RisingHope's Journey to cure PreE

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Day 123(October 5th 2015)


This always happens after I have some sex. After ditching porn, I have no source of sexual excitement in my daily life. Sure I look at women's asses...sometimes. Since I'm not an horny teenager, I don't get hard over everything. Sure, I can control my arousal better now...actually, i've become too good at being not aroused. I'm like a cactus, I can last 30-40 days without sex before becoming horny as hell. Once I get my fill, there's a period of 3-7 days where I'm not horny at all. Then the cycle repeats.

This is my way of adapting I guess. The truth is that my sex drive is pretty high. Give me a willing female and I'd probably do it 4-7 times a week. but I've somehow managed to regulate it with edging and stopping porn. I'll just have to keep trying I guess

When I got some progress it was doing something like that. I mean, I was trying to develop a neutral mind state, thinking about sex like doing sport and stop thinking about how hard I want her to suck me, cum on her... whatever; that more "porn-style mind".

And I think is the way to go, at least until I feel some real control

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I've missed a whole week. Nothing to write about. Sex drive was totally shot...until the 15th. Beginning to start think about hunting some poosay for myself. It's better for me to be hungry. Anyways...


Day 128(October 16th 2015)


Pelvic Floor State: Relaxed...


Observations: Edging for the 1st time in a while. I had ran out of lube and so, I bought some KY jelly,sensitive skin. Went to bathroom to test my new stuff. Yeah, it's good stuff. It's very slick and thick and lasts a while. Began stroking. After 5 mins, added cock ring for 5 mins. No problem. I continued stroking at a medium pace. My EQ was decent even though I lost it a few times, while relubing myself or attempting to measure myself. This went on for 25 mins. At that point, I began to feel PONR nearing. At 30 min mark, I was interrupted...ugh. Got myself hard again and did some ballooning until 35 min mark. I stopped at that point, being close to blowing it.


Total time: 35 mins


Yeah, morning wood is back,EQ is good and all I can think about is hunting girls on Tinder/POF/OKcupid/IRL.

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Yeah, I'm really slipping up huh...I WILL go back to edging...my stamina is probably still OK...


Day 129(October 19th 2015)


Pelvic Floor State: Relaxed.


Observations: So I was super horny, that day and decided to edge and ejaculate at the end. Stroked myself for about 20 mins. At that point, I was close to blowing it. So, I ballooned for the last 5 mins and at the end, I just went at it until I came.

Total time: 27 mins


Yeah, I got pretty lazy lately. Might return to edging the 26th or the 2nd. PE is even worse...really need to find my motivation.

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News from the rift!! Still alive and kicking. Anyways, I was thinking about resuming my jelqing journey. To be a good cawk warrior, you need both the technique and the weapon and you can bet I'll sharpen mine until it shines!

So,what have I been up to those last seven months? Going to go off on a tangent for a bit(nothing new there haha). When I stopped updating back in October, I was about ready to hunt some pussy down. That's what I did.First girl was this fat short chick(I would have fucked anything at that point) from OKCupid. We went out for 3 weeks and just as I thought as I was about to plow her ass, she goes: ''I need to take time off to learn to love myself before loving someone else''. The bullshit excuses women give are truly hilarious. You have a fit guy that wants to fuck you,what's the hold-up? Sure I just want to bust a nut, but you won't have that kind of occasion very often. Makes you wonder if they think sometimes.
Anyways, next.


I went a few weeks without sex until a Sunday afternoon in late November. I was bored on OKCupid, trolling around for sex. I thought to myself: ''Why not try one of those older ladies? They might give it easy since they don't tend to worry about being seen as a slut (given the dozen of cocks they've swallowed through their lives)''
I started chatting with a 50 years old women. At first she denied me, because I was too young. But obviously she was very interested because she came back to stalk me a few hours later lol. We hit it off and agreed to have sex sometime soon. Turns out she's a massive slut and only fucks black guys. Good for me I guess. After a week of impromptus, I finally got to bang her an evening, after coming from the gym. I railed her for 3 hours. My PreE was definitely cured. Finally had access to regular,trouble free sex.


In fact, I feel as if she was key to unlocking my sexual life. We would have pretty wild sexcapades and I set many personal records. Cumming 4 times, fucking for 3-4 hours,experiencing anal for the first time,etc. We would have sex about 10 times per week.I litterally had years of frustrations,from being unable to have a woman who WANTS to be fucked by me and not because I gave her some change. Nowadays, I'm pretty satisfied with 1 round,thanks to Coolidge effect.

We were non-monogamous for a while so I got to fuck other girls too. 3 of them.

First girl was 25,met on OKCupid. Had the wettest pussy ever haha. It was so sticky and wet that I told her it was like a swamp. Reduced the sensation quite a bit. Had a nice big pair of jugs, that unfortunately, weren't sensitive. They were still nice to play with and allowed me to travel back to that sweet sweet childhood haha. We stayed for 5 hours. She had some issues though, thanks to being abused in her past. So about 1h30 was spent cuddling and reassuring her. Afterwards we had our fun. I made her cum 3 times and I came twice. Blowing a huge wad all over her arm and pounding her doggy style.

Second girl I met was from Tinder. Just swiping away like a mindless zombie. I match with this cutie who's a solid 7. At this time, older lady was starting to push hard for monogamy,which was annoying. Threatening to end things if I fucked another girl. Whatever. She won't go through with it is what I thought. Back to this cutie. She's the only chick I got from Tinder. After a week of banter,she was finally down to meet,being busy with exams. We went back to her place where after a watching a movie for 20mins, we started to get undressed. All I can say is: Wow. There's a lot to be said about doing it with a fit young women. Smelled good, had soft skin,perky tits,a cute face and the tightest I fucked. That's the thing about girls who train. All those squats strengthen their pelvic floor beyond belief. Her pussy was litterally alive. The most subtle licking of her vagina or clit triggered a super strong clenching reflex. Shoving my dick felt like paradise haha. It would clench and grip as I pounded her. I didn't last very long, but I was still erect after cumming. A shame she was such a frigid bitch and only let me go once. Definitely the best vagina,but not the best sex. Unmatched me afterwards and that ended there.

Third girl was by far the most random encounter ever. Again, being bored on OKCupid and trolling profiles for sex. I hit this quite fat girl with a common ''let's fuck''. Guess what? She actually said yes. That works like 1% of the time. We chatted a bit and some circumstances got in our way, but we did end up meeting. For that occasion, I had taken some phenibut in the morning just to try the effects. Night came and I went to her place. After chatting on her bed for a bit, we got to action. Phenibut works my friend. 1st round was short, because I was pent up. But second round was a struggle of 1 hour to get off! Third round was probably 35 mins and last round another 30-40. 3 hours and 4 rounds. It was pretty good.

Since then, I've been having sex with older lady only. We're trying monogamy again for who knows how long. As long as I can control my urges I guess. It's pretty hard,considering I want to fuck every girl in sight.
So, after having sex between 120-140 times over the last 7 months, I can say that I've definitely cured PreE. Porn still has a negative effect on me,making me bust quickly. So I'm cutting it out indefinitely. To those fighting the good fight, continue. All it takes is discipline and motivation(fucking hot girls haha). I hope my log can provide some hints on how to cure your condition.

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Welcome Back Mate!!!! Miss you here..............