Marshmallow's Journey

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I have already introduced myself in the newbie thread so I wont be doing that again.
I have recently started Peing... I think it was 4th November (2009 obviously)
I am starting this thread for people that, like me, have also just started and want to share/discuss their journey. Although, it might be encouraging to hear success stories, the fact that you are so many sessions away from seeing gains on your own tool make me a bit pessimistic about my dedication if I am not to gain fast.
So I hoped that with this thread, we could encourage each other as new starters and comment on gains if we manage any!!

For the record my stats are:

NBPEL: 5'5''
EG: 5"

Short term goal: NPBEL 6'' EG 5'5''
Long term goal: NPBEL 7'' EG 6'-6'5''
Are you nuts goal: NPBEL 9'' EG 7'' (who are we supposed to please with that?)

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Today, I will complete my first week using JonPop's routine. Whether, it is effective or not, time will tell.
The one thing I know is that of all the things I have tried, its the only thing that doesn't make my penis sore. For the record, I tried the Jet extender, Pills, Jelq Device, and PEing...with no success.
If I go by the positive, so far my penis stays slightly thicker throughout the day which apparently is a good sign.
In terms of gains, there's obviously no gains. I mean, I don't think, cause I haven't measures, and I won't measure up until a month has passed at the very least.
When I Pe'ed a couple of years back, I was measuring a few times a day, and not seeing fast gains hindered my motivation and belief in all this.
Its not uncommon to read of people that have gained a lot in a matter of weeks and you want to be one of them. Its better to believe that the journey will be long though...If I gain, that .5" before the end of year, I will consider it an accomplishment!!
Ok, my warm up is over. Time to start stretching...

[Elias Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Elias]

Welcome marshmallow!

I am also new in Peing. I will be reading your progress log so remember to keep on posting. If you're interested, I have my log here too. It's full of long and detailed postings.

Good luck with your beginner's routine! Cheers!

[PESG Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close PESG]

marshmallow, Good luck with your PE journey. I moved your thread to the "Progress Log" section so you can keep on updating. Good P.I.s to start with!

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hi Elias!
I have checked your log. Seems like you have gained already right? fantastic. I am still to know what that feels like!! But I ll get there for sure.
I am not going to measure anytime soon cause I know in my case it has a negative effect: discouragement. Once a month is probably more than enough!!

PS: Thanks for moving the thread to where it belongs! Any chance I can change the the thread's name btw?

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What do you want the name to be?

[marshmallow Member Find all posts View Profile Close marshmallow]

"Marshmallow's journey"
That's more inspiring I think.
Thanks

[PESG Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close PESG]

Done

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THANKS PESG!!

Today was supposed to be my first day off since I started JP's routine, but I thought there wouldn't be any harm in doing at least the stretches in the shower... so I did. I don't know if that's a good idea, but I'll be doing that in all of my days off...

Also, I have come across a website where you can visualize your penis at different lengths and even compare it to Porn stars. The truth is that although you see obvious differences between your starting size and your dream goal (in my case, 7" or 8" by 6"), you can't help but think if the idea of penis enlargement is just plain male obsession... I mean, right now I'd give anything to be on the 6" mark in length, but then I think; why on earth is an extra .5" so important to me? would a girl really notice? visually or in her? I doubt it!!
Still there's no way I am quitting this. The proof is that I got myself a ruler today!!

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THANKS PESG!!

Today was supposed to be my first day off since I started JP's routine, but I thought there wouldn't be any harm in doing at least the stretches in the shower... so I did. I don't know if that's a good idea, but I'll be doing that in all of my days off...

Also, I have come across a website where you can visualize your penis at different lengths and even compare it to Porn stars. The truth is that although you see obvious differences between your starting size and your dream goal (in my case, 7" or 8" by 6"), you can't help but think if the idea of penis enlargement is just plain male obsession... I mean, right now I'd give anything to be on the 6" mark in length, but then I think; why on earth is an extra .5" so important to me? would a girl really notice? visually or in her? I doubt it!!
Still there's no way I am quitting this. The proof is that I got myself a ruler today!!

A little extra stretching won't hurt. In fact, it's somewhat encouraged. Just don't go overboard. Your days off are designed to let your penis rest and grow.

Most women have no idea how to interpret size. They see a 6.5" dick and they think it's 9". I think more are interested in how you use it moreso than how big it is.

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Ok!! today was rest day...I didn't do the stretches either...
but I did have time to take some meaningful measurements...
I would say that NBPEL stats are going to be too unreliable...I never know whether I push the ruler too far down or too far up.
So I have taken measurements Bone pressed...
BPEL: 6'3" (I should be adding an extra .1' or .2'' cause the ruler doesn't start at 0 but for measuring purposes, it's better this way)
Which now means, that If at full erection and with the ruler resting on my beautiful penis and against my bone, I am anything bigger than 6'3'' or 16 cms...I will have gained...
I haven't checked girth cause not that interested right now... length is the priority!

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Today, I am back in training. And really looking forward to it. I cant help but feel like I don't need 2 days rest but if people who know best say so...
I ll be doing my exercises later on this evening (morning here).

Been reading LOADS of post here and one thing I noticed. There's a considerable amount of people who are doing Pe although they have a considerably larger than average penis! I mean why? what's the point really? If I had a 8*6 or more I wouldn't spend a second on PE, I would concentrate on banging a little more... anyway...time will tell if I become like them...I hope not!

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Got to do my 1st session of the second week with JP' routine... I added a little edging at the end. And I am saying a little because I could not hold too long. I think my pc muscle could have handled much more, but the pleasure was too much to ignore.

Anyways, I was wondering if there are signs that tell you, you are on the right track... Doing this stuff on your own always makes me feel like: "hang on, what if I was doing it all wrong and I spent 3 months training for nothing"...I ll just have to wait i guess.
If anyone reads this post, how long does it take to gain something meaningful with JP's routine? When I say meaningful I don't mean an inch, just enough so that you know you have gained when you check with the ruler?
I so want to believe in all this but can't wait to see something that gives me hope that this is not a waste of my time...

[HotRod Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close HotRod]

Marshmallow, how are you? I just wanted to say hi and let you know that your log is great. It's good to see you thinking critically about everything you're trying here.

I think there's a list of positive indicators somewhere on the PE Gym site. You might have a look around in some of the menus.

I started PE in January 2008 and stayed with it for about a couple months, if I remember correctly. I wasn't using JP's routine, in fact I was doing much less and being less consistent than I am now. But still after 2 months I was measuring 1/16th inch gain in length and in girth also. That's not much, but there were other things happening too. My erections were MUCH harder. I saw some evidence of more nocturnal erections (morningwood). I knew a lot more about my body. I was more aware of my sexual power as a man, just from focusing on that region of my body so much. I realized how I feel about my body and how I feel about myself in relationship to the rest of the world are intricately intertwined. PE magnified a lot of stuff that was going on with me. It was also a way for me to examine my behavior in general. This is going to get a little deep if I continue with this, I'm just trying to demonstrate that PE really just ties in with a lot of things about being male and can actually become part of a deep self-exploration and evolution. It's not just about trying to be like that porno-jock with the OH-COME-ON-THAT"S-A-FAKE schlong.

I'm going to just take a moment and do some free writing on this which I'll post on the Gym later. My point is that there's all kinds of things that can happen during PE if you can relate it to the rest of your life.

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Thanks for that HotRod!! I hope to also get some gains in the first 3 months... Something that is enough to not think it s just a measuring mistake.
One thing I d like to ask you or whoever reads this. I have been doing/trying a little edging. Is that something that I must do at the end of JP's routine or can I possibly do it at another time of the day?