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*This is going to be really descriptive but I have a lot on my mind and I need to vent.
Ok so I rent a loft here in NYC with my 2 best-friends. One being a girl and the other a guy. I have been best-friends with the guy since like elementary school and the girl since college. We all love each other like family. Or so I thought. Lately I have been having a lot of work and a lot of stress. We are an up and coming business and i'm like the right hand man so I do basically everything at the moment. Anyways I got the opportunity to take today and the rest of the weekend off. (So happy) Anyways yesterday I came home around 3 in the afternoon. Took a shower, cooked dinner, did my PE, etc. I sit down on the couch prop my feet up on the coffee table and relax. Me and my friend (guy) talk until he leaves for work at around 8:30 (Night job). 9 o'clock comes around my friend (girl) comes home and she's stressed out due to having a bad day. She comes over and sits down right next to me on the couch while I am watching the game.Earlier this week we had agreed to have a movie night tonight because the owner of where I work let me know ahead of time that I would have a 3 day weekend. Anyways she went to take a shower as I continued to watch the game. She gets out, she changes, etc. She comes over to the couch and this time she is literally sitting under my arms as I had my arms up on the top of the couch. I didn't think anything about it because we have sat like this before and it never lead to anything so I just let it happen. She puts on some random movie on Netflix and like I couldn't concentrate on the movie at all because she was trying to talk to me the entire time. I end up taking the movie off and put on a scary movie. She said she was scared, put her arms around me and hugged me tight. Like halfway through the movie she looks up at me to see if I was still awake. I look at her and we make direct eye contact and out of no where we kissed. I backed up kind of and looked at her. She smiled and we continued to kiss. It got more intense we started moving around and she took off my shirt. I got up and led her to the bedroom. We ended up having sex. Probably the best sex I have ever had. (We have never had sex before, we have never even kissed before) I lasted about 15 minutes. Laid down and she laid down head on my chest and she fell asleep. I woke up this morning and went to the bathroom. She is taking a shower and invites me in. I joined her in the shower and we made out and felt each other up. (We did not have sex) I get out get dressed and sat on the couch and watched TV. This was like at 9 in the morning. She tells me she is going to the gym with one of her friends and she comes over to me on the couch and kisses me goodbye. She leaves and I'm sitting there dumbfounded like what the heck just happened. Guy best-friend walks in like half an hour after she left and he sees the look on my face and knows that something is wrong. I tell him that I am not feeling good and tell him I am going to go for a walk. I walk the city and an hour later receive a phone call from girl best-friend. She invites me out for lunch. I go and basically she tells me that last night was great, that she really likes me, and that we can make things work out (long story short, she said many other things as well that are not as important). I just smiled at her and was like we'll see. I wave a cab for her and told her I was going to go somewhere (I made something up). I walked around for like 2 hours and ended up going to a pub. I don't have any feelings for her other than friendship. She is very pretty and she has a lot going for her but I just feel like I am not the guy for her and she is not the girl for me. I just want her as a best-friend. I end up going home and she tells me she is going out with a couple friends. (I don't know why all of the sudden she feels the need to tell me where she is going now but whatever). My guy best-friend doesn't work Friday nights so I asked him if we could talk. I basically tell him everything and he's pissed off at me because he doesn't want me to hurt her. He leaves and goes to the bar and I go on the computer and type this long paragraph. What should I tell me girl best-friend? What should I tell my guy best-friend? (He's pissed off at me and she thinks we are basically dating now)
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Ok so I rent a loft here in NYC with my 2 best-friends. One being a girl and the other a guy. I have been best-friends with the guy since like elementary school and the girl since college. We all love each other like family. Or so I thought. Lately I have been having a lot of work and a lot of stress. We are an up and coming business and i'm like the right hand man so I do basically everything at the moment. Anyways I got the opportunity to take today and the rest of the weekend off. (So happy) Anyways yesterday I came home around 3 in the afternoon. Took a shower, cooked dinner, did my PE, etc. I sit down on the couch prop my feet up on the coffee table and relax. Me and my friend (guy) talk until he leaves for work at around 8:30 (Night job). 9 o'clock comes around my friend (girl) comes home and she's stressed out due to having a bad day. She comes over and sits down right next to me on the couch while I am watching the game.Earlier this week we had agreed to have a movie night tonight because the owner of where I work let me know ahead of time that I would have a 3 day weekend. Anyways she went to take a shower as I continued to watch the game. She gets out, she changes, etc. She comes over to the couch and this time she is literally sitting under my arms as I had my arms up on the top of the couch. I didn't think anything about it because we have sat like this before and it never lead to anything so I just let it happen. She puts on some random movie on Netflix and like I couldn't concentrate on the movie at all because she was trying to talk to me the entire time. I end up taking the movie off and put on a scary movie. She said she was scared, put her arms around me and hugged me tight. Like halfway through the movie she looks up at me to see if I was still awake. I look at her and we make direct eye contact and out of no where we kissed. I backed up kind of and looked at her. She smiled and we continued to kiss. It got more intense we started moving around and she took off my shirt. I got up and led her to the bedroom. We ended up having sex. Probably the best sex I have ever had. (We have never had sex before, we have never even kissed before) I lasted about 15 minutes. Laid down and she laid down head on my chest and she fell asleep. I woke up this morning and went to the bathroom. She is taking a shower and invites me in. I joined her in the shower and we made out and felt each other up. (We did not have sex) I get out get dressed and sat on the couch and watched TV. This was like at 9 in the morning. She tells me she is going to the gym with one of her friends and she comes over to me on the couch and kisses me goodbye. She leaves and I'm sitting there dumbfounded like what the heck just happened. Guy best-friend walks in like half an hour after she left and he sees the look on my face and knows that something is wrong. I tell him that I am not feeling good and tell him I am going to go for a walk. I walk the city and an hour later receive a phone call from girl best-friend. She invites me out for lunch. I go and basically she tells me that last night was great, that she really likes me, and that we can make things work out (long story short, she said many other things as well that are not as important). I just smiled at her and was like we'll see. I wave a cab for her and told her I was going to go somewhere (I made something up). I walked around for like 2 hours and ended up going to a pub. I don't have any feelings for her other than friendship. She is very pretty and she has a lot going for her but I just feel like I am not the guy for her and she is not the girl for me. I just want her as a best-friend. I end up going home and she tells me she is going out with a couple friends. (I don't know why all of the sudden she feels the need to tell me where she is going now but whatever). My guy best-friend doesn't work Friday nights so I asked him if we could talk. I basically tell him everything and he's pissed off at me because he doesn't want me to hurt her. He leaves and goes to the bar and I go on the computer and type this long paragraph. What should I tell me girl best-friend? What should I tell my guy best-friend? (He's pissed off at me and she thinks we are basically dating now)
(((( HELP
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