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So my girlfriend and I were dating for 9 months, but near the end it became pretty rocky.
we were each others firsts and had sex regularly alot. It was bad at first, but eventually we learned how to make her orgasm, etc. and she woudl always want to have sex with me and tell me how great it felt. Although she only orgasms once per session, something which has always bugged me a little.
She would also tell me that I have a huge penis and all that, although i'm not so sure, its only 7.5x5.25.
We broke up for more than a month, after going through a couple months of basically nonstop fighting.
recently we started talking again, and she revealed to me she's only made out with a few guys, and i told her i've only made out with a few girls, etc.
basically neither of us had had sex.
she told me stories, one of which being her friend, this black football player from her team who would always have a boner around her.
she said she has never felt attracted to him, and that he's just a friend, but that his penis looked big through his pants, and she was always curious what it'd look like.
Anyways, we kept talking, and I decided i wanted her back, and told her so.
i told her i wanted a date with her this past weekend.
she said she wasnt ready to date yet, but wanted to give me a shot.
I went to her school, we had a great time, i slept over, we had sex multiple times, it was awesome.
she started telling me she has mixed feelings, she wants to date me, just give it some time first.
she tells me she doesnt wanna be with anyone else.
but she tells me how on sunday, the day I left, her black friend ran into her room with an erection and she asked him if she could see his penis.
she insists it wasnt sexual at all, and that she was just curious, but I cant help but feel insecure. she told me it was huge. and bigger than mine.
She told me if we were dating, she wouldn't have done it, but I cant help but feel almost as if she cheated on me? I guess. since this happened right after the weekend we had been reunited.
am I wrong to be upset about this?
Edit: she also tells me she isn't curious about having sex with a man with a bigger penis. which I think is a lie honestly.
cause why else would she ask her friend to see his in person?
we were each others firsts and had sex regularly alot. It was bad at first, but eventually we learned how to make her orgasm, etc. and she woudl always want to have sex with me and tell me how great it felt. Although she only orgasms once per session, something which has always bugged me a little.
She would also tell me that I have a huge penis and all that, although i'm not so sure, its only 7.5x5.25.
We broke up for more than a month, after going through a couple months of basically nonstop fighting.
recently we started talking again, and she revealed to me she's only made out with a few guys, and i told her i've only made out with a few girls, etc.
basically neither of us had had sex.
she told me stories, one of which being her friend, this black football player from her team who would always have a boner around her.
she said she has never felt attracted to him, and that he's just a friend, but that his penis looked big through his pants, and she was always curious what it'd look like.
Anyways, we kept talking, and I decided i wanted her back, and told her so.
i told her i wanted a date with her this past weekend.
she said she wasnt ready to date yet, but wanted to give me a shot.
I went to her school, we had a great time, i slept over, we had sex multiple times, it was awesome.
she started telling me she has mixed feelings, she wants to date me, just give it some time first.
she tells me she doesnt wanna be with anyone else.
but she tells me how on sunday, the day I left, her black friend ran into her room with an erection and she asked him if she could see his penis.
she insists it wasnt sexual at all, and that she was just curious, but I cant help but feel insecure. she told me it was huge. and bigger than mine.
She told me if we were dating, she wouldn't have done it, but I cant help but feel almost as if she cheated on me? I guess. since this happened right after the weekend we had been reunited.
am I wrong to be upset about this?
Edit: she also tells me she isn't curious about having sex with a man with a bigger penis. which I think is a lie honestly.
cause why else would she ask her friend to see his in person?
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