RisingHope: The Cock Warrior

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Back to posting after a 5 year hiatus. So much has happened in my life that I could make a book but to make it short, I've been single for 6 months and definitely not getting lucky a lot. I've decided to stop procrastinating and reverting back to how I used to be: Obsessive and thoroughly methodical when it comes to my goals(Check my PreE log). I've noticed my EQ has been pretty much garbage, I can't maintain an erection for more than 10 secs without stimulation (ie porn). The last few times I had sex were ok but I've had better days. I have to admit I relapsed a lot with porn during my more intense breakup phase. I need some accountability, hence this log.


Goals: Measuring myself, I found myself still sitting 6.75" x4.5". Length is nice but anything over 8" is overkill since that's generally the maximal depth of an aroused women. After that, it's cervix time! Girth on the other hand is what makes women orgasm, since you fill them up and stimulate all the sensitive points. Given what I know, here is my final goal

Length: At least 8 inches.
Girth: 6 inches or more
EQ: Diamond hard.

Progressions: The first 3 months will be devoted to conditionning, via jelqing and kegeling and taking the 5G stack.. Through practice, improve my EQ. Once I save up some cash, I'll get a bathmate pump for warmups and maybe more. Also considering Phallosan extender. After 6 months of conditionning, I will start to clamp as well since girth is my main concern. At that point, I can modify my jelq routine to focus more on girth, with Phallosan taking care of length.

I'm pretty sure I'll get to 8 inches fairly fast, seeing that I only need 1.25" inch and most people gain that within 1 year. Girth on the other hand, from what I read is harder to gain and I have a whooping 1.5" to gain. Probably won't get it within 1 year, more like 2-3 years. Patience is key.



Routines: A mix between PESG and JP90. When it comes to jelq, going for time rather than stroke numbers. I also include V jelqs.
I will try to include edging, to help with EQ and stamina. 45 min max. I will include Minuteman's DO routine. Later levels feature exercises like towel raises, which help EQ. Going for a global approach

I feel like I should incoporate PE with edging for better results, EQ-wise. The new modified routine would be like this:


15 mins warming up
5 mins stretching(One min each.L,R,SU,SD,SO)
15 mins wet jelqing(5 sec strokes), 5-10 mins V Jelqs
Edging, first 10-25 mins normally. Then cockring+ballooning until the last 20 mins.

Total time: 1h - 1h30. The only problem is that it's pretty long. The most convenient time will probably be the evening before going to bed.

For now, that's all I can think of. As I gather data, I will be able tailor it better to my needs. Gotta start the grind first for that!

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Day 1( August 27th 2020)

Morning wood: Yes.
EQ: Highly fluctuating

Retaking my first baby steps. This is all stuff I know about and have researched extensively over the years, but I've been lazy. Now that I have the opportunity( single and living on my own), For this trial run, I cut the work I had to do, so as to not strain anything. Started with my warmup(10 instead of 15 mins) , which is a bit of a pain in the ass. Filled the tub with hot water, soaking a hand towel and putting it on my groin. I repeated the process every minute, ensuring the area was warm at all times.

After that, I stretched for 5 mins. Left, right, straight up, straight down, straight out, circles to the left, circles to the right, helicopter shakes. 15 secs per variation, repeated the whole list twice.

Proceeded to jelq. Applied liberal amounts of lube and I tried to do 5 sec strokes. I'm uncircumcised, but I don't roll back my foreskin. I just stop below my glans, draw the blood back with my other hand and push. I did that for another 10 mins. My EQ was all over the place. At the start, I could stay around 40%. Sometimes it would drop to 0%. I tried putting cock ring and even with that I could only get to 60%. I continued doing my thing, pushing the blood as best as I could. After that 10 mins, I switched to V jelqs for 5 mins.

I wanted to edge and balloon but even with the cock ring I could not get an erection going. Gave up after 3 mins. Besides, that would have been a lot of work for a 1st time session.

Total time: 33 mins

Kegels: Minuteman DO routine, level 0.1. Started with 10 of each. Easy

PIs: - Penis looked plump and engorged during my session but it didn't stay like that afterwards.

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Day 2(August 28th 2020)

Morning wood: No
EQ: Non-existant

Second day being back at it. With my current schedule, I can only Jelq before sleeping, which is what I did. Warmed up with towel for 10 mins. Did my stretches. The not so fun part came when I started jelqing. I would say my EQ was no higher than 20%. I could sense the blood being pushed but I remained firmly...flaccid. I only managed to get to 70% for a few secs, near the end of my session.

I'm a bit distraught, but I know it's probably not completely physical. I feel a bit depressed I guess. Missing my ex and not getting any IOI from the ladies, I've decided to just give up for a while, making me even lonelier.

As for the physical side, I'm cutting porn and masturbation. Not horny enough for it anyways.

PIs: Plump flaccid for around 5 mins

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Day 3 (August 31st, 2020)

Morning wood: No
EQ: Slight hope?

