So I've come to the realization that I probably had some very bad masturbation habits as a kid and most of my adult life. That in turn made me finish fast, which in turn gave me anxiety about the whole ordeal etc and it has spiraled out of control.
I started taking things into my own hands by
1. Stopping porn completely.
2. Masturbating with a fleshlight and lots of lube, and bringing myself close to PONR 4-5 times, then walking away without finishing.
3. Doing hindi squats, and still trying to get ahold of RK's.
Now my question is, I have ruined myself with porn, which gives me anxiety about it with an actual person, so would you guys recommend seeing escorts? I saw 2 escorts yesterday, but only for head, and both times i finished in under a minute, now the escorts job is always to finish you and move on, but it also gives me the real life scenario, and sensation and I am trying to train myself to get used to that. Would you guys recommend going this route and seeing escorts daily for head to get used to it?
Thanks
I started taking things into my own hands by
1. Stopping porn completely.
2. Masturbating with a fleshlight and lots of lube, and bringing myself close to PONR 4-5 times, then walking away without finishing.
3. Doing hindi squats, and still trying to get ahold of RK's.
Now my question is, I have ruined myself with porn, which gives me anxiety about it with an actual person, so would you guys recommend seeing escorts? I saw 2 escorts yesterday, but only for head, and both times i finished in under a minute, now the escorts job is always to finish you and move on, but it also gives me the real life scenario, and sensation and I am trying to train myself to get used to that. Would you guys recommend going this route and seeing escorts daily for head to get used to it?
Thanks

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