Chasing the Trouser Snake

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Hi all!

I am on my 2nd week of jp90 and despite a few setbacks (porn relapse and speed jerking) i am definitely starting to see a change. Sometimes its hard to keep motivation because of the image i want versus what i have, so i figured starting a progress log would give me something to do when i get bored and keep my motivation up all at the same time.

I started my 1st jp90 routine 11/23/16 after the ex sent me a picture of another dude she had been with... you can read the whole story here :https://www.pegym.com/forums/introdu...arting-pe.html

So i am now on my 2nd week on jp90 and the growing is great! i have definitely seen an increase in EG, i now hang lower flaccid probably than i ever have in my life, and man after my jp90 last night i was just looking at it in my hand and it feels so much more beefy then ever, also starting to see old veins get a lot bigger and new ones appear.

My main goals are to lose about 30lbs (im 250lbs atm) with hitting the gym more regularly and making my diet better, quit drinking except for maybe a couple times a month (before i started jp90 i probably drank 5-6 nights a week all beer, after starting jp90 and trying to better myself i have drank 4 times in the 3 weeks) which im very proud of, due to the fact that i was a borderline alcoholic, have 2 DUI's at 24 and that i have been heavy binge drinking since i was about 18. Quit porn all together, i had a porn addiction and it got really bad after i left my ex and my EQ and size in general really started to suffer from it and to boost my self confidence from what happened with my ex (see link above)

Measurements: This was 2 days after starting jp90 so the results would have been less 3 days prior but its still a good reference point. My length when flaccid is ~5 inches, girth when flaccid is ~4.5 inches. My length when erect is ~7 inches and my erect girth is ~5.25. My yearish short term goal is 8'x6' and anything after that is just icing on the cake. I can already see better results in every aspect of my penis (EQ,Flaccid,Erect) and it just feels bigger hanging around in my pants all day!

So join me on my voyage to attain a real trouser mamba, and feel free to leave any questions, complaints or compliments. Thanks for reading!

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Welcome to the gym bro, reach those goals!

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Thanks jay! you've already helped me out a ton with some of the threads ive read.

I took 3 days off this last week, from getting discouraged, busy and just life in general and kind of thought that might have taken any progress i had, away. But after starting back up again yesterday and today, it looks and feels bigger then ever! i think deconditioning might be really something to look into to. I did my routine about 7:45 am today, got off work at 4 and wanted to do another sesh! but i didn't because i dont want to over train or worse... anyways can't wait to see what tomorrow brings! stay tuned!

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Finishing week 2:

I just completed my workout sesh about 30 min ago and boy, it was good! The stretching felt better than ever, wasn't getting hard as much during the circle stretches, which is a good thing! i did wet jelqing for 15min and could see a lot more veins getting full with blood which was even more motivation. and that brings us to the v-jelqs, always been weird about them since i never really thought i was doing them correctly. But i have been doing some reading, the Spock reference really made sense to me because me and my dad are huge star trek fans lmao. and man i tell you what, they felt awesome today! maybe even better than the wet jelqs. i could see all the blood pumping into the sides of my dong pumping up new veins! All and all, best workout ive done thus far.

Going to take the next 2 days off for rest, took it pretty hard today knowing that i could rest up the next 2 days, added another 5 mins of wet jelqs and another 5 min of v jelqs as well as stretching about 5 min longer.

guess i should add that i have been taking supplements for about a week now. L-arginine 2x500mg capsules twice a day and a multi vitamin b complex once a day. I think the arginine is really flowing more blood because my veins in my penis and on my body are starting to show more than the ever had!

Ill report back after i start week 3 on monday after my 2 rest days over the weekend. stay tuned!

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End of week 2: "rest day"

Well, i got shitfaced last night. Called my ex at 4 in the morning and when she didnt answer i sent some mean text messages. That bring us to this morning, so im hungover as shit, sit around in bed all day, get bored and then proceeded to watch porn and masturbate.. more than once. I feel like a failure while im typing this. At least im recognizing my problem and actually feeling bad about it for the 1st time in my life. Did some reading on AP90 and from yourbrainonporndotcom and have come to realize that is my EQ problem and that is why im lacking confidence. I guess i have to "reset" and start over at Day 1: No porn, tomorrow. Im going to see the Buccaneers play the Saints tomorrow, so hopefully that should stray me from any thoughts like that. Anyways, just wanted to vent and get it out of me since i feel guilty about it. Tomorrow (sunday) is a rest day and i will start week 3 of jp90 on Monday.

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Had a good workout today, took it a little easy since its only monday and i plan on jp90ing until friday. Had a blast at the buccaneers game yesterday, i dont have much of a voice today. i was worried about my flaccid size since i hadnt jelqed or stretched since friday and i was drinking, it didnt let me down though! sometimes i get pee shy when theres a 100 dudes in the bathroom and no barrier between urinals, but man i just whipped it out and let it flow. No worries, and i was feeling big. Good stuff!

So this starts week 3 of jp90 and day 2 no porn.

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Finished yet another workout this morning. After reading the tunica/smooth muscle theory(really good read if you haven't already checked out), ive decided that my tunica is my limit, so i focused more on stretching and low erection jelqs. Still doing jp90, just added more time to stretching (45 second hold) couldn't get through the last stretch upwards because i was just getting to hard so i moved on to lower erection jelqs to induce more stretching. For some odd reason i get erect during stretching, but seem to lose it when i start jelqing. (maybe from all those years of PMO?) finished off with some edging for about 20 min, definitely starting to see my EQ rise. Maybe an 8/10 when reaching PONR. MY flaccid hang is awesome as well, dick is constantly hanging below the sack which didnt use to happen all that often. All in all, a good workout and im stoked to be seeing results!

