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[kingpole Retired ModeratorPEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close kingpole]

Definetly look bigger than 6.25! Nice unit.

He looks 7" to me.

[PESG Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close PESG]

Wow Aaron, you are making such good progress. Great gains! Didn't I tell you?

Nice pics too. You definitely look bigger than 6.25". I agree with Kingpole, only I would stretch it out to 7.25". Nice unit. Keep up the good work.

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Keep on saying I'm bigger and maybe it will happen, haha. Yes, I was not measuring well enough and my erection sucked the other night. My apologies for that. After my PE session today I tried again with a new ruler and some pretty darn good wood. BPEL is 6.5" exactly. WOO HOO. If I get super super super hard, then it goes a bit past that. I'm pressing as far down as I can. I wish I was 7" but it just isn't (yet).

Below is a much better measurement pic showing my gains. It looks to me that there is just a 1/2" fat pad there.
http://aj.hayport.com/help/newmeasure.jpg

Below is another pic showing my fat pad. It seems like there's a lot there but some of it is bone too. At this angle it looks like I'm thicker at the base. I should attempt to correct that.
http://aj.hayport.com/help/sideview.jpg

So, needless to say I was a dork when I measured before. Sorry about that... Hopefully, now, this gives a better representation of what I really do measure. I'm thinking my 7" goal by the end of the year might be met sooner. However, that is still my short term goal by the end of the year. I'm going to keep this routine up until the end of my 90 days (beginning of May) and see if I'll modify it. I still wonder about the length of my jelqing but I don't have any negative PI's... other than still no morning wood and my usual lack of sex drive.

Well thanks guys on the congrats on my gains! This is truely an awesome and rewarding journey.

Aaron

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So I'm not sure what to do now. I thought of posting this in my EQ thread but I'm going to just post here to keep everything together.

Routine Update:
I finally nailed a routine I believe will work great. I cut out the extra 5 minutes of the wet jelq I do between my stretches but kept the 30 minute jelq for EQ. Yesterdays workout was superb. I seemed very plump. I won't measure for a while again but I'm hoping things work here.

Health Update:
Over the last week, I saw four specialists. One for lungs, one for sleep, one for my POTS/autonomic system and then a urologist today. I may have a bunch of other junk wrong including athsma and sleep apnea. I had a sleep test last Saturday and I will get the results soon. I'm not going to do well with the results since I don't remember falling asleep. My POTS specialists flat out told me I'm doing too much during the day causing stress. In addition, the simple fact of living where I am may cause stress, if not just my job. His suggestion: "GET OUT! MOVE!" Funny that this is what I've been trying to do for about a year now - just haven't been able to find a job. He also referred me a to a urologist because I brought up erection problems.

Erection Update:
I attempted holding off at ejaculating for two weeks. Well, yesterday was a very bad day and I fell into the temptation after my workout to relieve stress. Things were just a little better but I still get soft very easily. I lasted one week and I didn't notice a change in EQ for waiting.

Today I had my appointment with a new urologist. I told him all of my concerns. He sees patients with autonomic disorders and ED is a common problem with all of them. Guess what... I officially have ED. Yes, I can get hard - my pictures prove that. However, they're not 100% and never were. Even if the get up (percentage wise), they fall back down to 20% right away. He explained to me that there are four factors in getting an erection. They involve blood flow, maintaining the blood in the penis (causing it to be hard), stimulation and the brain. He explained to me that 3 of the 4 work for me. The part that doesn't work right is the brain function. The autonomic system controls many aspects of a persons body including sexual arousal. More info: Autonomic nervous system - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia. The nerves in the system send signals to places in your body telling it to do stuff. An example. You're hot. You start to sweat to cool yourself off. Well for me, I rarely sweat because something doesn't work right. Another example. Tear production. Your eyes sometimes need natural moistening. I constantly have dry eyes and carry drops with me everywhere. This probably explains my precum issue. I do not produce it. I never have and beleive I never will. According to my doctor, the autonomic system and erections work like this. I hope I explain this right... I had so much info thrown at me today about this. Your penis feels stimulation. Sensors say "Brain, I need blood. Send it on down." The brain then starts to pump the blood and therefore you get an erection. Sensors also realize if you keep the stimulation going they will say "Brain, keep the blood flow going to keep the penis erect." The autonomic system controls these responses that the brain is being asked of. In normal people it works great. For me, like the sweat and tear production problem, I have problems with erections - hence I have ED.

Now, he told me about all the treatments. There are three pills and he gave me trials. In addition there are shots and/or surgery. He said I'd probably opt out of surgery or waiting needles stuck in my dick. Not fun or even necessary at my age (hopefully). I told him that I don't want to have to rely on these medications. I'm 22, I should be able to get hard easily and maintain it. Well, he said with the health condition, I need some help. He said that there is nothing else. There is no exercise he can tell me to do.

A couple things. One, I feel like crap. I walked out of the hospital and I will honestly say that I started crying. This lasted until I was almost back to work. I don't care that I admitted this. I mean, deep down this hurts me. I cannot begin to describe the amount of times I missed out on activities, events or just life because of this medical problem. I'm sorry if I sound weak or a sissy but .... nevermind. Two, I also feel that I will rely on these pills forever. He mentioned I might not have to, but who are we kidding. Moreover, I am a virgin. I choose to be now for the ED issue and that I'm not one to sleep around. Basically, I'm taking the pills to masturbate. I think that's sad. I mentioned that to the docter and he said it isn't sad. I still can't help but feel this way. At this point, I could care less about sex or even finding a gf. I HATE having this attitude. The fact that I'm here and typed novel after novel in my posts shows that I am very determined to solve (or at least help) the problem.

Well, I'm not sure if I was out of line posting this in my update thread. It's not a true update, more of a general health update I suppose. I'm still going to do my exercises as I think they help EQ, but for sure are helping me gain size wise.

Thanks.

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A new day. Well, I tried a pill last night and I didn't notice a huge change but there was a difference. I got a headache and felt a little foggy too. I don't want to have to take these. I'm going to try so hard to make things better on my own. I appreciate all of your support guys... I CAN DO THIS!! - NO ED PILLS!