 and convinced that I've reached my peak. I started JP90 back in December and just finished it. As you can see, it took longer than expected, but that's because I was in school and didn't have much privacy. My length is about 6", 7" bone pressed. Extra length would be nice, but my girth is lacking in my opinion, especially the base. Besides, I can increase visible length by losing weight. It looks like a Louisville Slugger down there (not that drastic, but you get the picture). In fact, vaginal sex isn't even stimulating and I lose my erection a lot, but I'll get to that in the second part of the post. Should I continue with jelqing or focus mainly on girth exercises since that's my goal?I didn't notice much of a difference while doing JP90 but I credit that to my inconsistency.
Now to the self-esteem part. Like I said above, I lose my erections because I can't really feel sex. I can't tell if my penis is just really desensitized due to masturbation or if I'm not big enough to rub the walls. I've only been with two girls but it's happened both times, so it's not loose vaginas causing the problem. I feel like I expect to lose my erection and I usually do. Do you guys think that it's psychological or that I'm really not girthy enough to cause friction? They've never complained but since they were both my girlfriends they probably bit their tongues. Plus I knew that they had larger previous partners. I know people say size doesn't matter, but I really hope I don't get that response here since the whole site is dedicated to enlarging the thing LOL. And even worse, I don't last long at all (but usually because there is a long delay between sexual encounters). But on an end note, I think that I think about how much better sex must have been in the past for them and I just can't match up. What do you guys think? Thanks in advance.
If you guys need pics to determine where I should start I can post them.
Hey guys, I've studied PE for a long time but never actually got around to doing it because I was hopeful that I would grow naturally. I'm now almost 19 and convinced that I've reached my peak. I started JP90 back in December and just finished it. As you can see, it took longer than expected, but that's because I was in school and didn't have much privacy. My length is about 6", 7" bone pressed. Extra length would be nice, but my girth is lacking in my opinion, especially the base. Besides, I can increase visible length by losing weight. It looks like a Louisville Slugger down there (not that drastic, but you get the picture). In fact, vaginal sex isn't even stimulating and I lose my erection a lot, but I'll get to that in the second part of the post. Should I continue with jelqing or focus mainly on girth exercises since that's my goal?I didn't notice much of a difference while doing JP90 but I credit that to my inconsistency.
Now to the self-esteem part. Like I said above, I lose my erections because I can't really feel sex. I can't tell if my penis is just really desensitized due to masturbation or if I'm not big enough to rub the walls. I've only been with two girls but it's happened both times, so it's not loose vaginas causing the problem. I feel like I expect to lose my erection and I usually do. Do you guys think that it's psychological or that I'm really not girthy enough to cause friction? They've never complained but since they were both my girlfriends they probably bit their tongues. Plus I knew that they had larger previous partners. I know people say size doesn't matter, but I really hope I don't get that response here since the whole site is dedicated to enlarging the thing LOL. And even worse, I don't last long at all (but usually because there is a long delay between sexual encounters). But on an end note, I think that I think about how much better sex must have been in the past for them and I just can't match up. What do you guys think? Thanks in advance.
If you guys need pics to determine where I should start I can post them.
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