Hi Guys,
Quick Background: Ive been on this site for years, never stuck with it and every year regretted another 12 months missed. I read stuff all the time but always had a busy household and poor excuses not to actually do anything with the information i have learnt.
I have had a sexless marriage for a couple of years, struggled with depression and anxiety and despite having the odd BJ here and there, It obviously wasn't enough. We are now going through a divorce. The reason why i'm telling you that is it meant over the years i was masturbating a lot, quickly to get the job done which gave me Premature Ejaculation and a terrible EQ. Now on the rare occasion I do get over an EQ of 8 I feel i'm about to bust very quickly.
So I have a few issues which need addressing. Tackling one at a time, i want to build my EQ back up and start getting morning wood again.
I've started JP90 again, I am about to enter my third week. Ive got a progress log on my phone with what i do each day etc and now have a lot more time on my hands. This has now become a priority to me.
How can I move on with my life, knowing I'm a relatively small guy anyway, I cant keep very good EQ and I suffer so much with PE due to bad porn and masturbation problems that i would not even be able to have sex.
So you know, I have cut all porn out and must be about 1 month in. I have reduced masturbation down to sometimes just once or twice a week. I will be focusing on Edging from now on everytime i feel the need to masturbate, i want to get away from the two minute buzz.
My worry is i am starting to hate the shrivelled state my flaccid goes into after any sort of masturbation/edging... This has been putting me off masturbating at all.
Thanks for reading and after having read so many other threads I hope this will be the start of one that will influence others to do the same. Its never too late as they say.
Measurements before starting:
BPEL - 6.1
EG - 4.4
Short Term Goal
BPEL - 6.8
EG - 4.8
Long Term Goal
BPEL - 7.5
EG - 5.5
Quick Background: Ive been on this site for years, never stuck with it and every year regretted another 12 months missed. I read stuff all the time but always had a busy household and poor excuses not to actually do anything with the information i have learnt.
I have had a sexless marriage for a couple of years, struggled with depression and anxiety and despite having the odd BJ here and there, It obviously wasn't enough. We are now going through a divorce. The reason why i'm telling you that is it meant over the years i was masturbating a lot, quickly to get the job done which gave me Premature Ejaculation and a terrible EQ. Now on the rare occasion I do get over an EQ of 8 I feel i'm about to bust very quickly.
So I have a few issues which need addressing. Tackling one at a time, i want to build my EQ back up and start getting morning wood again.
I've started JP90 again, I am about to enter my third week. Ive got a progress log on my phone with what i do each day etc and now have a lot more time on my hands. This has now become a priority to me.
How can I move on with my life, knowing I'm a relatively small guy anyway, I cant keep very good EQ and I suffer so much with PE due to bad porn and masturbation problems that i would not even be able to have sex.
So you know, I have cut all porn out and must be about 1 month in. I have reduced masturbation down to sometimes just once or twice a week. I will be focusing on Edging from now on everytime i feel the need to masturbate, i want to get away from the two minute buzz.
My worry is i am starting to hate the shrivelled state my flaccid goes into after any sort of masturbation/edging... This has been putting me off masturbating at all.
Thanks for reading and after having read so many other threads I hope this will be the start of one that will influence others to do the same. Its never too late as they say.
Measurements before starting:
BPEL - 6.1
EG - 4.4
Short Term Goal
BPEL - 6.8
EG - 4.8
Long Term Goal
BPEL - 7.5
EG - 5.5

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