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Going for Gold - My Progress Log
12/31/2017
My progress log is to help me (as well as others) look back, keep track of plateaus and ideas, and keep me on point to my final goals.
For everyone reading my progress log and offering encouragement, support, ideas, and information a big THANK YOU! For answering my many questions and sharing your experiences here or elsewhere on PEGym, a big fist bump. I’m sure without you I would fail at this endeavor.
You see, about 15 or so years ago, I tried a PE routine, but it wasn’t through an online forum like PEGym … rather it was using an online book. It was a solitary experience, and I just stopped about a week or two into the program. But here I am, and this time there is external support (you), but more importantly, I think I have a greater desire to succeed. I do believe PE works. For me, I hope it works A LOT! lol
I’m 51 years old, but I can always remember that since I was able to jerk off, I wanted a huge dick. That kid measured his length and girth and dreamed he could increase his penis size to 7 inches, to 8 inches, to 9 inches! And to a girth of 6 or even 7 inches! Not that I had seen any high school or college cock sizes, but everyone was walking around and talking like they all had an 8” cock… because it was always a “suck my 8 inches, you ass-wipe” or some variation on that theme. So I obviously grew up with doubt and shrinking confidence. I was lacking confidence that I didn't get laid until after college. Man that was stupid! (young readers, don't let that happen to you!)
The women I dated through the years prior to getting married never talked or gave me any reason to doubt my member’s size. However, one gf relayed to me how her girlfriend’s new bf had a huge cock, and said it was 8”. And actually thinking about it right now, that gf must have been a Size Queen, because she was the one that asked me my size and then actually measured me! So instances like this feed upon one another over the years and really breaks down your confidence. Even at 51 years old.
So here we are at the end of 2017 which is when I decided to start for a few reasons. I’ve been reviewing information and data and sizes and gains and other routines (probably ad nauseam to some) for a few weeks. But I like to be armed with information and data. Next, I’m married but I’m NOT telling the wife my PE obsession, even though I’m sure she would be supportive. My wife likes to end/start the new year with a bang, so I want her to get the “old” me one more time. Our lives with children, different work schedules, kids at home all the time, etc., really leave little time for our sex life (that sucks big time), and if I can hide my progress for as long as possible, I want to hear her say, “My God!” “Oh fuck, that hurts,” “damn, your dick is bigger,” “you’re so huge,” and “wow, you’re hung!" At that point, we also will need to prioritize our sex, and fortunately, she is in her late 30s, and I’m still as horny as hell for my wife.
My first goal is to definitely increase my EQ. I think if I’m honest, it is probably a 6 or 7 … 8 on a good day right now. Not good for confidence, and does keep me at least from plowing into her more regularly. I also have a slight curve to the left that I’d like to straighten out. And obviously bigger and thicker and I want to shoot my load further than what squirts and trickles out my dick right now. I want it to hang between my legs and let the world see my huge bulge in my pants and feel the sexual confidence knowing I got a huge dick, and know how to use it.
With that ... more posts to follow on some routines and ideas.
My progress log is to help me (as well as others) look back, keep track of plateaus and ideas, and keep me on point to my final goals.
For everyone reading my progress log and offering encouragement, support, ideas, and information a big THANK YOU! For answering my many questions and sharing your experiences here or elsewhere on PEGym, a big fist bump. I’m sure without you I would fail at this endeavor.
You see, about 15 or so years ago, I tried a PE routine, but it wasn’t through an online forum like PEGym … rather it was using an online book. It was a solitary experience, and I just stopped about a week or two into the program. But here I am, and this time there is external support (you), but more importantly, I think I have a greater desire to succeed. I do believe PE works. For me, I hope it works A LOT! lol
I’m 51 years old, but I can always remember that since I was able to jerk off, I wanted a huge dick. That kid measured his length and girth and dreamed he could increase his penis size to 7 inches, to 8 inches, to 9 inches! And to a girth of 6 or even 7 inches! Not that I had seen any high school or college cock sizes, but everyone was walking around and talking like they all had an 8” cock… because it was always a “suck my 8 inches, you ass-wipe” or some variation on that theme. So I obviously grew up with doubt and shrinking confidence. I was lacking confidence that I didn't get laid until after college. Man that was stupid! (young readers, don't let that happen to you!)
The women I dated through the years prior to getting married never talked or gave me any reason to doubt my member’s size. However, one gf relayed to me how her girlfriend’s new bf had a huge cock, and said it was 8”. And actually thinking about it right now, that gf must have been a Size Queen, because she was the one that asked me my size and then actually measured me! So instances like this feed upon one another over the years and really breaks down your confidence. Even at 51 years old.
So here we are at the end of 2017 which is when I decided to start for a few reasons. I’ve been reviewing information and data and sizes and gains and other routines (probably ad nauseam to some) for a few weeks. But I like to be armed with information and data. Next, I’m married but I’m NOT telling the wife my PE obsession, even though I’m sure she would be supportive. My wife likes to end/start the new year with a bang, so I want her to get the “old” me one more time. Our lives with children, different work schedules, kids at home all the time, etc., really leave little time for our sex life (that sucks big time), and if I can hide my progress for as long as possible, I want to hear her say, “My God!” “Oh fuck, that hurts,” “damn, your dick is bigger,” “you’re so huge,” and “wow, you’re hung!" At that point, we also will need to prioritize our sex, and fortunately, she is in her late 30s, and I’m still as horny as hell for my wife.
My first goal is to definitely increase my EQ. I think if I’m honest, it is probably a 6 or 7 … 8 on a good day right now. Not good for confidence, and does keep me at least from plowing into her more regularly. I also have a slight curve to the left that I’d like to straighten out. And obviously bigger and thicker and I want to shoot my load further than what squirts and trickles out my dick right now. I want it to hang between my legs and let the world see my huge bulge in my pants and feel the sexual confidence knowing I got a huge dick, and know how to use it.
With that ... more posts to follow on some routines and ideas.
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