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I guess to give you a better understanding of the little situation I find myself in I'm a very open-minded person, optimistic, not jealous or insecure for the most part and am generally overall pretty comfortable with myself I'd like to think.
So moving forward, I've been kind of on and off with my first love/ex of a little over a year. It's after our break up and we still haven't hooked up with anyone else outside of our relationship and are clearly still interested in each other but also clearly need space or time apart. She has always said I'm big, on the bigger side, and really thick (she'd comment on this most) and I'm about 5.5-6" BPE and I'm estimating about 4 3/4"-5" NBPE and about 5.5" EG at the base and 5" or so mid-shaft and glands...? We've been pretty open and discussed previous partners with each other and she's only really had 3 or 4 that counted (had sex or was anything 3rd base or worth while/meaningful etc. etc.) and she said she'd had a fling with a guy who was huge or really big that she estimated was at about 8-9" that apparently wasn't very good in bed... and the main other bf she was with was a bit longer than me but thinner and she much preferred me to him. I've been with many more than she has and more or less really "settled" down with her but there's little comments or things that get said sometimes that really imply certain things to me and strongly make me question my ability in bed with her? I mean am I really satisfying her or is she just with me because I treat her very well and care for her? I've always asked her to be 100% honest with me even if it hurts my feelings or is hard to take (bedroom performance related etc.) as I am always striving to improve her and myself's sexual experiences and making sure she's as satisfied as she can be. She says she doesn't mean it in anyway that it could imply she's had better or was relating to other guys and/or previous experiences but I can't help with questioning things. The other main, "longer" guy she was with was also older 22-23 (4-5 years older than her and 3-4 than me) so that my be adding to my concern but I guess I'm just looking for further understanding of all of this or maybe a different point of view? should I worry? How could I really ever know? Sorry to drag on her I'm just trying not to miss anything. Thanks for reading and any advice is appreciated.
So moving forward, I've been kind of on and off with my first love/ex of a little over a year. It's after our break up and we still haven't hooked up with anyone else outside of our relationship and are clearly still interested in each other but also clearly need space or time apart. She has always said I'm big, on the bigger side, and really thick (she'd comment on this most) and I'm about 5.5-6" BPE and I'm estimating about 4 3/4"-5" NBPE and about 5.5" EG at the base and 5" or so mid-shaft and glands...? We've been pretty open and discussed previous partners with each other and she's only really had 3 or 4 that counted (had sex or was anything 3rd base or worth while/meaningful etc. etc.) and she said she'd had a fling with a guy who was huge or really big that she estimated was at about 8-9" that apparently wasn't very good in bed... and the main other bf she was with was a bit longer than me but thinner and she much preferred me to him. I've been with many more than she has and more or less really "settled" down with her but there's little comments or things that get said sometimes that really imply certain things to me and strongly make me question my ability in bed with her? I mean am I really satisfying her or is she just with me because I treat her very well and care for her? I've always asked her to be 100% honest with me even if it hurts my feelings or is hard to take (bedroom performance related etc.) as I am always striving to improve her and myself's sexual experiences and making sure she's as satisfied as she can be. She says she doesn't mean it in anyway that it could imply she's had better or was relating to other guys and/or previous experiences but I can't help with questioning things. The other main, "longer" guy she was with was also older 22-23 (4-5 years older than her and 3-4 than me) so that my be adding to my concern but I guess I'm just looking for further understanding of all of this or maybe a different point of view? should I worry? How could I really ever know? Sorry to drag on her I'm just trying not to miss anything. Thanks for reading and any advice is appreciated.
for the situation or them lol if you know what I mean andI know this may kinda contradict what I just said about but hopefully you know what I mean..? I guess it's kinda like despite knowing I make her happy and she wants me/is satisfied with me I still don't like thinking or knowing she may have had "better" or a particular "better" experience etc. whether it's in the future or long in the past. I know it sounds like I'm thinking into it way to much but I'm not I promise you guys, I'm just trying to make it clear from where I coming from here you know?
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