Dont know what day im on but today is exactly 10 days away from the 1 month mark, oh and Day 3: No Porn

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Well i got called into work early yesterday, was a really long day, then had to go to a Christmas party. Needless to say, i didn't get my jp90 done yesterday. I just completed my exercise this morning though, and it was great! the jelqs felt great, did about half low erection and the other half were higher around 60%-70% i went for 15 mins and v jelqs for 7 min. Going to take the weekend off and start week 4 on Monday, might do some easy stretching tomorrow to make up for yesterday.

My ex has been contacting me, saying that shes depressed and wants to see me. I dont know what to do, its a tough call, seeing she's the whole reason im here. I could probably bang her and i want to, because its been like 3 months since ive had sex, but ive only been at this a month. I wanted her to see it like 6 months after, when ive made some real gains! I guess we'll see what happens.

Day 5: No Porn

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I would stay away from the ex. I don't think you are healthy enough. Focus on positive just for you.

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Forget the ex and the porn lets go fishing!

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I probably should have, but i went over to her house to fix these chairs that i had broke when we lived together. I fixed the chairs, then proceeded to watch a movie with her in bed and one thing left to another and we had sex.. but i came seriously in like a minute and half, i was pretty embarrassed but i cleaned it off and put her back on top of me and got her off in like a minute. That was probably the fastest ive ever came and before i was about to put it in her, i was like RK, dont forget to RK! and then the IK's just took over and i couldn't hold back. So that pretty much means, that the time ive been away from her, ive been watching porn and masturbating vigorously, has lead me to some serious bad habits. i got pretty hard with her maybe like a 7.5/10 but not as hard as holding a kegal. and its like when i edge and i get to the PONR i have IK's no matter what i do. Ive seen some guys that are just like yeah let it come natural and while edging i can hold the RK pretty much the whole time but when its time to ejaculate, i cant just let it come out natural. i always end up kegaling and shooting it across the room. Is my body just really that messed up to where i cant not cum without a kegal? From everything ive been reading, thats not the right way to ejaculate because it causes pre-E, not as good erections, and other negatives. Any tips on how to better myself from this issue, its never been as bad as it just was. Im going to stop the regular kegals in jp's routine. Only focus on RK's and squats, i cant seem to find the article on how to do hindu's that someone posted but i have been trying to do horse stance, super tough! any other remedies i should look into?

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So she spent the night last night, we didn't have sex though. When i woke up i had morning wood, which is awesome because i rarely get it now. I noticed when we are cuddling, i get IK's out the ass! now i recognize them ,before i always thought kegaling was just a part of being horny. But i focused on relaxing and trying not to contract, throwing a RK in whenever i felt a really tight contraction. I was able to stay kinda hard without kegaling, id say about a 6/10. I think this has most everything to do with my poor EQ so im going to focus more on that. i'm going to continue with jp90, except not do any of the kegals and im going to stretch this pelvic floor out! Started hindi squats and horse stance on friday and i can really feel the stretch going on down there! i figure the squats combined with only RK's should treat me pretty quickly, i just want to be able to control myself and maybe get some MMO's down the road!

Day 7: no porn, Day 3: no fap

Tomorrow starts week 4 of JP90

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Started week 4 today, my best workout yet! I got sick of having to "go take a shower" to warm up, so i made a rice sock. It worked really well, and i felt like i got a better warm up than the shower. Stretching went well besides having to stop after the circles from being to erect. I also didn't do any kegals, to not make my pelvic floor anymore tense than it already is. Jelqs were extremely awesome, took my time on each stroke and i was trying to start as bone pressed as i could, seeing more and more new veins! I think its all in head but my flaccid doesn't look as big as it did say a week ago when i look down on it. when i look at it in the mirror though, its definitely bigger then it was a month ago. Hopefully im just getting used to how it looks now. This coming Friday, will be 23rd which will be the 1 month mark! i know what you're all thinking... measurements! Ive decided that im not going to measure again until i feel comfortable with my EQ, between flat lining from no porn and my tense pelvic floor, its just not close to where i want it. When i do measure i want to be surprised and proud so im going to wait. Maybe after the 2nd month, if my EQ is a decent bit better. Been going to the gym more often, and i just got back from a run around my neighborhood which i haven't done in years. Im 24 and i haven't really been comfortable with my body since i was 19ish, and i live in Florida 10 min from the beach, I'm not gonna fuck around anymore. Im going to get that beach bod i want, and the penis to match it!

Day 8 No porn! I woke up in the middle of the night and was feeling horny so i did edge until i got off. The orgasm was the best ive had in months, probably sense the last time i nutted in my ex's mouth. Its definitely worth the wait instead of jacking everyday.

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I've decided that im going to take today off because of PI's, i was feeling a little sore last night and my flaccid size has shrunk a little bit, maybe because i ran out of l-arginine about 3 days ago? Anyways i did do some edging this morning and i got the hardest ive been in a very long time (8.5/10) it looked massive, really happy about that! Im still going to do about 100 Rk's and hindi squats/ horse stance for few minutes throughout the day. Will start JP90 back up tomorrow, if all is well.

Day 9 no porn

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Day 3, week 4

Had a pretty decent workout today. I couldn't get all my stretching done, because i was getting to erect. I see it as positive though, I think no porn and not masturbating as much is starting to show good effects with my EQ. I can definitely get harder faster now, still dreaming of being able to hold a good rock hard erection though. Jelqs were good as always, did about 12 min regular and 8 min v jelqs for a total of 20 min. Thinking of stepping it up to 15 min reg and 10 v next week for the start of the 2nd month.

Day 10 no porn, I did edge to some girls on the computer yesterday, but they were all CLOTHED! Facebook, instagram girls i knew or had sex with, not these "how many likes can i get models" so i still consider it a total win compared to what i was doing a month ago.