Purednb's journey

[purednb Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close purednb]

So ! Sex last night was intense, i now realise that i wasted my best years of sex due to size anxiety. Ok well now i am on right track. Porn really fucked up my perception about sex/relationship etc. Sure i'm bellow average, but while my friend is working it should be used as much as possible. Not using it is laughing at god's face.

Last night was insane confidence boost.

Now my top goals:
1) Positive mindset
2) EQ
3) Stamina
4) Bigger dick

I am young i have plenty of time. I will reach my goals !!!

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So ! Sex last night was intense, i now realise that i wasted my best years of sex due to size anxiety. Ok well now i am on right track. Porn really fucked up my perception about sex/relationship etc. Sure i'm bellow average, but while my friend is working it should be used as much as possible. Not using it is laughing at god's face.

Last night was insane confidence boost.

Now my top goals:
1) Positive mindset
2) EQ
3) Stamina
4) Bigger dick

I am young i have plenty of time. I will reach my goals !!!

Sounds like you've your priorities in order!

Mindset is always number one! And a good strong hard pecker is important! More important than size I'd say.

Keep it up man. I enjoy reading about your progress.

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Great morning session with warm up in shower . Slow and easy stretching. Wet jelqs for 17minutes. It was hard to maintain low EQ , i was thinking about meeting my gf later today, so i got hard all the time haha . At the moment i am only thinking about sex, i am horny all the time. My pecker looks different, i would say thicker, i will not measure, i do not care about numbers at the moment, if it gets thicker/longer i am ok with that. .

Kegels i am doing a lot of kegels.

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Sounds like you've your priorities in order!

Mindset is always number one! And a good strong hard pecker is important! More important than size I'd say.

Keep it up man. I enjoy reading about your progress.

Thank you .

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Forgot to mention, morning wood is 5/10 but i think that is due to waking up very early in the morning. It is quite a challenge for me to take a leak at day time because it gets hard all the time i touch it ! So overall EQ 9/10. I am horny ... haha

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So ! 1st. Of June.

This night sex was good, two rounds.
First - approx 2min i came very fast.
Second - approx 15 min i did not came.

Today morning - approx. 10min, i came.

She moaned in all times, hopefully no fake moaning.

Well i still have this fucking girth anxiety, day by day my mindset is dropping and rising, from positive to negative. I have this thoughts in my head that i cannot satisfy her, altought she moaned all of the times, she one moment even said, "please keep it that way this is good".

I am thinking of getting adjustable cockring, to get a bit of girth for penetration. I am lucky that my penis has this noticable left curve from years of hard grip masturbation, i think that this curve helps a bit in hitting few spots. I hate that i need to buy snugger fit condoms, the idea of that it self burn's me down.

Allthought i have a very nice girlfriend, i love her, hopefully she also love me, atleast she is saying that, idk is that truth or not. After sex i ask her: it was good ? She answers yes, and them she asks me the same question she is very worried about that i get some pleasure from all of this. I really dont know what to think ?!

Positive mindset - 5/10

Anyway i am looking forward to this night PE session.

Br
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01,06,2017

no PE today, i fell to tired.

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02,06,2017

Morning session,
Warm up - 8min shower
Stretching - 10min
Jelq - 20min
War down

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03,06,2017
Little update - My gf visited me. We had a quality time together. Sex, a lot of sex. It seems that my stamina is quite good afterall. EQ was great. I got myself a cockring, alltought it was quite loose, after first orgasm i ran into toilet and quickly measured girth with cockring it was MEG 4.13" . I had never felt that my dick is so thick. Well it was effect of cockring but anyway i think it showed me the possible expansion, so yes i was happy. Mindset 9/10 , i am inlove with that gir,l she is the best thing in my life.

Looking forward to night session today.


Br

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03,06,2017

night session
warm up
15min jelq
failed edging
2min jelqing
warm down - with that exercise where flaccid pushed between legs.

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03,06,2017
little update - my gf visited me. We had a quality time together. Sex, a lot of sex. It seems that my stamina is quite good afterall. Eq was great. I got myself a cockring, alltought it was quite loose, after first orgasm i ran into toilet and quickly measured girth :d with cockring it was meg 4.13" . I had never felt that my dick is so thick. Well it was effect of cockring but anyway i think it showed me the possible expansion, so yes i was happy. Mindset 9/10 , i am inlove with that gir,l she is the best thing in my life.

Looking forward to night session today.


Br

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yes!

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04,06,2017

Mindset 5/10 , i really miss that girl
Morning wood - 4/10

Morning session
Intense warm up - hot shower, i think i am really missing those wu and wd , too lazy! I must get more consistent on warming.

15min jelq , different angles, grips. It seems hard for me to make them longer lasting than 2 secs, my unit is to short haha. I will work on this.

Few light squeezes, in between. I know i am not conditioned for this but i really like them, so i will doing them carefully.

Helicopter shakes after squeezes, while doing them unit feel heavy.

Really good warm down - unit was red and heavy after workout, i think this was good one.

Really miss my girl.


Br


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I think EQ dropped because of insane amounts of sex lately X)

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Mindset 6/10 getting improvements.

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04, 06, 2017

Night session
Warm up 10min hot bath
Stretching 8min in hot bath, unit was under water , this felt great
BM 4minutes with rubber cockring at medium pressure
Jelqing 10 min
Warm down with bm 4 min low pressure with cr.

That hot water gives nice and red hot chilli pep... o i mean hang.


Br

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