Back Again! Too much PORN

[psychedelic_behavior Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close psychedelic_behavior]

I was doing great with PE for several months up until the start of June this year.

I stopped PE and started masturbating a tonne (2-3 times a day was not uncommon). And watching porn.

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After noticing significant drop in EQ and overall my Unit is feeling a little sore and overused.

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I’m deciding to get back on the grind of doing the right thing.

The plan is to go 30 days (starting yesterday) with the following rules
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-Masturbating OR cumming maximum once every 48 hours (so every second day).
-No porn, sexual images, sex stories, cyber or phone sex, or any other nonsense
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I’ll also be doing kegals every second day.


If i can get through 30 days I’ll Start PE again.
(Yay picture).


I will also measure today, to see if i’ve lost gains that i had from earlier this year.

[psychedelic_behavior Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close psychedelic_behavior]

Tweaking the rules.
I'm cutting jerking off back to once every 72 hours now.
I feel like that'll be more of a challenge.

[Jackxxx Banned Find all posts View Profile Close Jackxxx]

Even better, just edge.

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

Start PE sooner! Instead of wanking jelq.

[psychedelic_behavior Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close psychedelic_behavior]

Got through to the 3rd day without. Now once every 4 days

I'll start some stretches and jeqls in 4 days. See if i can go without fapping till then

[psychedelic_behavior Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close psychedelic_behavior]

So i screwed up and jerked off on the 2nd and 3rd day off.

http://rsmg.pbsrc.com/albums/v250/Atazure/me.gif~c200

But i didn't cum. So that was good... Anyway.. I guess i'll just get back on the program and forgive myself.

[psychedelic_behavior Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close psychedelic_behavior]

Ah so I couldn't do the 4 days.. I'm thinking of backing it off to every days and go from there.

Furthermore I'm spending too long jetting off and find myself on Internet chat rooms as like a substitute to porn. Like I wasted some serious time yesterday, 5 hours or more.

I guess I'm an extreme example of how addicted someone can get.

BTW I'm on crutches with a fractured foot right now so life is kind of shirty hopping around everywhere, so I guess that isn't helping the problem. But i think main problem is my mental patterns

[psychedelic_behavior Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close psychedelic_behavior]

Every 3 days

[psychedelic_behavior Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close psychedelic_behavior]

Ah i watched porn... Whoops. I guess start those 30 days again!

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

SHAME ON YOU!

[psychedelic_behavior Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close psychedelic_behavior]

yep.

[mistercrowley Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close mistercrowley]

https://www.pegym.com/forums/attachm...id=82022&stc=1

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

Next time you shall get red thingies for watching porn.

[psychedelic_behavior Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close psychedelic_behavior]

Haha, appreciate the feedback. I feel as though i need to have a weaker emotional association with porn, shame is just another emotion to feel towards it. Anyway, liking porn is 100 percent natural, watching it obviously isn't.

[mistercrowley Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close mistercrowley]

Seriously joking. You should try to never feel shame. Awful emotion. Think of porn as the dark side; quicker, easier, more seductive. Stay true to the light young padawan.