The AP90 (Anti-Porn)

[Samurai Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Samurai]

Tharros wrote a few hours ago that BigAl said you must ejaculate after edging. BigAl told me the same thing and that it is silly not to cum after edging as the semen will retroejaculate back into your bladder anyway and you will urinate the semen out. This is wrong. It can happen but it isn't definite. I knew this wasn't true because I tested my urine(peeing into a plastic bottle) after edging and there was no semen in it. Also after a week of edging without cuming, my load was far greater than normal when I finally did ejaculate.

I'm on Day7 of no porn or masturbation.
This morning was hardest erection yet. I play with myself a little and kept an 80% erection for maybe 15 mins. This is good for me as i usually lost any morning wood soon after I awoke. Today has been my horniest feel so far though. I feel like emptying my sack. Feels good though, I feel like more of a hunter/ravager today.

[ManWithPlan Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close ManWithPlan]

Didn't mean to step on people's toes. I apologize if my previous post offended you.

So let me clarify what I meant of not masturbating. I guess I was a little vague in my previous post.

To mind you, BigAl & those gurus are not porn addicts. They didn't have an incredibly strong addiction to fight.

There are the normal mild porn users and there are those heavy porn addicts.

For these normal people, masturbate/edge as you will. If you are not having frequent sex, surely masturbation is a nice alternative. For you normal people (as opposed to porn addicts), you were not the target audience of my previous post. Do whatever you want, as long as it makes you happy. I don't care.

Now, it's a bit different for the heavy porn addicts. I am not going to tell you what makes a person a porn addicts, because I believe all the addicts clearly know that they are addicted. For those of you, yes, edging is good, but do you have the ability to differentiate masturbating & edging? Does your brain knows how they are different? Probably not. See, years of heavy porn uses has established strong links (brain path-way) between masturbating and porn usage. It's very hard to separate them at the beginning of the fight. By masturbating, you are re-enforcing your "porn feels so good" mentality. It only makes it a lot harder to get rid of porn.

Ok, now you say Edging is not masturbating. True, it is not. But as I said, at this stage, your brain won't be able to tell the difference. Again, I am only talking about the heavy porn addicts here. (For those of you who are just mild porn users and have no addiction, please just ignore this). That's why I strongly recommend no masturbation for the first few months during your fight against porn addiction. Seriously, how bad do you want to get rid of this addiction? If you keep finding excuses for yourself, then you probably don't want it bad enough. You will NOT die from not masturbating in 90 days (also, you ejaculate during sex don't you? and there are also wet dreams. so you still ejaculate, just not via masturbating).

And I am NOT asking you to stop masturbation for your life, I am simply saying don't do it for a mere of 90 days. Is that too long compare to your life long addiction?

Again, this is only meant for the heavy porn addicts who Really wants to get rid of their addictions. If you are not one of these people, you are probably going to be fine doing AP90 while masturbating. So please ignore this post. And remember, everyone is in a different situation, you have to judge for yourself. For example, somebody said he does phone sex with his girl. Obviously that's totally fine. You are in a healthy relationship, you are interacting with each other.

Also, this is not a discussion of whether masturbation is good for you. This is related to porn addiction, and the reason I bring up masturbation is because it's an essential factor in porn addictions. (how many people watch porn and don't masturbate?). The ultimate goal of AP90 is no porn, not no masturbation. It's just that masturbation along the way makes it a lot harder to reach that no porn destination.


And for the love of god, if you are not a heavy porn addict. Don't get all mad at me, just ignore this post. It's not for you.

[rocco_rondo Member Find all posts View Profile Close rocco_rondo]

· Day 2: Last night when i was trying to sleep suddenly sexy thoughts came to my mind. While i was trying to think something else my penis became to get hard, so i did a little experiment and instead of avoid the sexy thoughts i "boosted" them, i was hard like for 5 - 7 MINUTES!!!(80 - 85%) it was amazing, i have never felt so powerful sexually. The bad part is that i could not fall asleep because of this "energy" and i was so tired that in the morning i did not hear the clock alarm, so i missed one class (university). I didn't wake up with a morning wood anyways, but the last night boner gave me an extra boost to achieve this goal!

Also, this is not a discussion of whether masturbation is good for you. This is related to porn addiction, and the reason I bring up masturbation is because it's an essential factor in porn addictions. (how many people watch porn and don't masturbate?). The ultimate goal of AP90 is no porn, not no masturbation. It's just that masturbation along the way makes it a lot harder to reach that no porn destination.

