allstar's challange.

[allstar Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close allstar]

I had some hope-breaker events, heard lots of things from girls. I used to be a confidence guy before university. After this kind of things I become a non-eye contact-guy. Have serious anixety and porn and masturbation based erection problems (maybe organic dont know), premature ejaculation and size matters. Fortunately I have a girlfriend which is an angel.

I started anti porn days and will start to anti masturbation soon (after some measurements). But living with my girlfriend and I don't know that to do. How will workout, how will stick with anti porn-masturbation-sex.

The sizes is not seem as written. My erected lenght seems nowhere near 6", actually I can get rockhard rarely in intercourse or for a short time. Maybe it seems small because of not being 8-10 / 10 all the time. I can get rock hard erected long time with tadalafil based pills like cialis, longis. didnt try viagra or somefin based sildenafil.

Did try only ginseng-doesnt work for me.

Only Arginine daily 1000mg-doesnt work either. (dont want to make you prejudiced because at that time I live with my gf 7/24 same workplace same house same things no friends around etc.

I have nearly 20-30-40 min refractory period, the second and third etc. EQ going down like 8-7-7-6 with each time.
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I realised that the only thing you can be good at sex is "confidence" not the viagra or cialis or the fucking pills.. I think confidence is such a thing which comes inside but everyone has potential and everyone can squirt that potential to earth one day... When I heard that words from my gf "you fuck really well indeed, but you are very obsessed about sex, power etc.", at that boost, I fucked her with 9-10 EQ with "any refractory period" for 4 times. fucks sake. It was georgeus for me. It is the only time I can go intercourse with a row without refractory (I never know that I did even 2 series). But after that, MY fucking brain thought like this "why can't I do it all the time, why I am such an idiot, what is the problem with me, why I dont feel that power everytime? sure there is a problem" instead of "Yeah I'm fucking king of humanity, there is nothing stronger than me".

I read lots of things for about 1 month before I workout. I know something. And you know guys, brain is the whole problem. Yoga meditaions or something like bullshit can be very effective about this situation, maybe hypnotheraphy can help as well.
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Anyway, I am starting /////my goals for 3/6 months with a good training and supplements. (the measurements are the highest points of my scales in last 3 days)
BPFSL: 170mm / 6,7"/////7,3"
BPEL : 159mm / 6,2"/////7,0"
EL: 144mm / 5,6"/////6,5"( stabilised EQ)
FL : 80-90mm / 3,5"/////5"
BPFL : 90-105mm / 4,1"/////
EG (mid): 131mm / 5,1"/////5,4"
EG(base): 127mm / 5,0"/////
FG (mid): 90-95mm / 3,6"/////
FG (base): 100-105mm / 4,0"/////
Volume: 165-170cm^3///// 230-240 cm^3

I don't want to be huge. It will be very good scales for me. I think the only matter is EQ.

I should do something to get used to JP90 for 1 week pre training sessions. 2 workdays 1 rest. (some guys working like crazy. Look guys, the muscles and all the other units in body do nothing during working. It cures, It gets bigger when rest. So rest well.)

Kegels during day.

10-15 min hot towel.
JP90 sessions strech and jelq 30-40 min.
Edging for 15-25min (very tiny-little ulis, clamps, horse squizes or this kind of advanced trainings included during edging session)
10min hot towel. A slap to the unit. Finish.

The most important thing is that I have very little glans. Do you know something to make it bigger? Or will it get bigger just together with my unit? I heard that testosteron makes it bigger. Is that real? I should check my testo up.

MY unit has no any kind of vein too. I want some veins to make it a real soldier, for this if you know something about big veins, let me know. I will use erosets vein oil I hope it works.

For now, its enough. hope to see you with some improvements about 2 weeks later. I should work hard, eat hard, rest hard.

Good luck for all of us.

[CUSP82 Administrator Admin of the Month Dec 2014PEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close CUSP82]

Good luck in your pursuit!

[allstar Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close allstar]

I didn't see any gain in one week.

First Dry Orgasm yesterday night.

After a 20 min edging, I tried and orgasm without ejaculation, I go to the toilet see what happens and the urine was clear.

Does it mean that my kegels are strong? With PE I realised that I was using my kegels all the time to get hard (even if it is kegelled, it is max 7-8-9 EQ 9 is rarely), when I dont use kegels, my glans are deflating, I dont know what to do. At my whole life I have used kegels, it sucks realising it now. I think I have to learn not to use kegels all the time. I should relax.

After dry orgasm, I couldn't maintain erection, glans lost its sense and erection suddenly gone. My whole body clenched during orgasm, I know it shouldnt be like this but worth to try. I need refractory period and dont know what to do about it.

anyway, if you know someone like this, please help me about always kegeling situation.

[popol5169 Senior Member Member of the Month Nov 2014 Find all posts View Profile Close popol5169]

Congratulation on your first DO, what you want is find out more about reverse kegels! You can look over the premature ejaculation forum to find informations on it.
Apparently it's normal for the first few DO to be followed by a loss of erection, since the brain is still not accustomed to them.
Could you count how many kegel spasms you had during your DO?

[allstar Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close allstar]

Congratulation on your first DO, what you want is find out more about reverse kegels! You can look over the premature ejaculation forum to find informations on it.
Apparently it's normal for the first few DO to be followed by a loss of erection, since the brain is still not accustomed to them.
Could you count how many kegel spasms you had during your DO?

Thx Bro. I tried 2 times, first one i had spasms 6 7 times I think... Never thought about counting it, but this night I will count. The second one is less. more about 3 or 4 spasms... but at the second try, I thought that was pass, free my kegels and a spasm came suddenly small amount of semen came out.

[popol5169 Senior Member Member of the Month Nov 2014 Find all posts View Profile Close popol5169]

I think 6-7 spasms means you've not successfully stopped the ejaculatin (basically you've retro ejaculated), whereas with 3 you may very well have succeeded, anyway I'm not an expert and oyu should seek the advices of Pegasus and Minuteman, look at their threads or send them PM if you need help, I reckon they're always helpful!

[allstar Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close allstar]

I am suspecting that I have Venous Leakage which is impossible to cure, I will go to an Urologist to check in a doppler.

Where I get this suspection?

-My glans are not full and it is tiny and soft unless cleching my kegels during masturbation.
-My erection is lost in 3-5 seconds after stop stimulation / changing position / laying in bad.
-I have my last rock hard erection 2 3 months ago at a morning with my gf. I dont have morning woods last 2 3 years. (26 Y.O.)
-I cant get an erection without physical stimulation.

I hope there is not, but I really sucked up and I am really humiliating myself. Is this causing by "willing a god power" or just an organic reason, I dont know.

[popol5169 Senior Member Member of the Month Nov 2014 Find all posts View Profile Close popol5169]

Mmh it could be low erection quality and a brain used to have erection through physical stimulation , porn etc...
But it also could be what you said so you probably go check it to erase any doubts on the matter.

You might want to have a look at this thread https://www.pegym.com/forums/penile-...-cures-11.html