One way trip to a monster

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Night off yesterday as had a chicka round. Slightly struggled with not having an orgasm after week one of nofap I was bulging at the seams. Maybe lasted 8-9 minutes. Bit annoyed. Slightly better in the morning 10-11 I'd say but oh well, stamina will come.

Eq was surprisingly good when I started but as soon as I thought about he need to orgasm it dropped due to anxiety I guess. Must've been going in about 70% in the end..

Will continue with routine tonight. Floppy hasn't turtled for a day for the first time in forever

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Just had my workout for the day. Penis had an interesting response but pretty sure it's down to mental fatigue and working too much. Couldn't maintain any sort of erection for more than like a minute, and this was after my day off.

Masturbated this morning too which I was upset about but had the horn after getting laid 🙄🙄

Responded well to a small ULI trial since I'm not conditioned enough yet to do it properly so just gently squeezed.

Will see how it feels tomorrow and whether I get that MW i really want!!

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No mw:-( still had quite broken sleep maybe had it when I woke up earlier. Flaccid feels full though, no pain or bruising.

Going to take some time one day this week to try and master the RK as I still don't really understand how to do it and I'm going to unbalancing myself with doing kegels in jp90 and not counteracting.

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Last couple days haven't been the best EQ wise but I know for sure it's because my mind is elsewhere. Got a lassy coming over tonight so will be popping a blue pill if the juices don't flow. Been jelqing on about 40-50% and had a day off in the week which I wouldn't usually do but had been working loads.

Updated measurements include both a 0.2" gain in length and a 0.2" gain in girth and generally a healthier EQ!

So I now stand at BPEL 6.3 and MEG 4.9"!

Happy days!