Weekends off when doing JP90 so here I am. Started with my usual 10 mins warmup+ 5 mins of stretching. Still the same situation: Can't sense any life from my dick, to the point where I'm thinking if I had a live woman in front of me, it would be a 50% chance of me getting it up. I know it's normal when you cut porn. Called the flatline. It's my brain trying to recover from the massive spikes of dopamine from porn. Still a bit distressing but it will pass eventually. Just hope that not being able to get hard won't affect my jelqing too much . Not all is hopeless though. I was distracted for a moment and started reminiscing about a past ex. Result: I got hard! And it stayed for around a minute.

Moving from the stretching, I started jelqing. Completely flaccid again. Jelq, jelq, jelq. I get distracted again and my thoughts wander, this time my last gf. As a result I got hard yet again, maybe around 60% EQ. I continued jelqing with my boner and it felt quite different, enjoyable even. But not in an erotic way. More like sensuous. Like I was enjoying the feeling of the jelq. Because I was pushing blood, I was able to hover around 40-80% EQ for a bit before eventually returning to flaccid.

PIs: Plump flaccid

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Day 4(September 1st, 2020)

Morning wood: No
EQ: Getting better but still sporadic

(Minuteman DO in the morning)

The most important part of creating habits is the beginning. If you can last the 21 days, you'll be ok. Tonight, I didn't feel like jelqing. But I thought about it. What would I have done better with those 30 mins? Sleep an extra 30 mins? Waste 30 mins on youtube? Or would I rather use that 30 mins to have a huge schlong that makes women walk funny? No brainer!

10 mins warm up. 5 mins stretching. During warmup, I got a random boner that lasted pretty much the whole warm up. That was nice. Got a bit in the way during stretching but that's ok. My dick is still alive! I can't wait to start doing more intense stuff like horse bends and ulis. But patience is the name of the game.

Then came the 10 mins of jelqing. I was never fully flaccid, always hovering around 20-50% which is where I want to be. Good. After that, 5 mins of V Jelq. Nice and easy. Glad I stayed disciplined. I was stressed but focusing on my routine improved my mood. I suppose it's the calm and quiet while forgetting everything else.

PIs: Plump flaccid.

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Day 5(September 2nd, 2020)

Morning wood: No
EQ: 0%

Just another day at the shop, sharpening my sword. 10 mins warm up, 5 mins stretch. 10 mins Jelq, 5 mins V jelq. EQ was null; no boners spotted at all. If it wasn't for the slightly plump flaccid, I could have sworn I wasn't doing anything. Some days are like that. I bought some silicon based lube, since I was running out and I wanted to try while I was at it. Quite different from water based. Not very slippery, which doesn't help with jelqing. I'll try some more before deciding if I"ll keep it. Going to do my kegels before bed.

PIs: Plump flaccid.

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Day 6 (September 3rd, 2020)

Morning wood: Yes
EQ: Used some help

About morning wood: It's weird, when I wake lately I don't have morning wood(or maybe I don't remember), but this morning I had to pee around 2AM. To my surprise, when I woke up, I was at full mast and it lasted for quite a while before subsiding. Nice surprise

Another night of jelqing. 10 mins warm up, got a phone call right in the middle which distracted me(grr) but still managed to finish that. 10 mins jelq. I caved in and tried using cock ring to maintain erection. It didn't work until I used some mental imagery as well. With the natural pump movement from jelq, I was able to get around 80% EQ, quite hard. More jelqing and I was at 100%. Experimented with jelqing in that state, felt quite satisfying. 5 mins V jelq afterwards

I caved again to temptation. This time in the form of a bit of edging and ballooning. Ballooning + cock ring gave me my best erection in months. Hard and veiny, I continued to balloon for a few extra minutes before removing the cock ring and resuming. I added edging to the mix. I do this thing where I'm playing with the underside of my glans during each stroke. Playing with a sensitive spot makes it, well, less sensitive. Great session overall, I edged for about 10 mins. I don't want to become reliant on cock ring though.

Total time: 40 mins.

PIs: Plump flaccid
Penis feels a bit sore

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Day 7 (September 4th, 2020)

Morning wood: Yes

Taking a break for tonight, not feeling that hot

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Day 8( September 7th, 2020)

Morning wood: Yes
EQ: Good

Back on the grind after weekend break. I had sex Saturday and holy heck was it good. I never got sucked off like that. Besides that, I know that my dick works, and pretty well at that! 3 rounds, 3 hours. Still not watching porn, I don't see the need to, when it pales in comparison of reality.

Anyhoo, my usual routine: 10 mins warm up, 5 mins stretch, 10 mins jelq, 10 mins V jelq. I used the cock ring. I'm using my phone, but got distracted by notifications, I need more focus. I've saved 200$ for my bathmate so far. In about a month and half, I'll be able to order one from the X series. Can't wait. EQ during session was ok. Fully hard at the start, but more like 30% by the end. Still pretty plump flaccid though. Time to do my kegels, peace out.

PIs: Plump flaccid