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Progress - Post Surgery
Hey everyone, as some of you already know, I suffered from something called a "Hypospadious" on my penis. What that is, is it's a fistula (a small through and through opening on your penis in which bacteria and what not left behind from urinating or masturbating). I underwent surgery when I was just a baby because that's when obviously the most logical reason to do it is.
Anyways, down the road and as I developed and got older, I noticed my penis looked SLIGHTLY different than others I had seen in porn or locker rooms. It made me awfully insecure and depressed about it, also because I felt like my size wasn't ever good enough. I then went into surgery about a year ago for the first time in 20 years. I didn't know what to expect, but it turned out just fine. The aftermath of the first surgery though, was horrendous. I wore a catheter that was attached to my bladder and I had to strap a bag to my upper thigh so if I wanted to go mobile, I could. Waking up with morning wood didn't help at all either. It simply stretched and pulled the catheter in and out of my urethra when I slept. So when I would wake up, you can already guess, I would wake up in the most excruciating pain ever. That lasted about 5 months. So, before any of you complain because you're trying to abstain from masturbating for a week or two to see what it does for you, give me a break. If I can do 6 months + without it, you can do a week or two. Jesus Christ..
Anyways, back on topic. I went in 4 months after my first surgery for a follow up visit. Upon that visit, the Doc discovered two more small dimples/fistulas. I would need another surgery. To make a long story short for this one, surgery went MUCH better than the first. The aftermath wasn't nearly as bad because I didn't have to wear a catheter. Thank God. Healing time for this one, meaning ABSOLUTELY no touching of the penis in a arousing way what so ever, 3 months.
Now, I went in for another follow up visit. We discovered MORE dimples that had opened up due to the pressure of the pee coming out. That surgery was scheduled for yesterday, March 27th. I'm on my first day of recovery and it's been hell on earth. The first couple of times I peed after the surgery, imagine millions of microscopic shards of glass that are coated in acid, flowing through your urethra as you try to pee. It's horrible. I've been fighting it though and just pushing through it. I'm praying this will be the last surgery, for my sake and my families. They're paying for all of it. I couldn't be any more blessed. But, I hope to make a quick recovery. For now though, I have a plastic wrap type deal around my penis, along with some gauze pads taped around it. It's a little heavy, so it's actually weighing my dick down. Maybe I could come out with a longer length after this? Just a thought, ha ha.
Anyways, thanks for reading if you did thus far. I plan on updating this every 3-7 days.
Take it easy,
Thirdeye
Anyways, down the road and as I developed and got older, I noticed my penis looked SLIGHTLY different than others I had seen in porn or locker rooms. It made me awfully insecure and depressed about it, also because I felt like my size wasn't ever good enough. I then went into surgery about a year ago for the first time in 20 years. I didn't know what to expect, but it turned out just fine. The aftermath of the first surgery though, was horrendous. I wore a catheter that was attached to my bladder and I had to strap a bag to my upper thigh so if I wanted to go mobile, I could. Waking up with morning wood didn't help at all either. It simply stretched and pulled the catheter in and out of my urethra when I slept. So when I would wake up, you can already guess, I would wake up in the most excruciating pain ever. That lasted about 5 months. So, before any of you complain because you're trying to abstain from masturbating for a week or two to see what it does for you, give me a break. If I can do 6 months + without it, you can do a week or two. Jesus Christ..
Anyways, back on topic. I went in 4 months after my first surgery for a follow up visit. Upon that visit, the Doc discovered two more small dimples/fistulas. I would need another surgery. To make a long story short for this one, surgery went MUCH better than the first. The aftermath wasn't nearly as bad because I didn't have to wear a catheter. Thank God. Healing time for this one, meaning ABSOLUTELY no touching of the penis in a arousing way what so ever, 3 months.
Now, I went in for another follow up visit. We discovered MORE dimples that had opened up due to the pressure of the pee coming out. That surgery was scheduled for yesterday, March 27th. I'm on my first day of recovery and it's been hell on earth. The first couple of times I peed after the surgery, imagine millions of microscopic shards of glass that are coated in acid, flowing through your urethra as you try to pee. It's horrible. I've been fighting it though and just pushing through it. I'm praying this will be the last surgery, for my sake and my families. They're paying for all of it. I couldn't be any more blessed. But, I hope to make a quick recovery. For now though, I have a plastic wrap type deal around my penis, along with some gauze pads taped around it. It's a little heavy, so it's actually weighing my dick down. Maybe I could come out with a longer length after this? Just a thought, ha ha.
Anyways, thanks for reading if you did thus far. I plan on updating this every 3-7 days.
Take it easy,
Thirdeye
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