THIS!!

[SkinnyPiece Member Find all posts View Profile Close SkinnyPiece]

I don't know how many days I've been on, all i know-1 Day from the intial start date.
I have to say im very pleased having startered this.. after several past attempts with my girlfriend i had difficulties with my erection hardness etc

The results, Stronger erections around girlfriend and Ultimately loss of my virginity yesterday.

My conclusion personally ---> too many PMO's and too much masturbation(have to admit i did ejaculate many times from edging though)
Have to agree with ManWithPlan, if your a heavy porn addict take the man's advice! it wont do you bad will it? so whats the problem..?

Proud AP-90 member!
-SP

[closed008 Banned Find all posts View Profile Close closed008]

Day 13: Couple erections last night, one that woke me (though my bladder was full which definitely stimulates an erection). More stretching this morning. Stroked myself for a few minutes after to take a measurement.

[BTBrian Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close BTBrian]

When you ejaculate in you edging sesions do you let you semen out or you keep it? when i edge i ejaculate and keep it inside. If you have any document or link about the info you are telling us, it would be very helpful to us. good night.

Uh ejaculating is letting the spermies out. You can't ejaculate and keep it inside. I think you mean you orgasm but don't ejaculate. Not ejaculating enough is a big no no guys. It's especially unhealthy to bring yourself to max arousal and then never ejaculate. CaptainJohnson on here just got prostatis from doing that.

[TheSperminator Member of the Month Oct 12 Find all posts View Profile Close TheSperminator]

Gentlemen, I'm back! Had to do a last minute job so I couldn't post my progress yesterday.

Day 20:
Well, I have outlasted you brainsick! I know you are going to kick porn's @$$ now!

Day 21: Its all good!

Day 3

haha i know man, well done. 21 days already .. amazing keep it up. Who will reach 90 days first? haha

+ day 3 dick isn't very active, balls don't feel full .. few more days and this should be better.

grtz

[ThomasJohnThomas Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close ThomasJohnThomas]

Answer 2 hahahaha i'm gonna do this w/out masturbation!!. Totally agree @Cockadoodle, you don't have to ejaculate whilst masturbating, there's no need of that.

Well, if you want to stay healthy, there actually is a need for that.

[rocco_rondo Member Find all posts View Profile Close rocco_rondo]

Well, if you want to stay healthy, there actually is a need for that.

so... could you explain this to us please? give us some papers or something? greetings.

[jelqman Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close jelqman]

So after a horribly depressed weekend, I'm feeling MUCH better today. Didn't get any morning wood today, but I noticed that I felt an almost orgasmic feeling today centered around my balls, and this was without any dirty thoughts (hell, I was doing school work at the time)! My dick didn't get hard, and it just lasted for about 10-15 seconds. It was almost like a tingly feeling, but it felt really good. Has this ever happened to anyone else?

[bobbo Member Find all posts View Profile Close bobbo]

Just erased some porn I had saved on a thumb drive. It was tempting to peek, or even to just not erase it, but I did and even though porn is still (and will always be) a few clicks away, I'm happy I erased it.

Day 4 is not over so no report yet!

[Cockadoodle Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Cockadoodle]

Day 22: Didn't sleep much last night, but still felt positive throughuout the day!

Nameless reporter: Mr. Manning! You have just won the Superbowl! What are you going to do next?

Eli Manning: I'm going to stop watching porn!

Watch this if you don't understand the reference.
YouTube - Eli Manning - "I'm going to Disney World!"

[Tharros Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Tharros]

@ ManWithPlan - Ok gotcha Well I don't have a serious addiction. May be I use to, but for the last year or so I probably only watched porn once every one or two weeks. But now I aim to go completely clean.

Day 2 for me.

[bobbo Member Find all posts View Profile Close bobbo]

DAY 4

Today was a little tougher, I was pretty horny. I went running outside and when I got back home, I was alone and naked for a while. I was just doing things here and there and I started playing with my penis, not thinking about anything. Felt nice, but I stopped because I didn't want to go to far.

Today a bit of a clean-up day in the house(physical and electronical). So I cleaned my usb drives and removed porn that was on one of them. Remembering what was on it made it tempting to peek, but I resisted and deleted everything. This is exactly the feeling I am trying to fight because I KNOW of all the bad things that happen after masturbating to porn, yet that part of my brain seems to be blocked when porn arouses me. I have to make a conscious effort to remind myself that porn is not good for me.

[Drummer19 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Drummer19]

Good job bobbo! That must have been difficult!