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I'm Spartacus!The name's Tamora...TVR Tamora...with a capital "T".
Lots of living to do yet unseen and a more stories yet untold!Comment
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Done. Good luck with your progress , stay focused.Comment
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Today I had sex and I used a delay condom. I'm trying to just relax and get comfortable again. I had some okay sex and came first, but it didn't really bother me, which is good. I'm trying to just not let it affect me negatively anymore so I can beat the mental aspect of PE while I work on the physical aspect which might take a long while. I just wanted to feel sexual towards my girlfriend again because lately I've been avoiding it, which might be a reason why I have had a difficult time keeping an erection.Comment
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My last week wasn't great. I didn't have time to train all 3 of my days which is pathetic but I'm so busy lately. Also, the front part of my pelvic floor has felt very tight and IKs have been bad all week. I think it's because I drank a lot of water right before bed a couple nights so I was probably holding a kegel in my sleep half the night..
I've also noticed my penis is super sensitive. Is there anything I can do to reduce this? It actually hurts to get a handjob if she goes too high up and is mostly on the head, and also I had sex this week with a delay condom on and when I came, that also hurt.
A good thing I've noticed is that my anxiety isn't as bad, my erections are more consistent, and I haven't seeked porn. (I've seen some naked pictures that were sent to me, but I just glanced at them really and didn't save them so I don't think that actually matters. I didn't ask for them either)
I hope this week I will be able to train 3 or 4 days consistently.Comment
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I had a really good edging session yesterday and a pretty decent one today. During the session today, I was able to withstand a greater speed and even some twists which normally are too much. It was hard to tell if I was having small kegels, and whether or not those are acceptable I'm unsure, but not a lot of hard kegels. I've felt uncomfortably aroused all night since my edging. Hopefully I can calm it down before I edge tomorrow.
My pelvic floor has felt pretty good the last two days, but it definitely started getting tighter again today when I was edging. I'm going to make sure I have it well under control before I train tomorrow.Comment
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Today I started my session feeling pretty good, and I did about a 20-25 min session before ejaculating. I focused on the head a bit more, which really reminded me how sensitive I am. It felt like my dick head was on fire, it didn't feel good at all haha. I tried to not kegel as much as possible during this. It led me to a PONR, but it didn't feel good at all really.. I think I will try to incorporate that in more just to hopefully deal with the sensitivity. My 3 day of this week went great. I think if I can train like this every week, I will make great progress.Comment
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I haven't posted in a while, but I've been working on my edging still. I think I am getting a little better slowly but surely which is all I can ask for.
Last week I got a blowjob and lasted a long time somehow and actually surprised myself. I was very slightly intoxicated and I had ejaculated recently so that might have helped. I have a girl that I am comfortable around enough that I can speak openly about my premature ejaculation which makes me feel a lot less anxiety about it with her. She said she will help me this summer so I will probably just ask her to do the edging for me and eventually work towards good sex.
In the mean time I continue my 3 or 4 day a week training.
I have a STU fleshlight but I don't like using it much because it takes so much lube. I just bought a bunch of lube for cheap though so maybe I'll try it again soon. I might buy a regular fleshlight like the original, wonderwave, or super tight to train because those will take a lot less lube.Comment
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