iWillGrow's Progress Log

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This is such a great site. I am so glad that I found it!

I’m 19 years old so still very young. Freshman in college and I live alone in an apartment right off campus but in my hometown so I have easy access to home. Great for privacy! I lack a lot of self-confidence about a variety of things which has made me a pretty shy person in public. I’m a virgin but I have had some experience with oral sex and fooling around. I’m pretty shy of my body and penis so that’s one of the main reasons why I stay away from sexual encounters for the most part. But unfortunately, I made a bad decision once when I was 17 to have a blowjob from a girl while she was also sucking off a friend of mine. I noticed he was massively bigger than me and I’ve been somewhat scared from the incident ever since. She spent most of the time sucking on him and that made me feel pretty shitty. I guess it was just a bad move on my part. It is nice to know in a few other blowjobs, girls have told me I had a really nice dick because it gets extremely hard and doesn’t cum too fast. So I guess it hasn’t been all negative. I am thankful that I can get good erections when I want to, I just want them to be bigger!

But it is such a good feeling knowing that I can do something about my penis insecurities. I’ve read the sites about pills and patches and I came close a few times to being suckered in, but thankfully I found the world of manual exercises before. It makes more sense to me. I’m also taking care of another self-confidence problem: my body. I’ve always been a short skinny kid and I want to bulk up with some muscle. So, I started last week hitting the gym with a lot of good compound moves using free weights.

Okay, here are my pre-PE/current stats with my short term goals (3 months?) and long term goals (years away):

Length (Bone-Pressed): 6.188 ----- Short term goal: 6.50 ----- Long term: 7.00
Girth (at the base): 4.125 ----- Short term goal: 4.25 ----- Long term: 5.00
Girth (mid-section): 4.125 ----- Short term goal: 4.25 ----- Long term: 5.00
Girth (just below head): 4.25 ----- Short term goal: 4.50 ----- Long term: 5.00

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I just completed my first newbie routine, Jp’s routine. I am sure there is a big learning curve involved with this but I definitely really enjoyed the routine. Stretching feels really good and jelqing does as well. I had a little problem getting too much of a boner while jelqing, but I just tried to back off when that happened. I think my grip was good and like the one on the video. V-jelqing was very fun too! I like all of this!

12/9/2009

PE workout:
--Warmup for 10 minutes with rice sock
--Stretching in all directions plus circle stretches
--50 jelqs, 50 v-jelqs, 50 jelqs, 50 v-jelqs all together
--Warmdown for 10 minutes with rice sock

I also did my gym workout today (I do them on Monday, Wednesday, Friday – total body workouts for my newbie months) which was: 15 minutes on a bike for warmup, 3x8 Bench press, 3x8 Squats, 3x8 Deadlifts, 3x8 biceps curls, 3x8 triceps extensions.

Supplements today: L-Arginine, Multivitamin, Creatine, Whey protein shake

Life is good and I feel so good about everything right now!